These are my old post.. muahaha~
Sunday, February 26, 2006
It seems like whatever I have done was wrong. Somehow, nothing was right. Is it me or is it your anger? I really do not understand. I am very confused. I don't know what can I do to make things right. It just gets worst.
What have I gone wrong?
You want me to tell you everything. And I did. But why it turn out to be hurting you?
You said you were tired and you want to lie down. I said bye and left msn. You said it wasnt like me. Dont i have to sleep too? Did you even forgot that I'm sick? Din you want to me rest? So where have i gone wrong? What about you? I chatted with you half way. You went offline. I thought it was your connection problem again. So i waited. But you never come back. Alright, I din say anuthing about it, and so i wrote an email to you. I was surfing friendster and got to see your blog. You were scolding me in your blog! Not even ur blog but in our blog. How do you think I feel? You din reply my sms, and I was waiting for the whole afternoon, and i was having high fever. But you dont seems to care. How do you think I feel? You want me to think how you feel, I apologised to you, but you think message me a composition and started scolding me again. How do I feel? You always said that you think of my feelings. Like Hell you did. What can I do?
When we quarrel, you would always take everything that happened in the past and start talking about it. And everything seems to be my fault. And at the end of scolding me, you would always say that " i say sorry tho it wasnt my fault and not wanting to be cool, but to be with you." When you want to stop the fight, you would always tell me how much u love me and cared for me and how idiotic u were. What are you up to? I really dun understand. What were you trying to tell me? Whenever i said that it was my fault and i apoplogised, you would gimme a reply that "It doesnt matter whos fault now! like as if knowing whos fault can make us together". So? What do you want me to say?
Last nite u message mi a composition full of anger, scolding me for what i had done. I dun even know how to reply you. You said you cry every night. Then what about me? I was sick and my body was already giving me problems. The whole body was going to tear apart. And now? my heart was tearing apart. I have been crying and there are no more tears left. You said you felt guilty. Very much I do felt guilty too. But as if I tell you i felt guilty you believed me.
Like hell you know how it feels like to be with you. I know. You are a very sensitive person. You need care and love that you never get from other people. Thats what you told me. And yes. I gave you most of my attention, my love and care to you. And you dont seems to appreciate. I know, I always make you come my house, because i cant go to your house. Your auntie would always show me attitude tho i did not say or do anything wrong. I felt stressed being with you. I have to think of what will happens next if i were to say this or do that. You told me once to help you. And i did, but you felt even more sensitive. I thought you have already changed. But even the smallest thing you cried over it for a few night.
Yes. i know that i was wrong to tell you that i haf a crush on someone. And i did promise you not to tell you anymore. I was trying to see if you were still as sensitive as before. But i was wrong. I make you felt even worst din i? Im deeply sorry for that. But why can you think of it another way? You think a little guy that caught my eye can compared to you? Our relationship for 20 months? Or i should say 1 yr and 8 months? You think he will make me fall in love like how i love you? You think he can change my life? To tell you the truth, I dun even know him. And i dun even see him in school before. Oh yes. You can blame me for telling to everything. Telling you everything under the sun. To tell you how i feel. To tell you what happened to me. To tell you the people around me. Oh. I guess you forgot that I flirt with guys. Isnt that everyone was talking about in the past? I flirt. I flirt with all the guys in Springfield. I flirt with all the guys in the basketball team. I flirt with all the guys that are good looking. I flirt. You happy now? You are happy that I flirt? Oh Did i really flirt? I dunno. Thats what everyone is tlaking about isnt it?
Opps. I forgot to produce a VALID evidence. Refresh your memory. Din ANGELA LAM told everyone that i flirt? Ha! isnt that a valid evidence? Din she tell everyone that "Joan flirts around even she has a boyfren?" What did you say that time? "Dun listen to her nonsense. Dun let her affect you." And i believed in you. I tried to get over it. and too, i NEVER get close to the guys anymore. Only when there is like.. gathering or like basketball training, i would go down once. They are still my frens. But i avoid them cos i dun wan ppl to think that way. I have know them for Years. Since sec 1 we are already together. and was in the same class with some of them for 4 years. is it wrong to have guys as my close frens? because of you and the rumours, i avoid them. because of not hurting you, i din go out with them. even until now, i seldom see them. i felt sad. our frenship became distant. i dun even know them anymore. i dun even know wads happening. and everytime i see them with frens, i very much wanted to be with them. and the only times i'm with them is when you are around. why am i so restricted? somehow i haf lost my freedom in choosing the frens i wan to be with. but who cares? i want to be with you. thats y i choose to do that. and you? always blaming me to be so sensitive about you going out with the guys. i veri much wanted to go out with them, but u say its a brother gathering. so i can do nothing about it. and yes. i dislike him. u should know who am i talking about. cos he had hurt me so much and you know. but instead of consoling me, u helped him. how do i feel? nvm. i see him as ur fren so i say nth.
in jc, i din even mix with the boys in my class. why? i dun wan the same thing to happen again. Altho i onli go Kbox with them a few times. becos i found companion to sing with me. is it wrong too? cant i go with them? you tell mi. having to sing is my greatest passion. I even overcome my fear of standing on stage to sing even tho i know i dun sound fantastic and i know sometimes ppl would just cover their ears when i sing. but everytime, i am trying to imrpove myself. hoping to get compliment from the audience. and i did. i veri happy and confident. and yes. i went to the campus superstar to search fer my dream. altho i failed, but i have experience. partly i dun haf properly vocal training, but i can sing. whenever ppl tell mi that they wants to go kbox. i felt realli excited. just like at that day when bryan ask mi if i wan to go kbox with him. of cos i agreed immediatly.
likewise. i changed my blogskin. u scolded me. well.. maybe this is a bad time to change the blog skin but do i nid permission from you to change my blog skin? ystd i was realli excited that i've bought a new printer and scanner. and i can edit photos. so i tried out. and den i simply just changed my blogskin. is that wrong too? why? if you wan mi to change back. i can. but if u were to log in to ur blog account, i onli changed the link to http://www.piinkiiee.blogspot.com. i did not delete it. is that wrong too?
are you always like that. I really dunno what else to say. Yes. Blog is a good way to express your feelings. BUT! it is not a good way to communicate! Why do you always use blog to scold me? And i realised when everytime you blog, that is when we quarrel. You think its fair? It became normal to me to check my blog when we quarrel. cos u will scold mi through it. how would u think i feel? You like to tell the world that "Hey! we are quarrelling!" right?
you said that i dun care about you. did you? I've told you last time and i hope you still remember. whats take care when u dun even care? i'm sick - "take care okie? rest more. slp early. drink more water. see doctor." so thats how u care for me la? rite.. i felt the careness. good. at least i know you care about me. yah. true. rite.
wad about u? ur leg bleed. u told me. wad can i say? take care too? NO! i dun wanna say that. I din even see you. the most i say is "why so not careful? why lidat? wad happened?" wad else can i say? u told mi ur fren rubbed against ur wound thats y it bleed while playing bball. den wad can i sae? "aiyo. becareful ma. nex time dun play bball le la. so dangerous." izit? NO! bball was ur greatest passion isnt it? I remembered u teling mi that u are tired. tts y din wan to accompany me to go sim lim. Hmm.. ur tired and u still go play bball? i tot u were tired becus u went to play bball in the morning? does it makes sense? how do i feel? u are avoiding me. u dun wan to go out with me. i'm having high fever and u dun seem to care. the most is.. "take care okie? anything call me." right. like hell you care. at least in the past u would go with me. NVM. u were tired. I UNDERSTAND.
in the sms, u said u dun wan to talk anymore. fine. i leave it to u. i dun wan to care about this anymore. since u dun even give a damm.
Ha! today is the 20th month. Isnt it great? I truly ENJOY this day. How i wish i never exist. So you wun feel hurt. so my parents dun haf such a big burden. so i dun haf to feel stressed. so my frens can lead a normal life without me. so angela wont seems as bad as she is. so the world is peacedul without a girl that flirts around with close frens. so my sisters dun haf to share room with me.
This life sucks!
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joanniee winks
at |9:55 AM|
Saturday, February 25, 2006
went to see the chinese doctor at ang mo kio.. a half an hour journey there and i consult the doctor less than 5 mins. he said that my body pocess too much heat. the panadol doesnt work on me. thats why my fever went off and on. looks like panadol should improve on their dosage, or maybe i should eat 10 instead of 1. the doctor also ask mi to drink HOT water and wear a FEW clothes to make myself sweat, den i will feel better. initially i din sweat. i felt coldness. den after mingle with my printer, i sweat. so i took off my jacket and start sneezing and sneezing. dammit. i felt so terrible.
now my room is in a mess tho yesterdae i pack it clean and neat. cos i just bought a printer. and yayness! i haf a printer. i wun haf to wait for the stupid printer in the library to be ok, and wun haf to ask somebody to print for mi and cause this huge mess.
now i haf to clear my mess.
argh.. i haf test on thursday and i suppose to study todae, and yesterdae. looks like i haf to study tml.
isnt it terrible when u are already feeling terrible and someone pick a fight? how would u feel? does it make u feel better? dammit. i felt worst. my fever went up and down. from 37.2, it went up to 38.6, den fall to 37.5, and now.. its 38.0. wad about later?
how i wish it went up to 39. so i will die faster.
this world is so unfair.
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joanniee winks
at |10:18 PM|
how everyone happy? HAPPY? i'm having fever.. FEVER.. 38.2.. 38.2 degrees C! Happy now? glad? or sad that i wasnt lying?
FUCK IT!
my whole body is like exploding. cant even move properly. eyes are hurting mi. tears are falling and nobody knows!
SEE! i'm telling u EVERYTHING! happy?!
I HATE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!
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joanniee winks
at |3:41 PM|
okie.
fine. since u wanna scold mi across you blog thats fine with me.
so u are saying that u are easily contented.
so u mean that im hard to please.
well maybe.
ive tried ways to make u happy too
maybe u dun see it
u said that to make u happy i just nid to say one sentence
and thats all?
thats all i did?
u wan mi to think
wad about you?
keeping quiet on the phone apparently does not solve the problem.
ive tried to talk nicely despite the anger tho i still sounded harsh
and you? keeping quiet?
u told mi once.
to tell u everything
i told you everything
and u said i din
wad do u wan mi to say?
fine.
i shall eat sweets until i die
since u ask mi to EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT!!
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joanniee winks
at |3:57 AM|
Friday, February 24, 2006
rite..
the sms wrote:
Huh...again?HaiYO...me reach home le...dun feel feverish le la...worry too much till like tt...haha...
and the msn wrote:
i told u...ytd i was joking...saying "dun tink of me too much la...till sick..."
THINK OF ME>>>not dun tink too much...
it's totally different..
Hmm.. Can anyone in this universe tell mi the link of these two? Do they have the SAME meaning? Well, when someone is feeling sick, they would not have the time to care about the meaning behind funny sentences that requires brain to think.
Now, its not that i want to misunderstand you Mr Lee. Its just that you are contradicting yourself. Don't you find it irony too?
In Msn u wrote:
u always get it...cos i giv u my freaking attention to u...
in the blog..u said tt u seek attention from me right?
and nw i saying...i giv it to u...and u need not seek it!!!
If you were to quote me correctly, i did not say that i want your fucking attention! Please read properly before u attempt to tell me anything. Or maybe you din read properly, I shall state them here again:
or maybe perharps u think i wan to get ur attetion. EXCUSE ME! i dun nid ur freaking attention k!
Please do not confuse me.
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joanniee winks
at |10:30 PM|
and so that is why u did not reply me.
i dun blame u for that. nvm.
it has been so many times. i always told u that i was sick. the only thing u can tell mi is " you think too much". tell mi how on earth by thinking too much makes me sick? ok.. my sis said that i was too tired, thats y i feel that way. i realli dunno. my whole class was like.. everyone falling sick. in this kinda of environment, i am bound to get back to the disease wad. everyone.. even on the road, most of the people is coughing.
i dunno about others but i know myself. when i'm falling sick, i felt it was coming. rite, u are not me and im sure that u dunno that. but why din u believe that im sick?! you think i wan you to sympatize me? WHY WOULD I WANT YOUR SYMPATHY? i can now swear to god not to tell u anything everything that happened to me if u wan it that way. i tot that u told mi b4, tell u.. dun keep it within mi.. but wad happens now?
last nite, i thought i said nvm? and you? u said "orh.. okie.. muacks!" so i tot everything was fine, and i conitnue doing my gp. after that i went to lie down on my bed, my sister give mi med and soon i was slp. i din even finish my homework! and i din even know i was aslp! i din even know u called me!! u think my sis was lying to u? u tink that i dun wan to talk to you? this is ridiculous! now u blame me for that. NVM..
today, yes.. i tot it will be a better day too. like any other day, hoping to see u. but truth, i nid my notes too. since u haven print them, so i asked u to print now so when i reach ur house, u can pass to me. when i was walking, my mum called and said she will be fetching me, so i told her i'm going to ur hse and she said she will be fetching mi there. fine. i told u too. i din know that the sun is like killing me. and u said that u cant print. so i want to confirm if u can print or not. if cannot print den nvm. den u told mi that u can print. and u said u will give it to me asap by riding to my house. its fine with me. but its so hot. i dun wan u to be burnt under the sun. u dun get wad i mean. since u printed the de already, i said dun haf to print the ppt cause i tot its giving u problem. i dun nid this weekend cos i'm not going to study that! im going to study my test topics and it is not included inside. nvm.. maybe i FORGOT to tell u that.
im alone at the bus stop. everyone is like around me. im feeling so sick. and the sun is killing me. nobody knows. u think i was faking. but i want you to take note. I DIN CRY BECAUSE I WAN YOU TO SEE THAT IM SAD. oh.. or maybe perharps u think i wan to get ur attetion. EXCUSE ME! i dun nid ur freaking attention k! oh.. mayb i was right.. YOU DUNNO MI AT ALL!!! i told u i feel "sick and bad", because the pain is hurting mi so much that i couldnt take it anymore. and DUN U KNOW that whenever i was sick i would cry cause i could endure the pain? oh.. i forgot again.. u dunno me..
yes.. u came down with the notes. i jus take it and put them inside my bag without saying anything BECAUSE i couldnt talk! you tell mi can u cry and talk at the same time? YES i was crying infront of you BUT at the same time i dun wan to let u see the state i was in! and u ask mi to sit down.. fine.. i followed you.. but it was like under the sun! so i dun wan to sit down.. den u bring mi to another spot which is like.. infested by bird shit. rite.. common sense for both of us not to sit. yup. we din sit down. den my mum called, so i went over. u ask mi to sit. i followed you.. den i ask u whether u haf sweets or not.. u said no.. and u said "u haf sore throat and u still wan to eat sweets?" Hey mister. who on earth said that having sore throat cant eat sweets? convince me then. i was feeing veri sick and my stomach was realli empty tho i did eat my breaksfast and i felt like vomitting again. whenever i was sick, i would eat sweets. thats my remedy. OH~ i forget.. u DUNNO ME... at all! and then? so i went to buy myself lar. at least i felt better after eating like 3/4 of it. when we were outside, u asked mi to sit down. but i see the bus stop is like full already. where on earth am i going to sit?! on the floor izit? so i went under the shade la.. den when i turn around, u were gone. so wad u wan mi to do? chase u ar? dun even where were u were. den my mum came. and u din know. so i told u.. and since then u din reply mi and posted a blog here, waiting for mi to see. oh rite.. clever.. i saw the post.
yup. i admit that i was abit harsh today. but u din even try to understand me. and blame mi for everything. and yes.. i admit that most of the things, im at fault, but did u ask urself y?
u think that u spoilt me? u think that i din try to understand you? then why did i insist that u gimme the notes like now and not asking u to ride there? oh.. i forgot again.. u wan to be tanned.. u wan to sun-tan urself. well maybe next time i should let u do wad u wan to do alryt? im SO sorry to OBSTRUCT you from sun tanning. maybe next time u sould tell mi earlier that u wan to sun tan.
at least i felt better at home. at least my mum take cares of me. BELIEVES mi that i was sick. my maid cooked for me and after i eat my mum gave mi medicine. I'm realli grateful.
Oh.. somebody is thinking that " of cos la.. ur mum knows u best", but i tot somebody said b4 that "i understand you?" i see now.. i finally see the light. i finally know how much u understand me.
since u said that u were spoilting me. I've came up with some solutions that may solve the problem. let mi list them down alrite? Take a look! see if they are feasible and possible.
DUN MEET MI ANYMORE. DUN FETCH ME ANYMORE. DUN PRINT STUFF FOR ME ANYMORE. DUN TALK TO ME ANYMORE. DUN EVEN WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE.
i think thats a very good proposal by me. WHAT DO YOU THINK?!
oh.. i forgot to tell you. i din go out cos my mum said that i was sick and i should be out. OPPS! i tot i wasnt suppose to tell you ANYTHING since u dun even understand me?
once i tot i could depend on u. but i was wrong. realli wrong. because how on earth can i depend on someone that dun even understand me?
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joanniee winks
at |6:33 PM|
i do not know wad is wrong with u..but since u got sick...everything turns wrong...ytd i was just joking...like hw u and me always say..but u got another meaning which i do not know...then u just dun wan to talk to me...i called u at night and know tt ur sis gave u med and u went to slp...
today i tot it will be a good day, but i isnt..first i ask u whether did u go to sch...and u said u went...u wanted the notes so u went to my house. i got problem connecting to net at first...so i said i'm ttrying to print. cos in my mind i know i gonna print it for u. den when i got connected somehow i got the same problem tt whenever i wanna read a email or delete it or do wadeva in it, i will be redirected in the login page..i told u lots of times, but i guess u didnt know..
den ltr i wanna print everything for u, so u can study. but u just wan the de. i wan to giv everythin for u so it will be easier for u. how are u goin to study? furthermore the notes tt u do not wan is analog electrics which u told me ytd tt u do not understan! so during the weekend, without the notes, hw are u goin to study? and hw are u goin to understan?so i told u to go home, cos i'm goin to send it to ur house asap! and for a while ltr u said u dunwan me to ride in the hot sun?! and den wad? it's my fault now? risking everything for me? i wan to pass u everything and i will do it. no matter wad. riding in the hot sun is nothing! u feeling sick and u shd go home! i dunwan u to suffer.
den when i gave u the notes, u just like "..........."
so i ask u to seat down so u will feel better.
den ltr u wan sweets. i told u u have sorethroat and it's better not to have it. but u just cary on buying it. Fine! it's alright to me.maybe eating sweets will make u feel better as it will make ur mouth sweet..
den i ask u to seat down again...and u said dunwan! so i went to seat ltr on hopefully u will follow..but no u didnt. den i waited and waited. and u said u are gone. ok i feel so much relieve as u have a cool journey home.
it's so many times tt u ask me to print notes for u. and i dun feel apprieciated tt u had the notes.
and everything u wan it asap and i keep hurrying. but it is the printer which is slow and not me. u wan this u wan that and i always hope to giv u that. i spoilt u? m i doin tt to u? is it my mistake? and i need to keep carry on doin it so u wont be angry with me? will u understan me? will u even care hw i tink sometimes? maybe i dun understan u sometimes but i do sometimes too...haiii...i'm so sad and i know u are now...crying in front of me. but wad can i say? it's just the notes and we feel this way, and always this kinda things make us feel this way? just by waking up and this happens? and i dunnno wad to do to myself and keep feeling guilty that i make u walk under the sun without caring. and i feel that i'm just one guy that u can be with and i' not dere, and making u disappointed, but on the other hand i'm trying my best to understand u and making u happy, m i doin all wrong all the time? m i??? m i lost in everything!?
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sanjing winks
at |1:52 PM|
Sunday, February 12, 2006
yay! todae mi went out wif dardar.. to celebrate our valentines day.. hehes..
we met at about 3.30, went to plaza sing, i bought a
roxy wallet and he bought mi a
slipper from mphosis and one from dmk. hehee.. after that we walked to orchard road. on the way we ate
soft squid fritters from old chang kee and den we went
paragon. after that we went to
ngee ann city and he bought mi a
mango bag... love it! ahhaahhas.. den we went to taka and he bought a hand rest for keyboard. hehee.. i paid 10 bucks for it. hahahas.. den.. we went to
heeren..
and den we went to paragon to eat. we ate at Akashi japanese restuarant. haha.. he spent $61 there.. the food is very nice lar.. haha.. wif that kinda price.. confirm nice de.. hahahas.. while waiting for the bill to come.. HE BROKE A GLASS!! hahahaa.. it was realli hilarous.. hahahaha.. after that we went to cineleisure and i bought hello kitty pens. hehehe.. and i also bought a pair of ear studs. lovely, i love it. its pink! hahahas..
den we went to take mrt and he slept thru the journey. heees..
and now i'm at home blogging away.. ahhaas
i used to think that valentines day is nothing.. but today i know that valentines day can be that happy. hahahas.. with dardar around, everything seems to be working fine. hahaha.. its already 19mths and 17 days. hope that this will continue forever! hahha..
count down.. 100mths more.. hahahha..
love is in the air~
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joanniee winks
at |1:20 AM|
Thursday, February 09, 2006
I HOPE THIS WILL SEND A MESSAGE AS WELL AS A WARNING TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO OWE PEOPLE MONEY. PLEASE PAY ALL YOUR DEBTS BEFORE WE GET FED UP WITH YOUR IRRESPONSIBLE AND STUPID BEHAVIOR. IT IS VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY IRRITATING TO CHASE THE DEBTS FROM YOU ALL. IT IS VERY KIND OF HIM TO PAY FOR YOU IN ADVANCE, AND YOU SHOULD RETURN THE MONEY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. IT HAS ALREADY BEEN VERY LONG. YOU ALL BETTER RETURN ASAP BEFORE I TAKE ACTION.
PEOPLE, PLEASE BE RESPONSIBLE. IT IS VERY IRRITATING TFOR PEOPLE TO LOOK FOR YOU JUST TO TAKE THE MONEY BACK. IF ITS $1 OR $2, MAYBE WE WOULD NOT PERSUE. BUT WE ARE NOW TALKING ABOUT HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS. DONT LET PEOPLE TO HAVE A BAD IMAGE ON YOU. WHEN YOU PROMISED THAT YOU WILL RETURN, PLEASE DO SO.
DAMMIT*
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joanniee winks
at |10:30 PM|
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
oh no.. my grandma went to the hospital again.. she came into my room and told mi she was not feeling well.. and was sent to the hospital at 12.50am..
pls.. hope that she is okie..
praying to buddha..
pls let her be fine..
dun let her think too much
calm her down
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joanniee winks
at |12:01 AM|
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
yay! i'm back.. hahas..
already so late and i'm still blogging.. wad time is it now.. hmm.. its 12.54am! hahas.. i'm going to slp soon.. so ya..
just now after sch i went home.. slack awhile den when to bath and eat dinner.. after that i went to mcdonalds and study wif xiang.. i think i'm gonna study every now and then and pick up my momentum in studies.. i want to improve myself.. hehes.. A level is very important.. dun wanna waste my time..
well.. not bad.. i can study.. hahahas..
gonna go dunno where to study tomolo.. hees..
well.. i was thinking of my shopping list and thinking of wad else to buy.. hahas..
my shopping list:
a bag (preferably tote bag)
a handphone pouch (charmmy kitty)
a pencil bag (Charmmy kittY)
a pair of shoes (frm surf babe!)
a new watch (jie getting for me..WEE!!!)
few pairs of socks (lite-green, lite-pink, white)
victorian crown
-earrings
-necklace (BIG one)
-braclet
-ring (difficult to get..)
phr gifts
valentines gift
birthday gift
mothers day gift
fathers day gift
ok.. i guess that is all i could think of. well... u can take it as a birthday wishlist also.. muahhhaa~
big plan of the year:
going holiday after As
hanging out wif the girls after prom nite
-probably staying a nite at hotel.. suite life!
have a makeover
taking driving licence after As
Want a stable job until i go to U
-mayb working even in U
wee~ all listed down.. guess it would serve as a reminder so that i would achieve my aims.. muahahha~ shopping queen will now search for more things to buy.. hahahas..
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joanniee winks
at |12:56 AM|
Friday, February 03, 2006
mmm... i'm sick!!
have mc fer 3 days already..
on wednesday i went sch and realise i had fever in the library.. feeling so bad ler.. still continue going for gp.. in the end had gp test.. after that i skipped chinese and went home.. dardar bring mi to the polyclinic and we waited fer an hour just to see that stupid doctor.. that doctor say i dun haf fever den dun wan gimme mc.. nvm lor.. i went to tm and bought bday cake fer my sister.. after that go home ler... i went home orhorh lor.. dardar was with mi.. at about 7 den i wake up.. the whole bed was so hot.. mi also very warm.. was feeling terrible liaos.. den realised got high fever.. see lar.. that stupid doctor say i haf no fever.. siao.. jiejie put the cold cold towel on my forehead.. so cold lar.. but i dun feel the coolness cos my head was too hot already.. the cold towel become hot after awhile.. den dardar keep changing it for me. hehee.. den i went to see doctor lor.. got 2 days mc.. lidat lor..
on thursday din go sch lar.. den i felt dizzy the whole day.. walk also dozzy.. sit also dizzy.. siao liao.. so din wan to go sch on friday lar.. wad if i faint in sch again? yah lor.. did abit of homework den dun wan to do liao cos too xin ku ler.. got sore throat somemore.. cant talk much..pain leh.. so went to slp lor.
today i went to take mc.. they say must see the doctor again.. paid $12 for a sorethroat medicine and mc. arghh... my hongbao money mostly spent on seeing doctors.. waste my money.. already so little hongbao money ler.. still must spent on doctors.. arghhh!! hahaha.. cannot do shopping le lar.. still wanted to save $100 de.. now cannot even save $100.. worst thing is cannot shop anymore.. saded!!! i wan more hongbao!! hahaha..
tomolo is weekend.. so no sch again lor.. a long rest for mi lar.. hahaha.. go back sch one day den sick.. den rest.. wahh.. like a week for mi to rest lor.. how nice? hahas..
nida do my homework ler.. nv go sch must do self revision ma.. hais..
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joanniee winks
at |11:47 AM|
Thursday, January 26, 2006
its supposed to be a happy occassion but i gues it is not now.
it always happened this way.. either very happy.. or feeling veri upset.
why does this happen???????? I hate it alryt!!
feeling terrible.. and i dunno why..
feeling horrible.. and cant seem to find the reason why..
the feeling is YUCKY i can say.. feeling to cry but refuse cos i dun want this to be the SEVENTH time..
argh.. joan u lousy girl!!! S-T-U-P-I-D!!!
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joanniee winks
at |3:03 PM|
Friday, January 13, 2006
i find it so hard.. too hard!!
"i love the meaningless life i'm leading.. with no aims and goals..."
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joanniee winks
at |11:20 PM|
Hmm.. its 3.26am now.. opps! slp late again..
was rushing thru my gp essay and pasting newspaper articles on fulscap.. yup.. abit lame tho but it took mi quite awhile to finish..
i've slept in the afternoon tts y i dun feel the urge to slp yet..
today is not a reali good day.. was feeling down the whole day.. cant realli smile at ppl.. so i kept quiet.. yup.. it has been raining the whole day too.. maybe my feeling goes with the weather.. so hope that tml is a bright and sunny day.. maybe i would smile alittle..
neck is breaking.. alryt.. shld go to bed now.. nites
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joanniee winks
at |3:26 AM|
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
I am finally back on blogging. It has been a long time since I last posted my entry.
It has been a very tiring holiday. I woek up at 5.30am almost everyday to help my mum. After that I went home, eat my lunch and slept for awhile. In the evening, W would start doing my holiday assignment.
During the holiday, my computer break down. Fortunately, Xiang lent me his laptop and thus I am able to do some of my work. I am very grateful for that. Although I did not complete my holiday assignment, but I had finished half of them, and decided to complete the other half in school.
On Christmas eve, I went out with my family. We went to TM, and the main purpose is to purchase handphone for me. I had bought a Panasonic VS2 pink colour, which is exclusive to singtel only. I fell in love with that phone when my sister first shown me the poster, after that I found out that there is a promotion at Singtel which is selling the phone at no price for 2 years plan. My mum had to pay $100 as my plan only one year due. My sister also bought the same phone. We simply love the phone too much. After that, we went to shop for shoes, as mummy needed for a wedding dinner. In the end, my mummy bought a pair of pump, and my sister bought 3 pairs and my younger sister bought a pair. We were feeling very hungry after that my dad brought us to eat. After that we went home.
After I reached home, I went out again. I met Changtat under his block and we went to meet xiang, bryan, kaiwen and xu heng, to celebrate x'mas. we were at starbucks and at 12am, they rang the bell and everyone shouted MERRY CHRISTMAS! That was fun. Xiang gave me a pink water bottle, I love it but it was not the one I wanted. But who cares? He gave it to me and I love it. =)
On christmas, we went to bryan's house for x'mas gathering. everyone had to bring food to his house, and xiang came to my house and we cooked spaghetti. It was not bad, but there was too much food, so i brought the remaining home. After the very filling dinner, we went to play block catching and blind cat. Xiang was the catcher for all the games we played. After that on the way home, we saw policemen, and i reckon they were looking for us. It was hilarious.
On new year day, i went out wif farah and ain. suppose to be a phr gathering but sri couldnt make it. We walk around Orchard and Farah did some shopping. We went to Wistma, Taka and fareast. We also went to look at the notebooks, and they were glamourous! I love the pink cover with a huge victorian crown. I guess I am going to buy it someday. After that we went Old Chang Kee. I ate a pepper'O. After that we went to take neoprint at Fareast, and we went to buy cookies at Mrs Fields. I love the cookies! I also drank a cup of orange juice. After that Ain nd Farah went home, and i walked all the way to cineleisure to look for my sister. We shopped at Nike, and had bought a number of stuffs. I got a new Nike black and gold bag. On the way home, I bought a pink canverse shoes. It was pretty!
Its a new year with a new start. Many people had made new year resolution and I have not really list them down. So I am just going to do the same thing and hope that I would achieve most of them.
New Year Resolution:
- attend all lectures and tutorials
- do all tutorials
- stay attentive throughout the lecture and tutorial
- eat less exercise more
- achieve good grades
- improve physics results
- pass GP quizes and tests
- go for physics tution
- speak more english
- read newspaper at least thrice a week
- be more loving and caring towards xiang (I am already!)
- spend more time with family
- sleep more
these are all my new year resolution. Is that too long? I dont think so and I would want to achieve them.
Oh! and i permed my hair too! its kind of messy curls, which is the combination of big and small curls. I love it!
Today i have my first lesson of tutorial. It was a fun day. I understand maths and physics. I understand econs. I am lighter and shorter, although i dont want to be shorter.
Its late now and iI'm feeling hungry.. I think its time for me to sleep.
nites everyone!
joannie`
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joanniee winks
at |12:56 AM|
Thursday, December 29, 2005
yay! its me.. AGAIN! aiyoyoyoyoyoyo... i haven do my homework yet.. can anyone tell mi how dead m i? shit lar.. i haven do my gp.. oh ya.. i nv touch physics.. wads worst? ok lar.. i dun wanna say more.. wanna go do my work liaos... haisssss... dieded.
-dead-
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joanniee winks
at |10:08 AM|
Friday, December 16, 2005
Just feel like writing this down. I just watched KING KONG. sounds like a normal show.. but it's a show tt show real love. a touching and sad show.
King Kong, an animal with fierce looks and enormous str, but a loving soul withing. Willing to save the girl tt he fallen for. Who will do tt? A monster outside doesnt mean a monster inside. The looks doesnt mean anything! it's the character. The character tells all! he or she will be love for that! tears will fall for you.
Watching this show makes me feel inspired. i wan to be just like him except being dead and being a huge gorilla. But i wan to be a person that everybody will like, friends that will come to me if there hav problems and a girl who will love me for who I am. Cos i love her much, and I hav many thoughts for the future for us. Though we are young but love never talk about age. It happens anytime!
I respect people but i have bad habits tt will cause them to hate me. I will change, but just afraid i'm not given a chance...
but fear the most is having the most important girl leaving me...
Gotta go!!~TaTa!!
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sanjing winks
at |11:33 PM|
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
muahahaha~ saw that post! so lucky wor.. just starting to use my kor's com den see ur post liao.. lols.. realli a surprise! lol..
now dardar having ur term test rite? good luck wor..
i realli feeling like a pig now.. FAT pig.. eat eat and eat.. sleep sleep and sleep.. kaos.. i dun wanna become like before.. fat and lazy.. lols!! luckily kor's com can use.. must research and do my econs project.. after that can do my newspaper article reflections.. hahas..
holiday homework.. i left with the MJ promo paper and physics and newspaper articlees..!! argh.. head big big liaos.. todae already 13/12.. so i onli left with 2 wks! how short is that!?! hahaha.. yup.. gonna work hard already.. lol.. no more( as if i can endure) shopping and no more datings.. lols!! *yah rite.. wadever..*
alrite.. gonna stop here...
hohoh~ merry advance christmas!!
joannie`
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joanniee winks
at |12:54 PM|
hmmm...she will be surprise if she see this post...cos.....it's from me!!! hahaha...cos i rarely blog...lol!
nw her com is spoilt...and i dunno when will she goin to repair it...cos i miss her online!! hahaha...wadeva right? hahah..
i'm getting a new com on fri...and i cant wait to get it!! so eager to get tt each day i will think of it!! hahaha!! and i cant really study properly...hahaha!! too excited!! when i get my com...darling can use it to do her hwk...isnt tt great!! hit 2 birds in one stone!! hahahaa...yawnnn...nw so early...so kinda lazy to type...ltr gonna hav my term test!! uhoh!! so scared!!! hahaha...start at 1...and i woke up so early!! hhahaa...siann!! cant go back to slp..so might as well use the com...heee darling!!!! dar dar misses u!!
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sanjing winks
at |9:08 AM|
Sunday, November 27, 2005
hmm.. whaa.. suay leh.. my com spoil.. die le lar.. my homework all inside how? SEE! i got do my homework one lor.. hahas..
aiyah.. today actually can win $500 one leh.. sian.. nv listen to my ah ma's advice.. buy 4D.. my hp number 3rd prize leh! haha.. haiz.. sian hoR? hahaha.. double suayness.. hahaha~
on.... sat! went to miss lee's wedding.. opps! shld call her miss pow or pau now.. ahaha! yup.. she's late! the bride was late.. and she thinks that its okie cos she is the bride.. lol!! she was pretty on that day.. erm.. haha.. she wore specs leh.. shldnt wear her specs lar.. she will look better.. lols..
after that we took cab to eunos mrt station and den i waited for xiangg.. slow slow de.. lol.. huiling, junwei and shimin accompany me for awhile.. den huiling and junwei left first.. cos they going dating ma.. dun wanna take their time.. lol.. den shimin accompany mi until xiangg came.. heees!! we lame and crap for awhile also lar.. lol.. my train came.. her train also come.. lol..
mi and xiangg finalli decide where to go when we reach cityhall.. which is suntec.. haha.. we walk walk walk.. after that we went to eat at......... the food court! haha.. on the way we met junwei and huiling.. lols!! ok.. after eating.. we went to marina square.. lol.. there got alot of things to shop lor.. like heeren and far east.. veri nice.. a veri huge place too ... ( cos we got lost there.. lol!!) we dunno how to get out.. so we walk to esplanade.. on the way xiangg buy the choco-coat strawberries.. so nice! veri veri veri sweet..lol.. den we went to take train de go home lor.. lols..
a veri tiring day lor.. haha..
aiyah.. on sunday.. din do anything much lar.. went to help mummy.. den after that i went home eat lunch.. and den slp until 5.30pm.. after that walk to interchange.. on the way i called xiangg.. and den he dun wan to talk to mi becos he watching anime.. finally i reached the interchange.. i waited for bus 38 for 20 mins.. DAMN! 20 mins lar! kaos.. haha.. and den reach grandma hse at 7.10pm. lol.. i ate a bowl of noodles.. and den watched abit of "The Maid".. and den went home at 9.20pm.. reached home.. i chatted wif mummy and den bathe.. watch tv.. and bla bla bla.. haha... and now blogging lor..
chatting wif xiangg now..
"in other words, properties is the characterists of the system......"
okie.. i haf no idea wad he reading lar.. but he is studying...
lol!!
maybe nex time i can take down notes fer him.. hor dardar? lol..
ok lar.. dun wanna use com liao.. stop blogging here!
joannie`
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joanniee winks
at |11:28 PM|
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Due to my laizness, I haven't been blogging.. hahaha~
okie.. erm.. haf been looking at my blog for sumtym and i think its REALLY BORING!
so decided to change to the old one.. hehees.. so loving rite.. hahaha~ =X
SUMONE.. SUMBODY.. complained that i din blog.. haha.. so i blog lorr.. big deal meh.. as if that somone blog.. hor? hahaha..
Holiday started 23 days ago.. haha.. had been veri busy.. firstly was PW.. Thank god its over.. haha!! and den... erm.. actually i cant remember much on wad i did.. haha.. if u all wan to know.. go to http://www.pinkiiee.blogspot.com <-- my another bloggy! hahaha~ so troublesome hor me? lols.. aiyah.. wad to do.. joan leh.. of cos troublesome lar..
hahaha~ oh ya hor.. mi and shimin went to the compus superstar.. haaha~ so fun!! erm.. as in funny!! hahaha.. both of us din want to join de.. after we went to see the audition.. decide to join cos we think is fun.. haha! so we joined lor.. we audition on monday.. haha! my mummy, daddy, auntie, cousins and dardar went to see! hahaha.. some of my frens too ( they came for shimin lar.. haha..) hahahahaha.. it was damn funny.. erm.. when it was my turn.. i think i got nervous when i saw the judges looking at the screen ( featuring my face).. haha.. den i also dunno how to sing ler.. hahhaa.. obviously got "tagtaggggg" kick out lar.. hahaha.. but it was fun lar.. shimin got to sing twice.. but also kick out.. hahaha.. so funny.. next yr wanna join again.. lols!! indeed we got the experience and fun.. haha.. we gotta know each other more also! hahaha.. she sing veri nice lar.. not like mi so erm.. not gentle.. hahaha!!
on saturday hor.. miss lee's wedding.. so excited!! can see all my dearest classmates again.. muahaha~ dunno wad to wear leh.. someone gimme suggestion? hahaha.. i heard the girls wearing skirt leh.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. felt like wearing jeans.. lol.. ok.. i wear jeans.. hahaha! anyone wearing jeans too? hahaa..
On saturday hor.. also my special day leh.. 26 NOV.. lols.. everytime on the 26th of the month, i'm occupied by some other stuffs.. for example.. 26/6 - my sis's bdae.. 26/8 - music diary.. 26/11 - miss lee's wedding!!! hahaha.. about there lar.. so hor.. i wish and hope and pray that on 26/12.. NOTHING!! except going out wif dardar.. lols... our 1 1/2 yr together leh.. how can dun go out together? lol.. love u dardar! muacks!
butten hor.. on 26/12 is the Tsunami memorial day leh.. opps.. =X
the last yr of 26/12/04, i weas having my 4F class chalet.. a veri disapppointing chalet tho.. onli a few peeps turn up.. and i was working.. so din realli haf fun.. hahaa.. and ppl STILL OWE MI $100!!! hais..
aiyah.. i'm realli bored leh.. nth to do de.. play neopets the whole day.. see my holiday homework like dunno see wad lidat.. do halfway den ZZZzzz........ how ar?! hahaha.. not bad lar.. did afew articles already. but.. maths how? physics how?! hahahaha.. die lor.. ecns haf project somemore.. hahaha.. die ler~
okie.. wanna go see see frenster ler.. huiling and farah gave mi testi.. hahaha... see ya folks!
muacks!
joannie`
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joanniee winks
at |10:53 PM|
Saturday, August 06, 2005
todae.. fri.. nth much in the morning and afternoon lor.. morning went to sch.. den mummy fetch mi from skool at 1.. den i went home slp.. lols!!until about like 4pm.. den i wake up and den prepare myself.. for.. konzert! yea.. its a concert by tpjc band and chinese orchastra.. lols.. its veri nice i can say.. somemore its held at victoria concert hall.. so i must enjoy it.. hehes.. its a first tym i've been there.. its a veri nice experience.. hees!! after the concert, we went to lau pa sa and eat satay! lols.. there are two different types of satay.. lols.. one more chickenie and one is not.. yea.. u dun understand ryt.. onli jocelyn. elshan and jonnie understands cos they were there! lol.. after that.. we went to mrt station.. haha.. we walked quite fast.. and we even run abit.. cos we dun wanna wait fer another train which is like another 12 mins.. hahas.. den we went home lors..hahas.. i got scared under my block just now.. cos u know.. now.. this period.. alot of people burning the "jin zi".. yea.. and u know.. they burnt burnt paper is black rite.. hahas.. its all over on the floor.. and den under my block got alot lo.. so haf to avoid.. den i saw the blac black paper.. moving!! den got a pair of eyes looking at mi!! hahas.. obviously i was scared lar.. it was a black cat.. haha.. scare mi.. =S i wan to confess here.. i'm not afraid of cats.. but that black cat realli scare mi.. hahas..
anyway wanna go slp ler.. nite nite..
p/s:shimin!! u were great!! wee!! i enjoyed my nitee.. hahas..
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joanniee winks
at |1:24 AM|
Friday, August 05, 2005
life is miserable!! hahas.. wad a sentence to start wif rite.. yea.. problems are all oer mi and they come to mi all at a time.. hahas.. just like humans.. anyway.. erm.. cant realli remember wad i did todae..yah.. got a bandage on my fooooot!! lols.. and it was damn ugly lor.. gosh.. many people look at mi.. lols.. nvm.. at least they gimme way.. hahas..
one thing i wanna compliment.. SBS drivesr.. very considerate! haha.. tho i dun like those 22 bus drivers.. i love those 293 drivers! they are damn nice.. they will even greet u and smile... yah.. today i took 293 to interchange.. and the driver wait til i sit down den he start driving.. lol.. nice rite?? haha.. i feel abit guilty tho cos i walk damn slow.. hahas..
stupid little mi.. just now i sat on my ankle.. and now it hurts again.. hahas..
tml.. wil be going to watch KONZERT.. lols.. yup.. concert by my school band and chinese orchestra~ ( i dunno how to spell.. nvm.. ).. actually dun wanna go de.. but since i already promise shimin that i'll be there to support her.. so i nid to go.. muahaha.. it will be at victoria concert hall.. so.. it cost like $12 leh.. hahas.. nvm lar.. affordable tho.. i'm broke now.. hahas.. shimin jia you wor! put up a good show! i know u will haf a small part solo.. so joa you k!! hees..
todae got back my econs test.. tho i failed but i was damn happy cos i got like 10/25.. hahas.. this is the second econs essay test lar.. the first one i got 4.. and now i got 10.. so i'm quite satisfied.. hahas.. somemore its on market strucket (suck topic).. so yea.. i'm happy.. hees..
todae haf maths test somemore lor!! on transformation and functions.. arghh.. transformation i know how to do but i dunno if i'm rite.. and.. as for functions.. hais.. i'm kinda weak lehs.. so.. i scared lor.. hahas.. i hope i'll pass tho.. hees!!!
well.. okie lar.. wanna slp liaos (tho i slept in the afternoon when i reach home at ard 5+++).. adios and nitey nite!
lurves..
joannie..
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joanniee winks
at |1:06 AM|
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
dammit! my foot! is now like.. arghh!! swollen!! hate it! now i'm like a handicap.. why.. why such things happened to mi.. and where the hell are you when i need u the most.. argh!!! this sux!!! if u wanna keep quiet.. den keep quiet forever!!!
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joanniee winks
at |11:03 PM|
well.. on 30th aug, mi haf the ndp reharsal thingy. its was damn fun! hahas.. its so cool to know that i'm signing wif 3700 people.. hees! oh ya.. center of attraction.. i love it! mm.. cos my skool will be sitting at the centre section, so we will be featured in tv! hahas.. cos bryan wong (wang lu jiang) will be going to the centre section and we will shout "we love singpore!" hahas.. so fun rite! remember to catch us on tv! hees.. yea.. we even sang national anthem loudly.. hahas..
well..this actual photo is specially for fizah. u see.. i wasnt PURPOSELY making my lips thicker. it looks naturally like this when i DUN SMILE. watch ur words when u were to say people look bitchy. MIND YOUR WORDS. nobody (or who the hell) will look as if their lips are flat down when they dun smile.
mm.. xiangg.. sweet? forgive? i haven think of an ans yet tho it was realli sweet to send sunflower to my house! see lar! i haf to ans to my parents! gRrr..
on sunday i actually sprain my ankle. i tot it was nothing big deal.. on mon i still did my 2.4 run.. yah.. until todae.. my ankle hurts.. arghhHh!!! how? nvm.. sprain once on the same ankle already.. think i'm immune to it.. ha..
todae haf CLDDS(music) or people call it ge yao.. and yes.. i was chosen to be the treasurer.. lol.. i haf money face man.. hahas..
well.. anyway.. haf to rush my project work and homework and works!! hahas..
adios..
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joanniee winks
at |8:38 PM|
Sunday, July 31, 2005
sometimes i jus wanna be all alone, so people wont remind mi things that i've forgotten, or things that i dun even wanna think about. i'm a person who doesnt like to depend on people. i'm independent.. regardless its on life or work. i want to depend on myself to complete a task. i dun like to ask fer help.. unless i realli nid help..
many people thinks that, in a relationship, its cool.. its fun.. its nice.. its sweet.. its romantic.. its love.. its bla bla bla, everything u thinks its nice.. yea.. u realli think so? in a realtionship means u're cool? nah.. i dun think so.. firstly.. i dunno why i'm in a relationship. second.. its the stupid feeling or love that make so many people fallen into a trap called relationship.. and thirdly.. how i wish i could get out of that.. many people say.. "oh! u're in a relationship! how sweeeeet! so ur bf come to fetch u everyday from sch ar? oh! u've bf? thats so cool! is he handsome? is he cute? wahhh... got bf.. den wad did he get u for valentines? woo.. den how u spent ur weekend wif him?" bla bla bla.. all the qns u can think of.. ya.. u think many people enjoys in a relatinship izit? every couple haf their problems. so when people are in relationship, dun ask about it!
in a realtionship is not having to see each other every-a-day.. its not fetching gf from work or sch every-a-day.. its not because they are cute or pretty or handsome.. its not because of valentines day.. its not!!! its the commitment that both haf to give.. both haf to sacrifices.. both haf to tolerate.. its the understanding..
many people also thinks that.. " aiyah! relationship.. easy to maintain one lar! be lovey lovey can liao lor.. not happy den break lar! so easy.. " these people simply deserve slappings.. many slaps.. when a person get into relationships, they would think of many things.. ya.. one most important thing is that do u like the person? or he's cute that why wanna go steady wif him? foolish people.. and one more thing.. if people were to ask u to become their steady.. dun! because when they say "stead".. i can guaruntee u that its not gonna last.
i simply hate people who cheated/ play wif others feelings.. espcially when the guy flirt with u and ask all sorts of questions.. and finally asked "if i were to ask u to be my gf, will you?" and in the end, they say they were only 'just asking'. i can tell u.. i still hate this kinda person. NEVER and NOTHING will make mi forgive this kinda person.
i dun believe that guys will love their gf onli. there are many other things that they love. and when they say "i onli love you.." thats simply BULLSHYTTT!!! hah! dun tell mi they dun love food? dun tell mi they dun love their sports? dun tell mi they dun love their family.. *sigh* guys just love to complicate the situation by confusing others.. use more brain cells lar.. And, if they were to love their sports more than gf, it simply shows that they are devoted. i'm not being bias here. if u were to see it in urself, u wun possible love ur bf so much so that u give up everything that u love.. thats nonsense.never in my life i'll be angry becos my bf love his basketball more than mi. hah.. needless to say he love food more than mi.. buts its simply fair! cos i love many things more than him! hah.. guess wad are they urself.
how do we define baddies? are they liars? backstabbers? heart breakers? promise breaker? or wad? well.. i define them as the above becos they are baddies TO MI. yup.. everyone haf their own definitions.. so does love.. everyone haf their own definitions of love. to mi, i dun even wanna know wads the definations of love.. somply becos.. so wad if i know wads love? can it change anything? nah.. dun think so.
i hate it when people push their blames onto mi. HAha! thats why i HATE my MATH teacher SO MUCH.. STUPID WONG EE TUNGG..yea.. being a maths rep in class have to collect works and stuffs.. hah! and that stupid teachers also make mi take attendance.. do this and that.. ITS IRRITATING OKIE!! wth.. attendance take urself lar.. still wan mi take.. take liao still wanna ask this ask that.. blo0dy hells.. wads worst? he lost my fren's homework and sae i put in the wrong pigeon hole.. HEY! I'M NOT BLIND OKIE! THERES ONLI ONE PERSON IN THIS WORLD HAVE THIS STUPID NAME - WONG EE TUNG!!$%^*&^ %E&#%^@%Q$%!%@$#^$&$^&$ stupid.
this pass out as a warning to everyone. dun push ur blame onto mi. u'll suffer the same fate as him. MuAHHaaHHahaaahahAHahA!!!!!
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joanniee winks
at |3:11 PM|
Friday, July 29, 2005
looking back at those carefree days i had.. guess i din cherish them enuff..
well.. i realised that i've changed.. changed into a person who doesnt own the smile anymore.. my smile had run away wif happy.. and now frown is with sad.. hais..
now, i restrict myself.. yea..
1.not to go out so often
2.study study study
3.never waste time in the library
4.during free period, go library study
yea.. realise all is about study.. hahas.. nvm.. i wanna be the studious type.. in another words.. NERD.. muahaha~ i dun mind being a nerd if it helps mi to pass my promos.. hahas.. ( but i dun think i nid to lar)..
ya.. to everyone.. i wun go out that often.. cus i dun wanna waste time already.. i've already waste alot of time.. i realised time pass so fast now.. its like.. so fast a week is over.. yea.. its quite sad lar..
but.. haha.. if u wanna go out wif mi tell mi lar.. haha.. i can go out i will de.. =)
takkaire people..
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joanniee winks
at |5:59 PM|
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
sth's seriously wrong wif mi. if its not mi, den who else? i've been waking up late lately, partly becos i sleep late every nite. and i had to take cab, if not i'll be late fer sch.. lyk on mon.. i was late fer sch.. todae.. i took cab.. and it was pouring so heavily.
sch has never been better.. it just get worse each day passes by. more homework.. more test.. and more project.. pw is so demanding.. i feel so guilty being the group leader.. cos i've not been doing my job properly.
todae i had this stress management talk. and i dun think it realli helps. instead.. it worsen my condition. now i haf no appetite fer anything..
everyday.. i had to wear "smiles" to school.. everydae i had to keep my dark eye rings at home.
i had enough of my life. its all occupied by works and i cant even do anything that i wanna do. econs is still my weakest sub and i haven been studying tho there a test coming up this thursday. sth is seriously wrong wif mi. arghh..
i cant smile anymore.. the rest of the energy are left to smile in sch. this feeling suck.. grrr!!!
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joanniee winks
at |12:17 AM|
Monday, July 25, 2005
WAD?! holiday big deal ars.. aiyah.. den u enjoy urself lor.. sian.. that time my hols.. didnt get to enjoy.. instead i've experienced alot of things.. yea. both of my grandma were hospitalised. and i almost lost them. and how heaven is kind enuff to gib them back to mi.. now i realised how important they are to mie. i've regretted the way i neglect them in the past.
although i find them nagging at times.. both.. isnt that the "nature" of being old? lol... its quite scary actually.. firstly, i tot that i will lose my grandma that day, but she survived.. and after she was discharged, my another granda was admitted to the hospital because of a sudden heart attack. yes.. i realli nearly lost her. i've very happy that she has the strong determine to live on, and she hold on until now. seriously, at the beginning, almost everyone give up on hope as the doctor said the percentage of living is veriiiiii small. yea.. i was so scared. at timess i would silently break into tears, and i cant let anyone see.. because if they were to see that, they would cry too. i had to be strong, i cant break down. my mummy was veri sad at that period of time cos she tot that she would lost her mummy too. i know wad is she going thru and i cant possibly break down, cos my mummy needs my support. mi and my father remained calm throughout.. we cant break down. if not, my mummy haf no support.
that period of time was the worst, yet i experienced alot and i've learn to treasure both my grandma even more.
Although i didnt get to enjoy my hols as much as others do, like going out shopping and playing at the theme parks or watchiung a movie, but it was realli a memorable period of time.
Yes, i've flunked my common test, but i'll only blame myself for not studying hard enuff, but not using excuses such as " oh.. i weent to the hospital everyday thats y i didnt study".. yea..
i've make new resolutions.. i haf to concentrate more on my studies now. i cant let my life be wasted jus like that. since now i'm in jc, i;'ve to commit myself to study hard in the sch. i cant be like before, slacking everyday and taking the exams lightly. i wan to be the best, even though i cant, but i will try my best. i believe that success is not everything, and failure is not the end. Trying ur best and put in all ur efforts tells people that u're the best.
Success does not depend on ur intelligence, but hardworking-ness. =)
yea.. xiangg.. u can show off that u haf ur holidaes now lar.. =) haf fun but do remember to study as well k? be focus and aim for ur goals in the future. nv give up, nv feel inferior, nv say die (by energizer).. =) if u nid any help, call mi, i'll always be there for you. if not, ur frens will be there too. =)
and as fer everyone out there.. dun let failure hold u down.
takkaires!!
joannie..
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joanniee winks
at |7:55 PM|
yea.. haha.. my hol is here and joan dun haf holiday.. i good lor.. can everyday not do anything and slack.. can wake up late late.. can go shopping everyday.. but u cannot!! haha!! wee~ jealous? i bet u are!
hahas..
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sanjing winks
at |7:53 PM|
Sunday, July 24, 2005
yea!! My Hols Hav Started!!!!!!!
but my poor joAnNnyY...She Still have sch..lol..so tt means...i cant spend most of my hols wif her...=( sad right?
anyway...the time in poly seems to pass veri fast..lol..but nevertheless..i will still work hard and will get good grades..wow!! BIG words coming out from me..lol..but i promise i will work hard...
dear u too k! pass onli 2 sub..lol..though it is onli 10%, i'm still veri worried...
Furthermore u are having ur 'A's for chinese this october..hahaha..u better do well for this...so u wont be studyin chi anymore...less one sub to study! hahahaa..isnt tt good?
anyway...i'm chatting wif ya right nw...hahaha...chat wif ya!! see this ltr k?! taka cares!! MUacksS!
For the ppl reading this..though this is just for her...i will also wish u all the best of luck in everything!! hehee!! Tata!!!
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sanjing winks
at |10:41 PM|
Friday, July 22, 2005
yea.. wad a day.. i hate friday.. friday is a boring day.. tho i finish class early.. i had to stay at school til 3.30.. cos i haf mass signing practice on 3.30.. until 6.45 lor.. so yah.. was happy todae cos my signing improved. haha... so happy lor..
yah.. todae.. i slack at home.. all i did was sing and watch tv and use com.. haha.. yah.. was kinda lazy to blog so.. adios!
joannie..
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joanniee winks
at |9:49 PM|
grrrr.. todae i'm so damm tired! basically i haf sch as usual.. and ya.. woke up late AGAIN! hahas.. wads wrong wif mi.. always wake up late and haf to rush.. arghhh.. how i wish sch is beside my block! hahas.. well.. todae was kinda a physics day.. but well.. i love todae.. haf maths tutorial and lecture.. haf physics lec and tutorial.. haf econs somemore! its like all 3 of them. hahas.. yea..
pw eom was rejected! so hada' do again.. well.. i typed half of the eom in sch.. and then finally completed at xiangg house.. oh ya.. when to xiangg house after pe lors.. well.. actually was suppose to do pw wif jocelyn after pe one.. but i already told xiangg i will study wif him de.. so.. ya.. haf to la.. hahas.. sorry jcelyn for psing u! hahas..
mmm.. todae.. when xiangg house.. do my eom and an essay outline.. onli qns 2a lar! after i reached home.. i did 3a.. and a small part on 3b.. haven start on question 2b yet! haha.. dunno wad to write..tml copy lar! din finish my gp too.. tml will do during break.. hahas..
i'm kinda tired so gonna slp liao.. its 1.55am~ grr.. so late..
adios!!
joanniee..
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joanniee winks
at |1:50 AM|
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
todae.. erm.. okie.. it all start off veri weridly.. yes.. realli weird..
todae i was late.. yup! i woke up late thus i went down late.. and normally i haf to take cabby. todae, mi and ain went to the road side to wait fer one, but we saw bus 22 at the bus stop. since we're too far, we din chase the bus. and while waiting fer the cabby, i saw another 22 came by. mi and ain run to the bus stop. lols.. yup.. we caught the bus.. and it was already 7.08am! hahas.. wadever rite.. at the interchange, we took 18 to school.. yes.. alittle hesitated cos haf to walk a distance to sch when we take 18. but its already.. erm.. okie.. we are not that late yet. but still... i feel so weird.. so being safer, we took 18 instead of 19 which just arrived. haha.. and when we reached sch, most of my classmates were already there, wven those who always late were already there.. okie.. thats weird rite? hahas..
todae din do anything much.. except lectures and classes.. which are boring~ hahas.. and den we haf pw lecture and mi and ain left after the lecture, not knowing we haf to go back to class.. haha.. we went to the library and do econs! hahas.. okie.. den it was econs.. den after that some of us went to design boxers fer my fren's bdae! hahas.. so funny.. it was realli nice lar.. until at the end it got smarch here and there.. hahas.. fro a cute boxers changed into a "firey" boxers.. hahas..
mi and jonnie went for chinese lecture.. hahas.. i was late! so i went right to the back of the lecture theatre.. and guess wad.. i sat next to rifdi. lols.. talking about him.. i'm quite scared.. why leh? its so scary!! firstly, i saw him at my orientation, den i saw him wif my nephew at LT, den later he told mi that he know mi becos he know xiang, den i realised he was xiangg's pri fren, den i realised he saw mi long ago after watching white chicks and becos he was sitting infront of me, and i saw my nephew standing up.. yah.. i said hi to my nephew and xiangg said hi to rifdi outside the cinema.. but i din look at him.. so dunno him.. lol.. okie.. the funniest thing is.. rifdi's mummy is ain's kindergarden's teacher.. okie.. see! scary rite?! how could u ever find a person who is related to u in this way? grrr..
well.. anyway.. after sch mi haf CLDDS.. had rehersal for music diary.. hahas.. they commented my singing is too soft.. i think is the mic that is too soft.. not me!! seriously i was screaming into the mic already.. but i cant hear myself.. strange.. hahas.. was released at 7++.. wanted to wait fer ain but scared she will end late fer dk.. so i left first.. hahas.. when i reached home.. my daddy cooked string ray.. veri nice lor.. its like the string ray selling outside wif the banana leaf and sambal? hahas.. yup! he cooked that.. and is was super-delicious-yummy-finger-licking-good! hahas.. yes! my daddy is a really good cook.. he was once a chief.. lols.. how i wish he is working as a chief.. so can eat many many yummy food.. hee!!
yah.. haf dozens of homework to do.. but i watched tv tv tv!! and i revised abit on SPA and did abit of compre.. cos tomolo haf 2 test! SPA and compre..boring rite.. grrr... by tml haf to finish alot of work..
PW -> EOM
Econs -> essay outline fer Qns 2 & 3
pw is enuff fer mi lar.. still haf econs.. how irritating! arghhh..
wanna slp liaos.. my eyes is now watery.. maybe i can contribute to the water supple in singapore.. hee..
LAME!
joanniee..
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joanniee winks
at |12:46 AM|
Monday, July 18, 2005
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to draco..
haooy bdae to u!!
yea.. its my brother's bdae! hahas.. may all ur wishes come true and get married soon okie? i wanna stay at ur house de.. hehee..
dun think he will read this..but ya.. happy bdae! hee..
joaaniee..
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joanniee winks
at |1:38 AM|
hmm.. i'm suppose to study the damn stupid econs and physics.. but i din! throughout the week end.. hmm.. on fri i was slping.. on sat i went out wif xiangg.. on sundaY? erm.. i was tidying my room and did a little of econs.. bla bla bla..
haha
anyway.. on fri, we haf the student coucillor investiture. aww.. it was damn sad lar.. haha.. but it became lame at the end.. hahas.. but it was realli cool.. one thing i love about my sch - theres aaircon in the hall! i love it~ haha.. no more "hot" assembly~ hee..
after sch.. i haf to do my physics prac.. haha..i did wrongly and in the end, jocelyn helped mi.. haha.. and still.. in the end.. i copied her work.. haha! okie.. that wasnt suppose to be funny rite. haha.. okok..
after that.. mi and jocelyn went to interchange.. she had to go home and change and mi? i meet xiangg.. lol.. xiangg scared mi lar.. i wanted to call him already and he stood behind mi and said in a low deep voice "no nid to call liao".. haha.. scare mi.. we went to eat lunch.. but i din eat lar.. haha.. after that we went shopping (window) at tm and cs. after that he sent mi home lor. haha.. we took 293.. one whole round.. lols.. lame rite? yes.. the lamest couple.. hahas..
the next day, 16/07, we met again! haha.. was suppose to meet at 1pm, but both of us wake up at 12? so in the end we meet at 2.30pm.. and he was late! wee! hahas.. we went to orchard, cos he won a lanyard from the.. lost thingy.. haha.. and at the lucky dip he gota poster.. hahas.. there are tv crew there.. but he was too shy and he walked off.. haha.. so funny lor.. den we went to heeren and shop shop.. hee.. xiangg bought mi a pig.. which looks like a ball.. haha.. its damn cute lar! her name is pinkiie.. hehee.. after that we went to cineleisure and see if we could catch a movie.. but we couldnt cos the time is not right! he haf to leave early as he has bbq.. haha.. oh well.. after that we went to bugis and bought a prezzie fer my sister.. charmmy kitty.. hahas.. and she loves it! i knew it! hahas.. tho it was like way after her bdae when i buy her prezzie.. but nvm lar.. its the thoughts that counts ma.. heee...
at nite, xiangg cycle to my house cos he brought home pinkiie.. haha.. so he bring it to mi lor.. hahas.. so sweet rite.. den he cycle mi to the park.. lol.. den cycle mi home.. haha! so cute.. and he said it was romantic.. hee... ^-^ i'm the first person he cycle on the body of the bike lor.. lol.. i was so scared at first.. haha.. but in the end feel quite secured ler.. but my butt veri pain lor.. hahhaa..
well.. todae.. din do much thing leh.. woke up at 12? and den tidy my room.. haha.. den eat.. and watch tv.. den do one econs essay outline.. i was kinda proud of myself.. cos i did econs!! haha.. wadever.. haha..
yea.. gonna go slp already.. its already.. 1.34am! haha.. x(xiangg dun scold mi kie.. i go now.. )hahas..
sweet dreams everyone!
joannie..
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joanniee winks
at |1:18 AM|
Monday, July 11, 2005
hmm.. todae veri tiring lar.. hahas.. this morning.. went to skool by cab again.. cos mi and ain quite late already.. dun wanna take the risk of taking bus to sch.. hahas.. we reached sch already den slack at the concourse until assembly started.. after that we had pe.. my long-waited pe is finally here.. hahas.. todae din play tennis.. instead we went gym. ahahas.. was veri happi lar.. cos long tym din go gym. the facilities in the gym changed already! all new equipment.. damn nice and amazing.. hahas.. one machine and do alot different kinds of workout.. veri good lor.. new one somemore.. not smelly de.. haha.. after pe we had our break and i ate pau again.. hehes!!
den its econs!! haha.. todae is SIEaS presentation by jocelyn and meiyi.. haha.. they quite cute lar.. can see they nervous de.. stay up late jus to finish up the project.. poor thing..den we took back econs paper.. i did veri badly lar.. hahas! got 12/50 leh.. guess is the lowest in class.. hahas.. i dunno how to do ma.. and i haf no idea on market structure.. haha.. haiss..
well.. after that mi, ain and jocelyn run outa sch.. hahas.. den we went mac slack... after that mi went to find mummy and daddy.. lols.. after that we went back to my house lor.. ain upload songs.. and den mi and jocelyn practise strokes.. cos later haf kayaking competition.. haha.. quite sad lar.. we din win.. but it was expected lor.. the competitors all veri strong.. lol.. at least we're not the last.. =) we did quite well ler.. hehes...
i left kallang after i finish my event.. erm.. yah.. my class went to mac and eat and slack.. and mi went home cos lazy to go back.. hahas.. i went to find bryan, kw, ct and xiangg lor.. cos todae ct's bdae ma.. hees.. yah.. quite sad cos cannot celebrate wif him.. haf loadsa homework to be done..
i reached home.. i ate my dinner and i slept.. haha.. cos too tired so decided to rest lor.. after that i woke up and start doing my BE insights and GP essay.. haha.. yah.. managed to finish it.. and den i just read up on market efficiency fer econs.. and YUP! i understand.. but i was too tired to do the questions inside.. yah.. gonna do them tomolo during the free periods in the library..
gonna go slp alreadyy..
nniteyys..
(^-^)v
happi bdae to u..
happi bdae to u..
happi bdae to chang tat..
happi bdae to you!!
happu 18th bdae!! haha.. dunno u reading this or not.. but no matter wad... wish u all the best.. may all ur wishes come true.. good luck in ur future endeavours..!! love ya!! - monday >_<
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joanniee winks
at |9:01 PM|
Sunday, July 10, 2005
well.. practically todae i was slacking.. yah.. woke up at 1 pm.. dunno why so late also.. den i eat.. and den prepared myself for the Sea girls reunion nite.. hahas.. yah.. its was a veri memorable nite lar.. every year.. i looked forward to it.. well.. the first reason is seeing the people graduated from ncc.. yea.. thats one thing.. next is there are performance.. and den there will be crying session.. haha.. yea.. we are vero emotional.. and den! there are always fireworks! why leh? NDP reharsal mar.. haha.. kallang stadium behind us.. so.. yah.. fireworks~~ BUT! this year dun haf!! =( saded.. why? cos this year NDP is at padang lorr.. saded!! hahas.. well..
ya.. todae actually very sad lar. cos our unit phrasing out.. and todae was the last batch of dauntless girl ord nite.. sad rite? BUT! Once a sea girl, Always a sea girl. yea~ dauntless rocks.. sea girls rocks! hahas.. mi, shikin, ama and mawar left kstc at about 11.30pm.. so late ryt.. we took cabby home lor.. hahas.. ya.. i reached home at ard 12.10am..i think..
well... basically i'm still sick.. but i'm starting to eat..erm.. ya.. junk food again.. hahas. mnm..potato chips.. hahas.. yea.. they rocks.. now i'm having running nose.. dunno why also.. ahahas.. maybe my nose wanna free itself.. haha.. lame..
well.. life and death.. many people see it differently.. as for mi.. death is PART of life.. cos its something EVERYONE will experience.. frankly speaking.. [pls dun come kill mi now, tho i love to die now..] i just dun understand why people wans to survive.. yes.. u can see ur love ones.. but living in this world is simply.. i dunno wad to sae.. passing on generation -- which is getting from worst to worst den worst.. competition.. jobs.. and studies.. wadever that makes life so not meaningful.. its like something we haf to do in our life.. and if u dun do it.. u're not of this world and society.. why life isnt enjoyable? why isnt life free from money? greed? discrimination? why? why people still wanna live long? and wad happens if u dun prosper? why are the rich and poor? why cant te rich help the poor and everyone becomes normal.. not rich not poor? why?
i just dun understand lar. its so complicated.. people are striving to become better when they are good.. and some people are become worst when they are bad. it just dun make sense.. there are crimes everywhere.. death is happening everyone too. every second in places like africa, there are more than 10 people dying.. from diseases like AIDs. while some people choose to die willingly. well.. its like.. when u haf a life, u throw it away.. when u gonna lose it, u cherish it. why? why cant everyone just live without dying, or everyone just die, and there are no more life?
some people think that they are useless, a jerk, an idiot.. doesnt haf any expertise in anyway.. well.. seriously, nobody is perfect and ITS A FACT! who on earth is perfect? everyone as an individual WILL NOT SUCCEED IN WADEVER THEY DO, COS THEY ARE ALONE! no one is this world cannot accomplish anything alone. if u were to think of it.. its true.. it takes two to finish a job. dun believe? the simplest example i can give is u nid a woman and a man to haf a baby. yea..thats it..
so if u were to think that u're useless, u're wrong. noone is useless.. its just that mentally, u're telling urself that u're not good enuff..isnt it so? its all lies on the expectations u give to urself.. and when they are not met, u feel useless. isnt it?
sometimes.. if u dun think u can do it, or cant achieve that high, dun expect much. yah..eg.. if u are not sure u're free on that day, dun promise ur frens that u can go out wif them.. its sad when ur fren doesnt turn up that day.. and worst still.. doesnt even know that they are suppose to go out together on that day. its damn annoying and people just dun like it okie? especially when someone breaks their promises. when u promise someone, live up the promise. promise are not meant to be broken and yes! i hate people who breaks promises. similarly, i hate lies, whether is it white lies or black lies, i hate them and i hate people who lies. they are the people whom i not trust, and frankly speaking, i dun trust anyone in this world, even myself. and normally, people who says "u can trust mi" are those people u CANNOT trust. haha..
life is so complicated. no one will ever know wad will happen in their life, BUT! one thing everyone will know, that is in the end, u will die. wads the use of hafing alots of frens, falling in love, studying hard and achieve good results and in the end u die? haha.. why not just die earlier? well.. if u die, u will get a certificate, no loss rite?
hais.. life is misery.
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joanniee winks
at |1:38 AM|
Friday, July 08, 2005
hmm.. i dunno whether i haf recovered or not.. haha.. still hafing fever.. so.. okie.. not..
well.. todae wasnt a realli good day to start off.. firstly, mi and ain missed tht stupid 22 bus.. and after that.. we waited 15 min and den two 293 and one 22 came TOGETHER!! that was realli damn irritating.. the worst thing or all.. there was no single cab on the road!! wad nonsense.. saying taxi-drivers cannot earn money cos no people wanna take cab and haf alot of competition.. i see NO cab available lar.. lousy..
well.. ya.. expected lar.. we were late fer school.. and so many others,like shimin aka da bian,were were late. haha.. we stood under the foyer fer like so long.. and it was realli stuffy there.. so i kept sweating lor.. somemore mi sick ma.. so.. yar.. guess its a good thing to sweat ba..
after that.. haf all the lectures and stuffs.. and after school.. mi,huilin,jocelyn,weiwei,shanshan and jonniee went to tm.. they went to breeks and eat fer lunch!! erm.. i din eat lar.. onli drank water wif salt.. hahas.. abit disgusting hor? but i lyk.. haha..
after that.. erm.. i had to leave early cos i haf mass signing ma.. hahas.. todae mass signing learn alot of things lor.. the whole song.. especially the chorus part.. veri veri fast lor.. hahas.. now abit stress ler.. hahas.. after i reached home and wanted to practice again.. i cant remember a single thing fer the song.. oh well.. nvm.. hahas.. can practise wif ain.. hahaha.. we two ar.. stand side by side.. the sign language is UNKNOWN to the deaf people.. hahas..
erm.. ya.. maybe thats fer todae lar..
hahas.. well.. wanna thanks all those people who care for mi lar.. haha.. thanks thanks.. mi getting better liaos.. hahas..
but still hafing headache occasionally and still feverish lors.. hahas.. so.. aiyah.. used to it already actually.. i was sick fer the whole month.. so.. nth big deal lar.. hahas..maybe one day i will jus die like that? haha.. i mean.. its a fact and its true ma.. seriously its nth big deal also lor.. thats fer mi lar.. i just dun understand y people haf big fuss over death and the word "DIE".. its not as if u sae that word and u will die rite? and.. its a fact people will die eventually wad.. its onli the matter of time.. whether is it now or tml or next wk or in a few years time.. people will die..
people should learn to give and take.. in view of death.. when a person die.. just dun brood over it and carry on wif ur life.. SERIOUSLY.. its nth big deal.. in a few years tym.. u would haf forgotten who that person is.. UNLESS they are ur family.. well.. in conclusion..
death = nothing
Life = boring
THE END.. FULL STOP
hmm.. after reading so many death stuffs.. sth abt mi..
i'm a girl.. hahas.. ok lar.. thats lame..
well.. i'm a kinda person who hates to be alone.. like.. one person with many strangers.. i will freak out.. thats y i'm always wif companies.. and i DUN like communications such as sms, msn, email and blablabla..not as in chatting fer leisure.. but talking to someone important or a best fren.. i like more personal as in face to face. never ever ask mi to "take care" and stuffs in sms or msn.. i see it as.. "u dun realli mean wad u say".. yar.. i'm that kinda person.. weird eh? hahas.. thats just mi.. hahas..
oh ya! such examples.. can be seen frequently.. like a guy asking a girl "can u be my stead?" hahas.. seriously.. THAT GUY IS LYING!! he is not sincere enought to tell u face to face.. and NORMALLY.. when they sae "STEAD", this kinda relationship wun last.. trust mi.. if not u can try.. hahas.. yea.. i realli dun like.. hahas..
ya.. maybe i shall put that part as "About mi part 1" like wad woon han did.. hahas.. nex tym will tell u more about mi.. hahas..
*Death is acutually cool if u were to think deeper into it..
-lyk juming down from the building..u're actually experiencing free fall.. isnt that cool? hahas.. k lar.. but dun do that.. go bungee jumping instead! =)
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joanniee winks
at |11:43 PM|
todae mi went to sch as usual.. hahas.. tho still sick.. but nida go sch.. todae woke up at 5.47am.. managed to sae goodbye to mummy and daddy before they go work.. and den i couldnt slp after that.. so went to take a bath.. hahas.. after that took my time to blow my hair dry.. and meet ain under my block to go to sch.. i haf no appetite last nite.. so this morning i was veri hungry.. but inside mi.. haf the feeling of throwing up.. bleah.. went to sch eat honey chicken pau.. hahas.. recess time wanted to eat noodle de.. but no appetite.. so eat pau again.. and noon time, i eat my medi lor.. after i eat the medi.. i feel so dizzy and wan to vomit again.. but i din.. hahas.. todae haf pe de.. saded.. i cannot haf pe.. cos i run abit den got the feeling of fainting.. so better not take the risk.. hahas..
todae after sch.. went tm wif my jiemei and ain and woon.. after that went to bk wif ain.. wanted to study de lar.. end up erm.. study abit and talk alot.. den coincidentally we met cheryl lorr.. she so cute lar.. cut hair ler.. so short leh.. almost counldnt regconise her.. hahas..after tat xiangg came also lorr..
on the way home.. ain cheryl n mi took 22 home.. hahas..we took photos and talk and talk until i reach my stop.. so happy can see her.. lols.. so long neber see each other ler..
todae quite angry lar.. he walked away nv even telling us.. so bad.. in bk also.. sae i dun look sick.. eh hello.. since i'm outside.. u wan to mi lie down on the floor and sae "i'm sick" meh.. kaos.. headache the most rest the head on the table wad.. still sae i like not sick.. i bluff u fer wad.. as if bluff u got thing to take.. u gif mi lar! toopid..
angry le lar.. go slp liao..
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joanniee winks
at |12:13 AM|
Thursday, July 07, 2005
todae mi still sick.. so din wanna go sch.. morning woke up at 10 plus.. went to clinic.. doctor say mi got "liu xing xing gan mao.." cold lor.. so.. gimme alot of medicine.. which i dun even wanna eat.. haha.. i guess is my brother who passed it on to me la.. well.. todae mi also blurblur one lar.. after i eat the medicine.. i feel nauseous and dizzy lor.. cant even study.. until i slp for awhile.. and den i felt better.. haf no appetite.. cant eat.. my maid cooked mushroom soup fer mi.. i ate about 4 spoonful of it den dun wan ler.. haiss.. now i feel abit hungry lar..
quite contented cos i finish revising gravitation.. and did a few qns for the tutorial.. and one of the compulsory qns i had to do. i manage to do it lar.. got a few doubts nid to be solve also.. tml den ask teacher lar..
todae dar dar din come cos i dun wan him to come.. scared will spread to him.. =( den he go cycling.. i wan to go!! hais.. nex tym when i feel better ba..
haha.. i get sick every week.. so funny de.. last tym is once every month.. now once every week.. haiss..
k lar.. go slp ler..
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joanniee winks
at |12:44 AM|
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
todae mi sick..
woke up wif a stupid sore throat.. and whenever i haf sore throat.. it means fever.. sick liao.. todae go sch.. feeling so retarded lar.. as in.. i'm slower den usual de.. haha.. walk also slow.. talk also slow.. hearing also slow.. my fren things to mi.. i must "huh" 3 times den i know wad they talking.. hahas..
todae no chinese.. went home early.. reached home den i orh orh liaos.. hahas.. den mummy gimme eat panadol.. and den i slp until dinner time lor.. wake up watched tong xin yuan.. hee.. later i wanna watch "pa qi shi zu 2".. scv channel 56.. nice lor.. that girl girl so cute.. haha.. she's my daughter.. like real..
tomolo i dun wanna go sch.. wanna rest at home and shun bian do my homework... din study todae.. bleah..
my plan fer tml..
wake up 9++ go see doctor..
den after that if tired i slp.. if not study..
guai hor? k lar.. gtg liao..
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joanniee winks
at |8:58 PM|
Monday, July 04, 2005
yep! todae went out wif phr. we haf loadsa' fun lar.. hahas... first we went to watch movie.. the show starts at 2.45pm, and we bought it at like.. 1.20pm.. so we decided to go heeren 'ambeh gambah' ( did i spell correctly? by the way it means take photos.. lols.. ).. yeaa.. the photos are nice lar.. hahas.. and den after that we rush back to cathy.. and den go cheers buy potato chips.. after that we went up to watch movie loh.. haha.. erm.. ya.. we decide to buy our drinks inside the cinema lar.. BUT WE MAKE A BIG MISTAKE!! kaos!! they doesnt haf the flow thingy inside the cinema lar.. so we haf to buy the bottles one.. den one bottle of ice lemon tea cost.. $2.90! ArHh!!! thats so crazy!!! hahahaha... yea.. waste money rite? cos we bought 2.. =(
but the movie is damn nice.. i love the sound effect.. cos its damn loud.. haha.. thats one part most of us jumped up.. not becos its scary.. but the sound is too loud.. hahahaha.. well.. but the movie is veri nice.. yea.. thats wad i can sae.. hahaha.. BUT! u haf to watch the whole thing to understand the story.. watching the ending doesnt help.. =)
after the movie..we went downstairs and take photos again! haha.. this time the photo even nicer! muhahaha... after that we.. go.. paragon.. the toilet.. take photo!!!! hahahha.. yea.. sounds funny ryt? but thats wad we always do.. hahas.. its fun.. try it! hahas.. after that we go shopping lor.. shopping here and there..
after that we go city plaza makan Arnold's.. nice nice!! sedap! hahas.. yea.. we miss Arnolds.. hahas.. after that we went home lorr.. hahas..
ya.. this is actually summary lar.. haha.. wan the details? go phr blog now! muahahhaa...
hee.. i miss phr so much.. hehehee.. well.. after i reach home.. i scan the photos.. and make a 'temporary' wallpaper.. ( which is the photo here) and den here i am! blogging.. hahas..
nitenite~
joanniee
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joanniee winks
at |12:57 AM|
Sunday, July 03, 2005
yup! here to blog again! hees.. todae mi went out wif dardar.. to celebrate our first anniversary.. lols.. its supposed to be on 26/06 one.. but mi haf exam.. so postponed.. hahas.. he's so sweet ryt.. and postpone somemore.. lols..
first we went to.. Lido.. wanna catch a movie.. the queue was damn long lar.. so we haf to queue.. haha.. waste time.. it was onli 3+ and our movie is like.. 6.45pm! hahas.. so after buying the tix..
we went to pacific plaza and wanted to collect my watch, but my watch wasnt ready yet.. so.. ya.. haha.. after that i went to roxy.. and ripcurl.. and realised they are having 15% off.. STOREWIDE!!! hahaha.. so i bought a tote bagg.. wee~ actually xiang paid fer it la.. haha...
after that.. we went to heeren and take photo! *kachak!* hees.. yeaa.. can see all the photos rite? nice? lols.. xiang also got help to decorate wor..(see the crown on me? he put one.. hees..) lols... he's improving wor.. on the way we ate toriQ.. and sushi.. lol.. yummy for both~ hees...
after tat we head to taka and eat modanyaki.. jappi sauce! delicious~ hehe.. realli nice lar.. u all should try.. lols.. after eating.. we walk walk den go back to Lido and watch.. BATMAN~ haha.. the show veri long also.. its like.. until 9 lehh.. haha.. not bad lar the show.. tho i sleep fer a few minutes.. hahas.. after the show.. we went to.. scotts!! we ate Ajisan! hahas.. did u realise sth? we eat and eat and eat? haha.. go out wif him i will get damn fat lar.. haha.. he always sae i thin.. *bullshytt* i gained so much weight! hahas..
after eating.. we go back home lor.. gotta stand thru the journey home.. so tiring.. hahas.. but i get to lean on xiang.. hahahaha.. *evil*
actually i told my mum i will reach home by 10+.. guess i lied! haha.. but it wasnt purposely!! hahas.. i reached home at 11.20pm.. hahas..
yea.. kinda tired tho..
but i'll looking forward fer tomolo PHR's outing~ wee!! hahas..
so long never see all of them.. no lar... onli sri and farah.. hahas.. i see ain almost everydae.. hahahaha.. ya.. sri and farah.. miss ya gals!! hahas... gotta haf fun tml.. heee!!!
wanna go slp already..
Muacksss!!! to phr and xiangg~ hehee..
Love...
joaanieee...
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joanniee winks
at |12:46 AM|
Friday, July 01, 2005
lol..todae i've waste alot of time.. hahas.. why leh?
in the morning...mi haf chinese listening.. go sch in the morning.. den finish sch at 8.45am!! so early ryt..? haha... den mi and shimin went to tm.. we look fer food.. haha.. in the end we eat... ya kun toast! muahaha... its nice lor.. eat breakfast there.. haha..den after that.. we want to take photo.. haha.. but its onli 9 plus plus in the morning.. we went to window shop..
got shops.. den can shop.. lol!! after we went to toys r us lorr.. haha.. like a kid lar.. play wadever we see.. haha.. after that when ain camee.. we went to take photo..
hahas.. the photo nice? hahas.. i like all of them lar.. so nice.. hahas.. after photo.. we went to buy stuffs.. and den went to.. oh.. shi min went home.. mi and ain went to fox den levis..
hahas.. after that we went to bubble tea shop near the sch.. den the sch..for our mass signing practice.. hee!! so fun.. i learnt alot of sign languages.. heheee..
we learnt to sign a pledge and a song.. hahas. we will be on national TV wor!! hehe.. watch us!! find us if u can.. cos we'll be inside 3000 people.. lols!!! so fun rte? hahas..
after mass signing.. we went home lorr.. hahas.. i feel sooo tired.. doze off in the bus a few times..
and den when i reached home.. mummy not at home.. onli korkor and jiejie.. lols... both of them not feeling well.. den mi haf to take care of them.. i become mama.. hahas.. so funny..
after my dinner.. i was watching teebee.. watch half way.. the tv watch mi slping.. lols!! i'm so tired...
now mi wanna go... slp? hahaha.. jus wake up leh.. hahas..
k lar.. gtg.. byes..
hees..
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joanniee winks
at |11:38 PM|
Thursday, June 30, 2005
lalala...
so long since i blog...lol...just dun hav the habit to sit down in front of the com and write abt wad happen and hw i feel...lol...but since my dear darling say tt " somebody didnt write all!" so here i m...hahaa
time pass damn fast in poly...just 3 more weeks is my term test! omg! so fast...dere is presentations, practicals and written test...hahaha
nw started to study a bit le..but for the chapters...i feel kinda blur in most stuffs! gotta study hard...
this sat will be our dinner! hahaha...wad abt goin to bugis dear?! hahahaa!! we go take photo...den we go watch movie...den eat lor!! k? den if got time...maybe we go somewhere peaceful lorrr...hw abt tt?heheee
o0ps! i said it all...aiya! not surprise le! hahaha...but den i just dunwan u to blur blur go out wif me mahhh...hahaha
see ya den!! me date u lehh!! wear nice nice hor!! me wear nice nice on tt day! hehee(actually kinda normal except the shirt! hehee
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sanjing winks
at |7:14 PM|
mm..todae nv do anything lar.. in the morning suppose to go gym wif ain one.. den we both wake up late.. and when i already get ready.. i dun feel well.. body aching and feeling.. like wan to vomit.. *eeee..* hais.. den i tell ain lorr.. ahaha.. she also sae she lazy to go.. so in the end we din go.. muahaha.. so funny.. den she need to go geylang wif her mummy.. so we din go out also lorr.. haha.. funny rite.. well.. mi stay at home lor.. after bathing.. i practise singing.. lols.. at least i imporve lar.. nv go outa tune.. but still not good.. hais.. i'm worried fer my audition lar.. haha.. dun wanna make a fool outa myself.. hahas.. dun wanna go outa tune on that day also.. lols..
well.. later going to hospital.. hahas.. byes..
joanniee..
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joanniee winks
at |3:49 PM|
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
haha.. finally my exam finish! except chinese listening.. irritating.. haf to go back to school on fri.. hahas.. on fri mi haf mass signing session.. lols.. so fun..
well.. todae ain came mi hse also.. hahas.. we did the blog.. add picture.. add more stuffs.. wahaha.. wanna see? click here.. hees..
todae.. nth much lar.. cos i sick ma.. so mummy dun allow mi go hospital visit grandma.. so i stay at home lorr.. haha.. i did went out.. went to buy stuff with ain.. din bring umbrella.. end up walking in the rain.. hahas.. think i'll get even more sick.. hahas.. okie lar.. blog till here..
joannie...
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joanniee winks
at |8:08 PM|
hai hai hai..
todae gort maths and econs.. aiyah.. maths still okie lorr.. but fer econs ar.. u can see straight ZERO onmy paper ler.. luckily we changed econs teacher.. haha.. not that i dun lyk the previous teacher la.. its jus that.. i haf no face to see them already.. teach mi fer so long i still dun understand a thing. hahas..
the maths paper a few qns here and there i dunno how to do lorr.. den haha.. overall still okie lar.. managabe one.. think i can pass.. *pls let mi pass! i realli haf confidence will pass this paper.. hahas!! * <<--bullshyyt!! =P
aiyo.. as for econs.. hahas.. so funny lar.. i read the qns.. dun understand.. so i anyhow write wad ever i know - which is damm limited.. cos mi onli studied DSE and a little bit of production cost.. and haf NO IDEA of market structure.. well.. the last qns i dunno wad to write.. cos i write everything i know already.. so i left it blank.. hahas.. it carries 15 marks by the way.. lol!! ain better den mi lar.. she wrote one sentence.. "no, it is not neccessary true." maybe the teacher will giv her marks hor? haha.. i shld haf write it too lar!! >.<"
todae ain come my hse do the phr blog.. so fun!! hahas.. so do and luff and do and luff.. haha.. so cute ryt.. hahas.. we do until 6.30pm den stop.. cos ainnnie needs to go home.. hahas.. ya.. and so i went to bath after that..
oh yarr.. todae veri touched.. lol.. my grandmama bought mi. chicken rice! muahahaha.. ya.. aiyah.. if its normal fer u guys den it doesnt matter la.. it matters to mie.. thats more important.. lols!!
dunno why.. its like.. when u haf the feeling of losing the person.. u will tend to treasure them even more.. my grandmama was admitting to hospital 2 weeks ago.. and my family thought she is not gonna make it ler.. cos she already 90 yrs old lor.. scare mi alot lar.. haha.. luckily she's well already.. wad happened was that there water in her lungs.. which caused respiration difficulty.. so scared lorr.. in the past.. my grandmama at home is lyk.. veri naggy.. veri irritating lar.. maybe its becos she always scold and say the same thing and complain about stuffs and bla bla bla.. and i use to hate she cos she slap mi and sae i lied.. in fact.. i din lie!! i was realli hafing a fever.. =S.. well.. but now.. i felt less irritated.. how come leh? hahas..
my another grandma went to hospital too.. last week.. the doctor say that one of her vessels burst, causing the blood to flood one part of her heart, and some of the blood already went into the lungs or kidney lar.. i cant remember.. and she needs to haf a heart operation.. which is onli 45% lorr.. but my uncle all decide to let her haf the operation.. after the operation.. was the critical moment.. the doctor sae she's in danger now lar.. bad things will happen veri fast.. well.. yah.. it freaked all of us there in the hospital.. we realli thought... kk.. eniwae.. as days passes.. i went to see her in the icu.. i could onli see her from outside.. cant go in.. she was lying there.. not moving or anything.. many pipes went into her mouth, bodies.. and it was a painful sight lar.. hais.. poor thing rite.. well.. the next day i went.. she moved her hands abit.. and the legs.. and when i din go visit her.. my mummy told mi she could move her head! and she could now talk.. she condition improved rapidly lar.. was so happy.. now can go in and see her already.. some pipes were removed.. haf to go visit her tomolo.. finally..
its like miracles lar.. my grandma at home always pray fer the grandma at the hospital.. its kinda ridiculous and unbelievable lar.. but my grandma at home believe that buddha had protected her and saved her... i cant dun believe.. cos i prayed too.. hee.. looks like god heard our prayers.. =)
well.. mi haf to slp already.. tml haf physics paper somemore.. muahahaha..
lurve..
joanniee..
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joanniee winks
at |12:10 AM|
Monday, June 27, 2005
muahaha.. look!! that one is my xiangg lor.. muahaha.. so cute ryt? dunno why he look so cute when i dun see him ferr so long.. dunno why..
xiangg ar.. dun think u cute cute den can flirt wif other girl girl ar.. u're stucked wif mi ler.. hee!!
obviously is mie lorr..
haha...
i'm looking at eu..
YES YOU!!
hahas....
yep! my daughter! hahas..
no lar.. my cousin..
her name is cheryl..
cute ryt!!!
my daughter..? hahas..
my sister lar..
grown up ler..
look so pretty ler.. ^^
yup yup!
one happy family..
with three princesses..
lurve..
joanniee
*..so pinkii..so piggii..*
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joanniee winks
at |11:56 PM|
)= boo boo!!
todaee mi haff maii chinesee paperr worr..
itt totallyy suckk lorr..
haiss..
dunn evenn knoww wad thee questionn sayingg..
haha.. too tiredd le..
evenn fell asleep duringg thee paperr..
haha.. so funniee..
jus now mi wentt to studyy wiff ainniee @ macc..
wee cantt evenn studyy lorr..
too tiredd ler.. headachee alsoo..
mi haff slight feverr also lorr..
hate it larr..
tml haff maths and econs worr..
both paperr durationn veri longg..
maths 2 hr.. econs 1h 45 min..
not good lorr..
econs is afternoon paperr..
i confirm fall alseep again..
where gort pig dun take afternoon nap de..
hahas..
i wanna go slp ler..
din study ferr econs and maths..
god save mi..
i've tired to study ler..
i even haf dark eye ring and pimple face..
)= ugly ger.. hais..
good nite.. =(
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joanniee winks
at |11:43 PM|
Sunday, June 26, 2005
hmmm...wad shd i say abt our anniversary day??actually it is not wad ppl expected it would be...but so wad? hahaha...as long we feel tt this day is great...hmmm...well we gonna celebrate this day after her exam...cool eh?
today i'm at home eating and using com..lol! omg! gonna get like hell fat?!?!
and she is at pavilion kfc studyin...isnt she hardworking?
i wonder hw is she nw...dun wanna disturb her nw...tommrx is her exam!! so fast! maybe when she get home she will read this..haha...so HI dear! lol..
actually dere is nth to write...no like her...so many things to write! lol..
maybe i write abt sch...hmmmm............good friends...lame friends....no much hwk...kinda boring...o0 ya!! me haven do my project! hahaha...gotta go!! byee peeps!!
LOVE YA SWEETHEART!!!(eek? too mushy? hahaha)
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sanjing winks
at |4:57 PM|
wee!! its double happiness todae!! hahas.. y leh? yyy??
hahas.. lemmi tell u y.. hahas..
todae.. is my sister's bdae!!
yay!!
hapiee birthdaee tuu euu...
happieee burthdae to eu...
happiee birthdaee too jannee..
happiee birthddaee too you!!!
muahaha.. happiee 22th birthdae jiee!! may all ur wishes and dreams come true
and good luck in ur future endeavours.. and get married soon!! muahaha..
my sister for 17 years liaos.. hahas.. see la.. old liao.. dun get angry wif mi lar huh.. wait got wrinkles.. hahas!! but dun worry lar.. u're still the cutest of the cuties.. the prettiest of the pretties.. the hottest of the hot babes.. the coolest of the coolest.. muahaha.. u're the best.. (but i'm better.. haha..)hahas..my sister.. is veri unique de.. onli one in this universe haf this kinda girl..sweet.. cute.. pretty.. petite.. hot.. sexy.. good sense of fashion.. knows how to doll herself up.. and is the best sister in the whole world.. muahaha...
yup! we did quarrel b4 lar.. but.. the most one day forget liao.. still remember that time we quarrelled until we cry and she almost wanted to move out..muahaha.. afterafew hours we luff together liaos.. hahas.. so cute ryt..
no matter wad.. u're still the best!!
no matter wad.. i'm still better.. haha!! jkjk..
kkk.. another happiness!!
wee~ yes yes!! its mi and xiangg first year anniversary..
hahaha.. so cute.. so fun.. so loving.. (pui!!)
hahas.. ya lar.. kk.. bdae got bdae song.. anniversary got song or not ar?
hahas.. lets see.. this one can or not?
"Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby"
hahas.. y i choose this song leh.. its becos when we were dating hor.. this song keeps playing.. and at that time i love this song and his mp3 player haf this song.. muahahaha..
"Across the miles
It's funny to me
How far you are but now
Near you seem to be
I could talk all night
Just to hear you breathe
I could spend my life
Just living this dream
You're all I'll ever need
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close
With all the lovers
I used to know
I kept my distance I never let go
But I your arms I know I'm safe
'Cause I've never been held
And I've never been kissed in this way
You're all I'll ever need
You're all I'll ever need
Close enough to see it's true
Close enough to trust in you
Closer now than any words can say
And when, when I'm in your arms,
I need you to know I've never been
I've never been this close
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been
I've never been
I've never been this close"
yup! maybe this song.. muahaha.. i lyk this song.. and.. aiyah.. same lor.. that time his mp3 player haf this song.. muahaha..
anyway.. wadever song.. happy anniversary dardar!! ^^
okok.. next.. actually got another happiness.. but its yesterdae.. but this is forever happiness.. muahaha.. kk..
happy marriage adeline!! hees.. know this girl.. thru my sister.. hees.. she's kinda blur blur de.. dun talk much when she dunno u.. talk alot when she know u.. muahaha.. jus lyk mi.. hahas..
well.. mi haf to go study ler.. AGAIN!!
common test.. one more day!! muahaha.. saded.. haven finish studying yet..
oh la.. another happiness..
happy mugging joan!!
muahaha...
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joanniee winks
at |3:00 PM|
Thursday, June 23, 2005
hizz!! lols.. holidae ending soon ler.. and mi haven realli study yet.. later going to the hospital.. yesterdae i din go.. stay at home wif xiang do homework.. lols..
gonna finish my physics by todae, so can do econs.. haha.. gonna study at hospital todae again.. hope can go into my head lor.. haha..
yesterdae so funny.. xiangg came at about 3+ lor.. den we do homework.. he do until slp.. haha.. at nite we go mac eat.. guess wad.. we saw rifdi! lol... xiangg so funny lar.. still go ask him he study where when he know already.. toopid lar.. make mi paiseh onli..
hahas.. after we eat.. we go home again lor.. study until 10.30 xiangg den go home.. lols..
at least i've finished half of physics.. but i haven do them .. onli raed thru.. muahahaha~ i'm so dead lar.. if mr ngio knows my results for physics.. he gonna luff and luff liaos.. =S
so happy to hear that my grandma is getting better ler.. on tuesdae, her condition wasnt that good.. the doctor even told us that good things will not happen that fast, but bad things will happen very fast. bla bla bla.. but the doctor say that her condition is better than those who went for health operation.. cos her heart condition is not that critical lorr... ya.. and somemore she moved her legs and hands.. and she even tried to open her eyes.. so that a good thing lar.. that shows she din get stroke.. wee~
and yesterdae, my mummy went to hospital and visit her lor.. she ask the nurse to tell my grandma that she came.. and my grandma opened her eyes and tried to look for my mum.. but she cant see my mum cos she was lying down ma.. and we could onli see her outside from the window..
she's now still in icu lor.. hope her condition improve fast fast den can tranfer to the normal ward and get home.. hees..
we haf to pray hard.. and grandma has to fight hard.. in order to survive.. ^^
gotta go~ byess..
p/s: hees.. dardar blog wors!! hees!!
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joanniee winks
at |3:23 PM|
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
HiYa!! lol...i would never blog till my darling didnt gave me the user name and pw for this blog page...hmmm...actually i dun really write much...so this, for a start, is just a introduction...hahaa..
well..I'm wif her for like errr...9 mths plus...4 more days and it is our first yr together? think abt it...we never been together wif anyone for so long hor? hahaa..maybe this love is the love tt everybody wans instead of puppy love..hahaa..
time pass slow b4 the veri special day for us..lol..why is it like tt?!?! 4 more dayss seems like 4 more mths!
anyway i just wan to say this, tt i really love her a lot..i nv treasure some1 so much b4...u all might say blah blah blah...but she really mean a lot to me...without her i would not be where m i now...
i hope she thinks it like it too...hahaha!! thinkin of her sayin tt she cant live without me and blah blah blah makes me happy!! hahahaa..at least i'm not useless!! hahaha...ok lar! tt is all for today!! blog next time! hahaha...
Love Ya!!~~Darling ISHHH ThE VeRi BEsT!MuackS!
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sanjing winks
at |11:17 PM|
Sunday, June 19, 2005
life is full of obstacles.. hu doesnt agree that that?
hais.. jus this june holiday.. i realise how cruel reality is.. its taken away people that i love..
my grandmother(father side).. jus discharge from the hospital.. and den.. now.. my.. grandma(mother side) not feeling well.. blood vessels cloak.. hais.. guess haf to be hospitalised.. see how cruel it is.. both old people had to suffer..
well.. i still haf whole lot of homework left undone.. hahas.. but i've finished my maths!! hees.. i also finish half of GP.. i left wif the written essay.. as for physics and econs.. i still haven touch them.. hahas!! i left wif one week.. haf to chiong 3 subjects.. econs physics and chinese!!! hahas..
okies.. haf to stop blogging already.. nida study ler..
*tho i feel like singing now.. lols!*
by the way.. Happy Father's Day to all Fathers!! hees..
^^joannie..
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joanniee winks
at |7:52 PM|
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Hi my frens! welcome to my brand new bloggy.. hees..
the old one is still on.. http://www.joanniee.blogspot.com..
mm.. this blog is actually dedicated to my dearest dar dar.. hees..
a few more days to our first year anniversary.. hees! so happy.. one year ler wor..
still remember the day we met.. hmm.. alryt! i would lyk to share our story since its the first yr.. hees..
on 22 june 2004, i had my so-called class chalet.. but many other class people were there.. so.. haha.. he was one of them *extra~*.. well.. i could remember that nite the whole lot of us were watching movie.. erm.. horror movie.. cant remember the title.. its a korean show.. oh!! wishing stairs!! HA! yes.. wishing stairs.. and as usual lar.. many of us watch den many of us scared lor.. haha.. for mi ok lar.. watched many times ler.. and i'm that kinda people who loves horror movie and dun get scared de.. lol.. eniwae.. after the movie.. some go back to slp.. some play mahjong.. sme play cards.. i cant remember wad i was doing also lar.. i onli know i slept on the sofa wif.. erm.. i think yL ba.. den.. xiangg behind mi? lol..
on 23 june.. the next morning lar.. haha.. i was awake by the stupid noise of the racing cars.. haha.. they were watching another movie IN THE EARLY MORNING!! haha.. i feel asleep while watching. hees.. erm.. if i'm not wrong.. in the morning was veri cold.. cos in the aircon room ma.. so shivering.. haas.. xiangg gib mi his blanket.. i think so.. haha.. but yL steal it away.. in the end 3 of us share one blanket.. hahas..
after that we set off to wild wild wet.. hahas.. at the lazy pool.. i realli veri lazy lar.. i slept on the float!! hees.. xiangg was holding on to mi.. so i could follow up with the rest la.. haha.. i mean.. in the river fer so many rounds!! so i slept lor.. typical piggy. cannot blame ma.. haha..
den we went to the tsunami.. xiangg was beside mi.. and all of us are suppose to hold hands to make a big circle.. so.. erm.. we can experience the wave together? haha.. more fun lar.. but the circle keep breaking.. haha.. so fun.. no waves but we already having fun.. hahas.. the funiest thing is.. mi and xiangg nv got seperated.. until when i let go of his hand, the whole circle was ruined.. haha.. den the waves come lor.. haha.. den we play play play lors..
erm.. we play until halfway rain.. butten after that we continue playing.. until all of us were hungry and tired and i was shivering and my teeth keep banging to each other.. haha.. k lar.. shivering lorr... i was veri cold.. and i was stupid enuff to forget to bring my towel.. haha.. i was like.. wet...
i cant remember who lend mi a shirt.. but i remember xiangg lend mi his small face towel.. lol.. while walking back.. we when to buy bk.. den i waited outside lors.. mm.. xiang was wif mi lar.. i was still shivering.. den he ask mi to hold his arms.. he was veri veri warm lehs!! haha.. my personal heater.. lols..
when we got back to the chalet.. i went to take a hot bathe and eat my bk... haha.. i dun even remember wad i bought.. so anyhow take a burger.. haha.. never know that i took xiangg's burger.. haha!! he was like..search the bog and shouting.."wheres my burger!??" hahaha.. so funny.. and i look at "my" burger and said "i think its here.." haha.. feeling so guilty.. lols..
after eating that burger i felt aslp on the sofa.. well.. i wasnt feeling well ma.. den i slp thru the afternoon.. until dunno wad tym i went into the room and slp.. hmm.. on the bed.. xiangg was slping on the left and i was on the right! and.. yL was in the middle! haha.. so cute.. well.. i actually had a fever la.. hais.. since yl was beside and mi and he wasnt slping.. i told him and he touched my forehead and he sae realli got fever cause it was veri hot lorrs.. hahas.. he kept asking mi to slp and close my eyes.. as fer xiangg.. he was slping lyk a pig. haha.. both of us slp until 9pm? i think.. hahas.. so piggy ryt.. and we wake up and EAT!! haha.. but i dun haf apettite.. so din eat dinner.. stoney was there too.. he took a towel and put alot of ice and place of on my forehead.. DAMN COLD LA STONEY!!! veri pain leh when the ice touch y forehead.. haha.. den i went back to the room and slp..
mm.. at nite hor.. bryan and xiang suddenly chase mi out of the room and ask mi to go another room and slp.. i was like damm sad lar.. i like that room ma.. haha!! i went to the other room and slp lor.. many ppl came into the room and know i was sick lar.. mm.. my mummy wenbin veri caring lors.. buy mi panadol.. hee.. where to find his kinda mummy.. seriouly after eating it i feel alot better.. lols.. i think darius came into the room and cheer mi up too.. he played cards wif mi.. ryt darius? haha..
and after they opened the door.. i went into the room.. lol.. and refuse to go out.. haha.. i remembered i was eating lollipop.. cant remember who gave it to mie.. lols.. er.. i was lying on the bed.. xiangg suddenly lie on my legs lor.. haha.. i treat him as a little boy.. so.. yah.. a little boy lor.. haha.. at nite.. we slp lar.. xiangg was like.. holding my hands and slp.. *so weird rite? i was like.. thinking and thinking.. and dunno wad to do.. lol* den we talk and talk lors.. hahas.. after that we went out to play mahjong.. in the end i din play but slept in the living room.. when i wanna go back to the room and slp.. there was no more space on the bed.. so i slp on a chair.. so uncomfortable!! =( haha.. the next morning we pack up and leave the chalet..
we went to Mc and eat.. i dun wan to eat de.. cos i haf no money.. but that bryan keep saying xiangg will pay fer mi.. so.. i go eat.. haha!!
the next dae we haf a bball match.. is aaron's team against so-called mt team.. cos i support them ma.. haha.. i was so-called the manager and i organise the match de.. yah.. so they played la.. haha.. cant remember who win also.. hahas.. eniwae.. after the match.. i had a date! lols.. xiangg date mi to changi airport to study.. hahaha.. so funny..
erm.. at airport.. we study lor.. actually i din study lar.. i went there to copy my homework.. hahas.. after long time studying.. we decide to go to the viewing mall.. wee~ aeroplanes.. hahas..
xiang told mi about his experiences.. he travel to alot of places wor.. haha.. envy... hees..
hmms.. after long tym there.. i was feeling veri cold lar.. hahas.. that xiangg ar.. hug mi lor..
until now he still blame mi for saying cold.. and he gave away his first hug.. =( nort my fault wad!! haha!!
well.. at that time mi no handphone.. cos hp lost den no phone lor.. haf a phone but its abit spoilt lar.. ahahs..the next dae mi haf ncc trg leh.. so sian rite!!
hahas.. its 26 june!! and i haf ncc day parade reharsal.. haf to march march march.. hahas.. still remember that dae mi reported sick.. cos almost black out.. hais.. old ler.. hahas.. after the trg.. on the way back in the bus, i was using shikin's phone to msg xiangg lor.. lol... the whole day we were sms-ing.. haha..
well.. cant exactly remembered wad he ask mi lar.. he was with bryan they all.. but i remembered he said sth lyk.. "my gf will go with mi de hor".. i think so lar.. haha.. and when i ask him who is his gf.. he said.."oh ya.. forget to ask.. bla bla bla.." haha.. and thats where it started!! june 26.. mm.. its on my sisters 21st birthdae leh!! hahas.. we went out the next dae i think.. lols..
well.. mi and xiangg.. all things happened naturally.. lols..
tho we haf a few conflicts.. but its all lyk.. small matter lar.. haha..
happy to haf him by my side.. hees!!
7 more days..
happy 1st year!! hees...
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joanniee winks
at |2:56 AM|
haha.. i'm so dead.. erm.. count down starts now.. i onli left wif.. 10 days to study fer my common test.. =O 10 days!! and i haven even touch physics and econs and CHINESE!!! ahahaha.. so.. i'm dead.. but at least i studied fer my maths.. maths is more fun ma.. cant help it.. haha.. but i'm damn worried fer my econs and physics.. cos i nvnvnvnvnvnv even touch them.. as fer chinese.. i did my corrections fer spelling.. stupid.. i give up writing stupid words.. haha!!
common test occupy large percentage fer promos leh.. so scary.. thinking of it.. hais.. scared lor.. haha.. that time i forget to do my GP quiz.. 10% of my GP marks gone lor..
OH YA!! i haven do my GP essay!! die le lar!!
gtg now.. GP i'm gonna do u.. hhahahahaha~
joannie was here and gone at 2.12AM.. hees..
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2:05 AM
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wee~ i'm blogging todae!
muahaha.. i'm sucha lazy person.. nid afternoon naps everydae without fail no matter where i am.. haha..
my grandma will discharge on tuesdae.. so long leh!! hospitalised fer 1 week.. so poor thing.. hais.. feel sad fer her la.. already 90 years old ler.. still nid to suffer so much.. *god! let her enjoy life lar! she suffer enuff!!*
everydae without fail mi go hospital visit her.. cos it will make her happier ma.. altho some of my many relative visit her too.. but whenever there is people there, she would feel happy de.. hees.. alone there veri poor thing de lor.. so must go see see her.. =)
she's getting better.. now can walk already.. can joke wif us somemore.. heees.. she is so cute...
wad happened was that there is water in her lungs.. den she kept coughing lar.. at nite.. suddenly she haf breathing difficulties and.. she looks scary.. she is cold and her hands is darkened.. her eyes are looking upwards.. veri scary lar.. i called the ambulance immediatly lor.. hais.. so worried.. but now she's okie.. phew~
hees.. jus now.. i veri k-po lar.. jocelyn ask mi yesterdae.. wanna help out in the sch dragon boat race.. cos they not enuff people.. todae i go there hor..bedok reservoir lar.. i know no one! jocelyn is cute lar.. she got lost.. and in the end took a cab down.. haha.. so i alone lor.. someone sae hi to mi.. den turn back to her frens and say.. "i dunno her.." haha.. so funny lar.. i luff alone somemore.. so paiseh.. den i saw kristle coming.. hees.. den i got accompany lers..
my event is 12noon and i was there at 8.30am.. lame lar.. wait so long.. haha.. there are alot of people.. cos it's national dragon boat race competition ma.. i'm in the 24-men race.. haha.. most of the people is not from dragon boat one.. so we are not that trained up to be that strong lor.. somemore this is my second time.. haha.. so weird to be there too.. hees.. my race started.. and we got 4th! yes! 4th! and there are onli 4 teams there.. muahaha.. in other words.. we are last.. lols!! we compete against NYJC, NJC and TPJC dragon boat team lar.. and we are like nv train fer it one.. so.. for mi lar.. i dun realli care that much.. but at least all of us put in our effort and manage to pass the finishing line rite? we did co-ordinate la.. haha.. at least we haf fun.. haha.. when we reach the finishing line.. someone shouted.. "never mind! at least we haf colours award!!" haha.. so funny..
okie lar.. i reached home den i had my lunch.. den i felt aslp ler.. SO PIGGGGGY lar!! kaos.. now i'm going to eat my dinner and go hospital.. haha.. din do my homework.. haha..
my mum is scolding mi.. byes!
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6:15 PM
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my grandma's health is deteriorating.. each dae she became weaker... she would suddenly faint.. and hospital is now her frequent trip....
jus now at abt 11pm, she suddenly become veri cold.. and sweat profusely.. she cant breath probably.. seems lyk asthma attack.. but its not..
we kept calling her name.. so that she would fall aslp.. after waiting fer 15 mins.. the ambulance came and bring her away.. my family is there at the hospital.. but i'm at home.. looking after the house.. blogging..
may god bless her.. i cant do anything but give her prayers.. hoping that it will help.. who knows..
my grandma keep telling mi that she is dying.. but i just dun wanna listen to her.. i know she talking rubbish.. and i dun wan her to look in that way.. she must haf the will to live.. so she will live on.. haix.. i wonder how is she..
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11:59 PM
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hapy bdae to mi
hapy bdae to mi
hapy bdae to mi~
hapy bdae to me!!
to my greatest soul ever.. hahhp 17th bdae to you!!
kk.. u might think im crazy hor? haha.. singing bdae fer myself.. haha.. siao..
i realli wanna thank my frens.. fer celebrating my bdae.. especially farah and ain!! hees..
and of cos dar dar!! ^^ i love all the ice cream i get fer my bdae.. haha.. the presents are in my stomach~ *gru gru~*
mm.. looking forward fer tml to pass.. cos i haf skool until 6.30!! how borin is that?!! hahaa..
take care..
*i still hate mi*
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2:06 AM
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todae..i had the worst dae ever.. i mean.. my mood was the worst.. in the morning.. i forced myself wake up to go to kbox wif my classmates ah.. den in the end onli 4 peeps.. after that.. huiling and junwei joined us.. but des and samuel left.. left 4 peeps again.. the class outing was cancelled.
damm it.. i was looking forward to go to the beach todae.. but we didnt.. in the end we slack in tm.. den walking rounds and rounds in tma nd century.. after that we played pool.. arghh.. i'm sick of it.. realli..
after that we left.. i went home..had no appetite at all.. din eat my breakfast lunch and dinner.. this is the worst dae ever okie.. not the people who made mi feel this way..
i just dunno lar.. suddenly lidat lar.. cant cheer up one.. *sorry guys if i had spoil ur dae..*
i reali hate it when something is planned and suddenly cancelled lar.. it realli.. hai.. i was like.. looking forward.. and lik.. plan that day purely fer that outing but it was cancelled.. its damm boring lar..
i could haf jus stay at home and do my stupid homework and.. spend my last dae of 16 at home peacefully..
i just hate my dae.. myself.. and mi lar..
i hate mi!!
*cries*
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7:28 PM
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hees..todae went out wif dardar..had so much fun wor..haha.. first we went to bugis..eat..shopping..den take photo!! hees..!!
so long din go out wif dardar ler.. hees..
after that we went to pasir ris.. he plan to go beach de.. but it was raining.. so we slack at white sands.. and end up eating ya kun toast!! hees.. its his first time eating that wor.. lols..
after that.. we went to the beach lor.. wif newspapers.. and..ki...... ahahaa!! kk...*dar.. i keep it as secret!!*hees...
at the beach.. we had a hard tym.. cos haf many mosquitoes....!!! hahaha... i'm the victim..he too la.. but not as bad as mi.. *poor thing.. =S*
kks.. i'm going to slp le.. hee.. nitey!!
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3:02 AM
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slacking in school now..
haha.. wryting testi..
blogging..
not studying fer test!!
this is the kind of jc study in my school!! haha.. no la.. onli i'm lyk that..
see see see!! unique wor.. muahahaa..
i hate mugging.. i dun wan.. haha.. i dun like books.. i hate words.. (wad am i doing?!)
i'm slpy.. wan to slp.. ZZzzzzz..
later haf physics SPA.. lols.. SPA!! i gonna wear my bikini and gotta' remember to bring my towel. lols!!
kk.. i'm so lame todae..
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10:54 AM
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haix.. i din realise i haf so many test coming up!
lols..
wed..which is tml.. i haf science practical.. SPA.. arghhhh...
and GP research essay is due tml!! haha.. which i haven even written anything YET!
and den.. on thursdae.. mi haf econs DR assessments!!! die ler.. haha..
and hor.. on fridae hor.. mi haf.. maths test!! die le lar..
all haven study yet
how sia!!
hahaha!!
wish mi luck!!
hees..
tml mi dar dar coming back ler.. wee!! finally.. hees..
i bless all of u..
*evil luff*
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4:38 PM
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haix//i'm so tired todae//jus now haf sea carnival heats//mm//ya//we had a fun tym canoeing tho//but i was too tired to enjoy myself//
i joined alot of events//mm//mixed double, which we came in 1st but disqualified becos of the stupid white boyle//girls relay, which i think we came in 4th//handicapped race, which we came in either 3rd or 4th cos we reached wif the other team together//and dragon boat race, which i think we're 2nd or 3rd//
this realli sucks man//i hope i can get into the finals fer at least one event//i begin to hate this sch//its so unorganised//and we're always competing jc2!!//so unfair//
so many homework//so many test coming up//haiz.. my life is so damn cocked up!!!!!//
gtg//
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10:32 PM
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AhHh!!
I'm crying.. lols..
can anyone hear mi???
DARRRRRRR~~~~~~~~
haha.. can u hear mi?
i dunno wif i shout loud enuff to reach u.. lols..
misssshh eu wor..
weird weird de.. cannot hear ur voice..
everydae listen to.. "dear dear da lai le dear dear da lai le"..
like as if u onli know how to sae that.. lols..
wonderr how are you..
shld be hafin loadsa' fun ba??
luckily i can msg u wor..
if not i will be feeling even worse..
lol..
i'm having skool tmr..
so i wun like.. think so much ba..
tml i haf sea sports heats..
u'll be there de ryt? mentally ma.. lols!!
kk.. its kinda scary when i sae that hor?
i go slp ler..
wad abt u? lol..
nitey dar dar..
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12:44 AM
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hmm.. haiz..
wad a disappointment wif myself..
i dun think i pay enuff attention in class...
dun even knows wads the duration of econs test.. haha!!
i flank it this time!! =S
wads wrong wif mi!!!???
cant even write when i see the question!!
stupidity had take over my mind..
muhahaa~
tmr haf track and field meet..
den maybe i'm going back to springfield to get my cert..
den after that i haf song fest..
haha! busy eh!?
wan to date mi also difficult le wor..
cos i already make myself occupy with stuffsssss...
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12:13 AM
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I JUST REALLY HATE MY LIFE!!!
I HATE MY LIFE AS MUCH AS I HATED MYSELF..
Making a choice in my life is so difficult.. one way is to plan fer the future.. another way is on how ppl look at you..
dammit!!
choosing jc is a wrong choice? i always think of it... it is so true!!! jc is a wrong choice.. isnt it? got seperated from my frens.. cos most of them going poly.. i've lost a great opportunity to be more expose to the real world.. and MANY PEOPLE THINKS THAT JC IS BIG DEAL!!!
hey!! hell you.. JC is nothing.. EXCEPT STUDY!!! get that clear okie!!
JC is not fer clever people.. its just that u got a better result than others!!
AND IN FACT, ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE QUALIFIED TO GO JC.. BUT THEY CHOOSE TO GO POLY!!
i chose this diffcult and long route because I CARE FOR MY FUTURE!!
i DID NOT AND NEVER think that "i'm so clever and u're stupid"
and if YOU think this way.. u are realli crazy!!!
AGHHHH.. so angry.. to think you will sae that to mi..
if i know.. i might as well go ITE... life would be much easier.. why did i make myself suffer in the first place?
I HATE THE SOCIETY!!
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10:11 PM
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mMm... i'm going to slp now..
haha.. haf been slacking fer 3 days.. and.. i also did my work lar.. but all half way..
i dunno how to do maths induction.. GP haven do the applicantion qns.. physics? wad hmwk?
pw not done..( i'm so dead..).. and.. finali i did my econs!! muahaha~
well.. honestly jc life is not that stressful lar.. is onli i'm lazy.. hahaa~ its just a little busier.. thats all! hehee...
i love all my frens there.. they are so fun!! hehee.. i just love my class people~ s35 u rox!! =)
Signninnnnng offfFFfF!!!
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12:58 AM
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wee~ now i'm in my school library.. haha!!
there are so many things to do.. homework everydae.. hahaha!! projects and essays are killing mi!! =P
i'm glad that i'm now picking up econs... i understand the subject.. lols!! better than the previous topic.. hee..
as for maths.. i'm okok lar.. hahahaha...
GP is veri fun.. especially the teacher.. Mr Stanley u rawks!! =)
well............ chinese is fun lar.. but chinese lessons are so little!! hahaa..
i've just printed so many things fer econs.. hahaa.. its so troublesome!! first is buying notes from printing shop, next is buying textbook which cost $38.. next is printing notes from online messages!! hahaha.. stupid...
i've so much homework waiting for mi to do.. maths.. econs.. gp essays... physics.. OMG!! hahaha..
got to go now.. 1 hr is up.. haf to log out..
adios!!
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5:22 PM
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i just hate myself.. my life and everything..
my life.. is turning upside down when once i tot is was perfect.
first.. i'm gonna lost the one i love the most... next.. my relationship wif her is getting worse.
dammit!
now i hate myself.. i hate everyone.. i hate everything!
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11:20 PM
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Hey! this is my new bloggy skin!! i made it myself.. hees.. so proud of it.. well... cos i spent my nite working on this.. its now 4.12AM!! omg.. i better get some slp..
anyway.. any comments on my blog please.... tell mi!
>_< and also! if u haf a blog.. leave ur addie at my taggie board.. so i can link to u!
Take cares!
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4:11 AM
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i've chosen to believe in death.. i've chosen to believe that death is the solution to everything. why cant people accept death? why people cry over death? why people cant accept people who loves to die? why must we treasure our lives when we know that we'll die? why must we work so hard and in the end we will lose everything and die?
people are so fragile and our lives are in danger.. why cant people slow down their pace and see how beautiful the world is?
the earth is angry with us. its trying to destroy us. that is why ther are so many natural disasters happening and take away so many lives. the earth is angry cos we had destroy it. its crying.. the earth is crying.. we had destroy it by building constructions and killing the natural environment. the earth is not green anymore.. the earth is choked by the smoke and it could not breathe anymore.
in conclusion.. we will all die in the end. this gives us a new beginning of live and we could start all over again.
if i haf a choice, i would rather the earth kill us all..
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2:08 AM
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Hee hee!! guess wad! i got into TPJC ! haha... that was my first choice.. eniwae.. mi got in wif ain and marina! and u know wads the best part? I'm in the same class as AIN!!! hahaha... And and and!! my pri best fren.. also happened to be in the same sch.. and she's in the other class.. ( beside mine!)
Lols!! anyway.. i got my sub i wanted.. but someow kinda regretted.. cos didnt get geog.. lols! i got physics, math, and econs.. haha..
aiyah.. i also lazy to type already.
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10:10 AM
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OH MY GOD..
I'm having stomachache now! save mi! muahahah... (wads so funny...anyway?)
Welllll... currently at my cousin's house.. hee.. snatch their com and use it.. ahaha! (nottie mi)
Hmm... tml i'm going to the... Buona Vista to pay my JAE registration fees.... haha.. haven pay leh!! hahaha... going wif dardar.. and den go shopping~ haHAHAhA!
(I tell u.. a little baby is wif mi! muahahaha~ her name is cheryl.. sounds familiar?? hee...)
AHhhhh!!! lazy to type already..
Anyway.. on 22/03, the results of posting will be out.. i hope everyone will get to go to the institution they want! hee... good good good!!!
ADIOZ~
JoAanNyY!!
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5:52 PM
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Well well.. loook who's here.. lols...
Yes! its mi!! joanny~!! Lols!!
Cool... i seldom blog since i start working at Levis.. god.. its so tiring yet i had all the fun from there..lols! i became rich den poor den rich again.. its so fun! lols!!
Anyway.. a few days ago.. its the day of releasing of GCE 'o' level results.. hees..mm.. i think its
on 28 feb.. yea.. i think so.. hahha..
Lemmi recall wad happened these few days...
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February 28, 2005
Its the PHR day!! Omg.. it has been so log since we last went out.. haha.. so fun!! Before taking the results.. we meet up and went to Pizza Hut.. Sri's Treat! HeeHee!! mMm.. tho the service is veri poor.. and the pizza had to arrive in abt an hour.. and the pizza doesnt even taste great.. we still haff loads of fun.. haha.. especially the photo takings.. hahaha.. so funny..
After that we rush to school.. cus we dun wanna be late.. hahaha.. the atmosphere was sooooo tensed.. everyone is so nervous about the results.. hahaa..
Eventually.. after waiting fer a long tym.. the new principal finally went up the stage and give a talk.. hahaha.. firstly.. she said abt our hairstyle.. cos alot of them dyed their hair.. so colourful leh! hahaha.. like rainbow... hahaha...
bla bla bla... after abt an hour.. we collected our results..! haha.. i couldnt believe my eyes.. hahaha.. i tot they're playing tricks.. hahha.. cos i got like.. 12 fer L1R4 and 16 fer L1R5.. hahaha.. and the "werid" thing is that i ot B3 fer english! lols!! how can it be!! hahaha.. i've been failing or a botherline pass fer eng.. and now a B3.. hahaha!!
And i also got A2 fer both E maths and A maths.. hahaha.. i'm so happy fer myself.. finally i got an A fer maths... hahaha.. in total i got 3 distinctions.. E maths, A maths and Chinese.. haha.. all A2.. lols!! the funniest thing is that all my results is like.. As and Bs onli.. den on the bottom.. theres a... D7!! hahaha!! YES!! thats my Chemistry!! lols!!
Before taking the paper.. i already give up the paper.. lols!! alot of my classmates dun even feel lyk going skool and take the paper.. lols! and i got D7!! hahaha.. haiz.. i wld look better wif a C6.. rite? lols!! at least i know C6 is a pass... but not fer D7!! hahaha..
Well.. the happiest thing is that the PHR got almost the same marks.. hee.. Sri and Farah and Mi got 16 for L1R5 and Ain got 15!! hahaha.. so cool.. sri wanted to go poly.. and farah & me have successfully persuaded Ain to go JC.. haha! hope that we can get into the SAME JC...!!! wee!! be classmates fer 2 more years! hee!!
I try to call everyone to tell them my results.. hahaa.. i called my dad, my tuitor.. my levis colleages.. lols.. and den.. whe my sister called mi.. i cant take it anymore and i burst into tears.. lols!! its like a total miracle happening to mi.. lols!! everyone is like happy fer mi.. lols!! my mum and sis totally cannot believe i got such results.. ahahhaa!! neither do i!!! hahahaha.. nobody would except a "heck-care" girl to get such a "good" results.. (as least i think its good.. hahha..)
Well.. after tat.. the PHR went to bugis and of cos.. take pictures!! hahaha.. i paid fer all the photo takings.. haha... lol.. so fun!! the pics turn out to be veri nice! cos all of us were so happy and high-spirited.. lols!!after that sri had to rush to work.. and den mi,farah and ain went to chill out at starbucks.. after that we continued to take more pictures.. haha.. totally crazy about it. hees...
After that i went off to parkway parade to meet up my family.. cos my mum is purchasing her phone.. lols! i also changed my number! hehee...
then... at about 10.15, my dad sent mi to bedok interchange.. cos i'm meeting my levis frens fer a supper! hehee.. this tym wei xiang came along.. hehe!!
after tat i went home lor! hehee..
A veri busy day indeed! lols!!
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March 1, 2005
Poor me.. i'm sick.. haha.. still haf to work.. i'm feel terrible.. giddy and no appettite! haix.. hahhaa.. no spirit at work.. hahaha.. but still manage to do sales.. haha.. i went to eat delifrance wif kak ayu.. and den went to times bookshop and buy "can you keep a secret"... and den work again.. haha.. mm.. maybe i look kinda sad.. so wei yue kept making fun of mi - so as to make mi smile a little.. hahhaa!! ok... he's a good guy.. lols!
wad surprise mi is when wei xiang suddenly pop out of no where and i was like.. who is he.. hahha!! it took mi a few secs to regconise him.. haha.. luckily its onli a few seconds.. hehehe!! he waited fer mi to finish work.. hehee.. and den..we went to far cineleisure.. den walk all the way to far east.. and den rush back to tampines.. hehee!! he bought mi two books! Confession of shopaholics and shopaholics takes manhattan! hehee...
i'm so happy.. cos i haf 3 books!! hehee!!
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March 2, 2005
In the morning.. mi and Sri went to the AIA building and collect our singpass! hee.. luckily there wasnt many people there.. lols!! we also saw charity there! hahaa.. so coincidence! lols!! after that i went home and slp.. hahaha.. after that.. there was a PHR outing.. AGAIN!! hahaha.. so fun.. first we went to play pool.. and den.. we went to take photos.. AGAIN! omg.. the machine totally sux.. but there are unlimited tym for decoration.. haha.. wadever.. sri has to rush to work.. den ain farah and me took our sweet tym decorate the photo.. and took another photo.. hehee..
after that farah has to go back for dinner.. so mi and ain went to Arnolds and MAKAN!!! wee!! i miss Arnolds so much! hahhaa.. finally eat it.. hahhaa!! and den we went back home lor! hahhaa.. i had so much fun.. hehee!!
after that we walked home from TM.. haha.. we had so much fun!! =)
PHR rockx!!
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March 3, 2005
Todae.. early in the morning.. mi had to accompany my grandma to the polyclinic.. cos she has to erm.. wad do u call that ar... wait.. lemmi think.. erm.. i duno leh.. cant think of that word.. but anyway.. to "take out blood from her".. oh!! blood test!! i think! haha.. thats it! haha...
we wait for more den half an hour to her turn.. the waiting is miserable!! the polyclinic is now air-conditioned.. and i;m like freezing inside! tho i'm reading a book.. but still! freeze! hahaha.. i went out of the clinic and went in again.. haha.. so funny.. after a few misunderstandings.. i finally can get outa clinic and head home.. haha... imagine i went out at 8 plus and went back home at 11 plus.. thats so long! and also i intened to register for my sch..
when i reach home.. i ead straight to the com.. hopefully praying that i can register.. but after 2 hours.. i still cant sign in.. haha.. wad the heck.. eventually i gave up and den i went to wash up.. to prepare for my date wif wei xiang.. lols!!
we went to suntec and watch movie "Hitch".. hahha.. its was so funny.. both the movie and us! haha.. we couldnt find our seats and then we sit at other people's seat.. haha.. den another couple came.. also couldnt find their seats.. den we realised that our seats are further inside.. so we made our way in there.. hahha!!
I also finally bought my gift for wei xiang.. hehee..
DARDAR!! i hope u LOVEEEEE the watch!! hehee.. cos i loVEEEE the watch u bought fer mi.. lols!! Muacks!!
well.. before watching the movie.. i went to levis and look fer shirley, bryan , daniel and linda.. too bad ruby wasnt there.. hee.. shirley just bought her digital cam.. and den we took pictures in the shop! haha.. how memorable is that! hee.. i just love that place! its so fun! hee.. i miss them alot.. =(
of cos i love plaza sing too! hahahaha.. wadever! =P i miss all my frens.. haha..
after that mi and wei xiang went home.. on the way home.. jiejie called.. and i meet her at Aljunied mrt station.. cos she bought alot of things and her haoges wasnt there.. hahah! in the train we also met bryan.. lols!! so coincidence!! hehee!!
we had fun fun and fun! hahaha...
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March 4, 2005
well well!! todae i spent most of my time at home.. and sticking that my com! hahha!! nort my com la.. its my brother's. hahaha.. well.. i tried to regester JAE.. but couldnt get in.. so i played gunbound.. haha.. and den.. i tried JAE again.. i got in! and successfully registered! hehee!! yay!! i dun haf to worry anymore! hahhaa...and den.. i played gunbound even more.. cos i haf got nth to do.. hahaha..and den.. later in the evening.. my family went out for dinner.. to so-called celebrate fer my good results.. hehee.. we went to marina south for a bbq steamboat.. wadever it is called.. lols!! i had my fill there.. haha.. den my bro and sis-in-law and jiayi went to arcade and play.. the rest went home.. haha...
and den.. i'm here! typing away.. lols!!
this entry is so long.. 5 entries in total! lols!! so fun!! hahaha.. well.. i'm going to slp now..
tml i stil haf to work.. tho its 6pm - 10pm.. 4 hours onli!! hahahaha!!
nitey nitey everyone! swit dreams!! [dream of me!!]
Love you.. you.. and you!!
Yes you dardar! hahaha..
JoAaNnYy..
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1:02 AM
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
Personality Type Report for joan
Your Personality Preferences
EXTROVERT
You are social and outgoing. You are most comfortable when with other people and experiencing the world first hand. Interaction with others and first hand experiences energize you. It is not unlike you to start conversations with strangers. You have a preference for the outer world: people, activities, and things. Other people provide you with a mirror, sounding board to help you develop ideas and plans. Being alone may sap your energies. Your concept of the world is derived from experiencing it firsthand and then drawing conclusions.
SENSORY
You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings.
JUDGING
You like decisions to be made as soon as possible. You are not comfortable with loose ends and like to see conflicts resolved as soon as possible. You have a preference for a well-structured, orderly lifestyle with few surprises. It may not be all that important who makes the decisions that gets things done as long things do get done. You take commitments very seriously. While you are not inflexible, you do like to stick to a plan once it is set into motion.
FEELING
You make decisions subjectively based upon your values and what is important to you. How people will be affected by your decisions is important to you. You are likely to make decisions based upon what you feel is acceptable and agreeable rather than what is logical. Your truths are founded in your values and those of the society you live in. It is important to remember that we are discussing how you evaluate data and make decisions, and that you rely on your feelings to do so in no way implies you are overly emotional.
Your Personality Type
Extrovert/Sensing/Feeling/Judging
You approach life with enthusiasm, and are very social and charming. You are compassionate, agreeable and cooperative. You like to be helpful-- an asset and want to be needed. You can be relied on to see things through. You're trustworthy and loyal. You do not like conflict. Harmony is definitely your ally. You do not like to be alone for too long, if at all.
In relationships you are compassionate and considerate. You can be very talkative at times, and will strike up a conversation with almost anyone. You try to see the best in people. You are not one to take a stand that will offend others. You like attention and need validation of your value from others. Social status is important to you. You can be counted on to keep family and social traditions alive and well. .
Famous People of Your Type:
William McKinley, William J. Clinton, Jack Benny, Desi Arnaz, Don Knotts, Terry Bradshaw, Sally Struthers, Mary Tyler Moore, Steve Spurrier, Sally Field, Danny Glover, Nancy Kerrigan, Elvis Stojko. Occupations Suited to Your Type Include:
Athlete, bookkeeper, caterer, coach, counselor, flight attendant, stylist, interior decorator, nurse, secretary, teacher, and telemarketer.
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12:06 AM
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Wee~ finally my off day.. lols.. in the afternoon.. mi went to wx's hse.. and scan many many pixx... hehee.. and den did my bloggy there also.. hahaha.. and den.. wxz went to work lor.. mi show him the place.. haha.. after that mi went home lor..
The weather is so hot leh.. mi got headache lor.. even in the train.. lols.. i went to sleep straight after i reached home.. hahah.. cant take it..
hmmm... now mi have to go help mummy already...
adioz!!
JoOaAnNyYy..
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8:16 PM
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
ahh.. i veri tired.. ahaha.. have been working non-stop these few days.. lols..
gettign results soon.. nervous.. hahaha.. dun even know wad i wan.. haiz..
dun feel like blogging ler.. tired!! =(
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9:10 PM
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well... haha.. now chinese new year is coming sooon hor... hahaha.. wanna start dolling up myself.. lols.. wanna cut my hair ler.. dunno cut wad style.. seems like most of the style i cut before ler.. so sian ler.. hahaha... short hair also cut before.. see so many people cutting short hair.. i dun wanna cut ler.. hahaha..
maybe.. perming my hair... dunno leh.. muahahaha.. i think.. dun lar.. hmm.. aiyah.. dunno lar.. i hate being girls leh.. so vain.. muahaha~
wee~ chinese new year.. new clothes.. everything new.. hahaha.. so happy.. cant wait to wear new new new clothes~ haha.. cos got my Levis jeans.. hahaha.. buy liao cannot wear veri tong ku one leh.... =S
haha.. wanna go slp already.. tml working FULLLLLLL~ lols
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11:57 PM
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Saturday, January 15, 2005
it has been so long since i blog.. dunno wad to write here also.. it seems like.. my onli life has gone.. lols!
well.. working fer a month already..lols.. able to cope with most of the thingys.. =) haf made alot of new fwens at my workplace.. they are so fun to be wif! hehee..
now still festive seasons... sho busy de.. haha.. mi haf to work and work.. hahaha.. pray pray.. pray that after the festive season i can haf more time wif frens and family.. hehehe... gud gud..
aiyah.. tonyt adda is hafing a bbq session... i dun think i can make it leh.. if can also kinda late already.. sobx sobx..
next tym if u all haf anything on can u please tell mi earrlier? so i can change my schedule... if not i cant make it den i gonna miss alot of fun already.....unless u dun wan mi to be there lor... hahaha...
bla bla bla.. dunno wad to wryt also... i wanna go get ready fer working already.. hahaha.. adios!
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11:51 AM
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
DUN PROMISE ME IF U KNOW U WILL BREAK IT.
DUN TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING.
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2:34 PM
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
i tot u will understand mie.. but now it seems lyk u dun understand mi at all.. you get dun get me. you just simply dun get it. i've tried to tell u.. but i cant.. i was afraid to hurt you. it seems lyk telling you things is a difficult task fer mi rite now. wads wrong wif mi.. wads wrong wif us. are we gonna be lyk this forever? or we shld just end this.. wad shld i do. i'm confuse. now i dun even dare to msg you. or even see u. cos i dun wanna see that hurtful eye or yours. i'm afraid that i will cry infront of you. but i didnt. and i will not.. i will never will. maybe i wan to be alone.. cos i'm already use to the days of being alone....
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1:19 PM
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
Once.. the beach seems so calm.. so beautiful.. Many people are attracted to the beach.. and many couldnt resist the charm of the sea. Including mi, i love the sea alot.
But now.. i think that many people would fear the sea.. or even go near the sea.
Tsunamis happened last sunday, and there are many affected countries, which includes Sri Lanka, Indonesia, Maldives, Thailand and Malaysia. The death toll now is approximatly 81,000, and its still counting. Red Cross estimated the death toll will increase to 100,000 as the epidemic and spread of diseases will cause many deaths.
I'm somehow affected by this disaster. I dunno why.. maybe i'm too attracted to this world, as in the natural environment. Since young, i love to watch tv programmes on natural disasters like volcanos and floods. Perharps Tsunamis is kinda new to me, and thru this disaster that happened, i understand how the killer waves are formed and how damaging the disaster is.
Well.. the thing i'm worried now is my first maid, who is from Sri Lanka, Colombo, and Colombo is an affected area. Furthermore, the village now is all damaged. I dunno where is she now.. in singapore or back in her hometown. What about her family..? I wonder...
Haix.. now it is a mess out there.. we cannot do anything but to give them support and donate money. My family all donated, all play their part. And as for me, i donated $50.. Still i think its too little.. unless everyone donate, so there are enough money for them to purchase medicine and food.
Linking all the incident together.. It seems like.. The Earth is unhappy with us.
A few years back(1997), there are many many plane crashes, which took away many lives away. There are more like, mad cow disease, september 11 terrorist attack, iraq war, SARS, bird flu, and now... The Tsunamis.
In the year 2004, which is this year, there are many many lives got taken away. Just like the iraq war, and now the Tsunamis.
Haix.. Tsunamis let mi recall the movie called "The day after tomorrow". This movie is not only for entertainment. There is a moral behind the movie, which is to take care of the Earth. One day, the Earth will "gone crazy" and many many things might just happen. Just like this Tsunamis, it has taken many people's lives.....
Siungapore is a very blessed country. We doesnt have any natural disasters, and we are in a veri ood location, where by we are surrounded by other countries, that is why Tsunamis did not affect Singapore.
But one day, something will happen in Singapore. Just like last year, althought there is no natural disasters, but we cannot avoid any diseases. SARS attack Singapore, and it also took away many lives.
So no matter where we are, we are being threatened by all these natrual "stuffs". Tho we can predict, but we dunno when it will happen.
Tho we can Detect, but we will hav not wnought time to contact, just like this Tsunamis incident. Hawaii had already detected Tsunamis, But they doesnt have any contact wif the Indian Ocean Operations. That is why there is no preparation, and many innocent people die.
Maybe this is fated. Maybe the world is gonna end. Slowly.. We will all disappear.. Veri Slowly.. There might be no one living in this earth... This Earth will be deserted...
JoAaaANnNYy...
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9:36 PM
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Hohoh~ Merry Christmas~ hahaha...
May all ur wishes come trueee~
hehee... now working life sooooo busy.. mm.. tired i can sae... hahaha.. getting my pay soon lor.. happy happy~ can spend ler!! hehee.. shopping will be next thingy i wanna do ler! hahaha.. now i'm penniless... spending everydae without budget de.. hahaha.. one day confirm bankrupt! hehee...
hmmmm... two more days to my class chalet.. hope everything goes well.. tho in the "process" got some misunderstandings and unhappy things happened... ahaha.. i hope everything is over la huh!! hahaha.. i stress ma~~ hahaha..
hmmm.. so sad sia.. the photos wei xiang pass to me cannot be seen!!! hahaha.. sri actually came to my house to see the pics but i cant see!! =( hahhaa..
WEI XIANG BURN ONE MORE DISC FOR ME!! hehee...
okie lar.. i now at adda's house.. hahaha.. everyone is playing.. or i shld sae gambling lar.. hahha.. cos playing money ma!! hehee..
Take care everyone!! =)
Merry christmas~
May all ur wishes come true..
God bless you..
Loveee...
Pigcess Miyuki
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1:14 AM
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
dunno wad to put fer the title.. sian sian sian..
haha.. nowadays dun feel like................
die la.. my "persimistic" side of mi coming back..
arghhhhh.... dunno wad to say.. haiz..
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10:42 PM
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
todae off day.. wanna go out.. haiz.. wanted to watch santa vs the snowman de.. but dunno how to go.. hahaha...
anyway.. later i'm going to watch the polar express.. lols.. with my younger sister and wei xiang lor.. hahaa.. i want to buy shoes also.. cos i cant wear my sister one ler.. pain pain.. =( hehee.. haven even take pay den i spent money liao.. arghhh.. hahaha..
tml is the suntec midnite madness.. and i'm working full leh! from 10.30 to 12 midnite!! haha.. tiring lorr.. haha.. still wondering how to go home after that.. haha.. i gonna spent a bomb on the jeans liao.. hahaha.. excited!! hehee..
okie lar.. lazy to type already.. sayonarA~
JoaAaNNnnnNNnYy.. //*_*\\
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3:14 PM
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Monday, December 13, 2004
Phew! Finally i haf tym to post an entry again! haha.. Life is getting busy rite now.. at least i haf sunfink to do during my hols.. hehee.. currently working in Levi's @ suntec city level one tower 5! hehee!!
Working there is so fun! the people there are so fun.. haha.. A realli good job i got here.. somehow relax.. and fun lor.. can meet alot of tourist.. lols.. somehow there are irritating ones lor.. but.. still.. hafin fun there.. hehee..
Now getting use to the life working there.. haha.. nowadays i cant even slp early.. sian ryt!! haix.. see lar.. now 1.30am liao still online.. surely slp at ard 4 plus de.. somemore tomolo my off day.. ahahaha..
aiyah.. i lazy to type ler.. hehee.. go play game liao.. see ya!!
Everybody take note!!
On 17 december, friday, Suntec City is having Midnight Madness!
Everything is sold at 20% off! Including Levi's!! Heehee..
The time is from 9.30 pm to 12 midnight!
So tell all your friends to come down! =)
See you guys there!!
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1:28 AM
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Sunday, December 05, 2004
Whats truth..
I always hate people who lied to me..
But.. wad i hate the most..
is the ugly side of truth..
It seems lyk the ugly side of truth had hurt many of us..
Why? Why people lie?? Why must they tell a lie?!
Izzit that.. we're so stupid and believe them all the time?
Wun they feel guilty after lying to us?
We believe their lies.. because we believe them..
we haf faith in them..
But now it seems like..
We cannot trust them anymore..
Tho we didnt say or do anything..
deep down.. all we could feel..
is anguish... hurt... and..and.. hate you..
YOU had hurt us all..
To think we treat you as a fren of ours..
YOU had hurt all those ppl who ONCE like you..
YOU had disgusted us..
YOU make mi look down on YOU..
YOU.. is just a tiny person.. WHO means NOTHING at all..
I hate the ugly side of truth..
Definitely.. I hate liars...
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1:08 AM
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Thursday, December 02, 2004
arghhhh...
staying at home is so boring..
cant stand it lar!!
no jobs.. and now i dun even wanna find one anymore..
cant even go out..
if i go out.. i'll get scoldings..
den how i get a job?
i hate my life man..
arr.. sucks..
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4:58 PM
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
MuaHAhAhaHaHa!! O Level is OoOoOoVerRrRr!!! hahaha.. lols.. Finally all of us can relax relax relax!!!
But.. i'm getting lazier and lazier each day as well... LolS!!
A shopaholic me always going shopping... aHhH!! no more money already!! Lols..
Now hunting for jobs.. found a few.. applied for them.. but not yet reply.. lols!! REPLY MI QUICK!!! hehee.. So i can earn money money money! wee~
Yesterdae i had my grad nyt.. it was cool man!! omg..
In the morning.. farah came to my house and i did manicure (painting the nails.. designing them) for her.. haha.. she sae the design and i do! Good co-operation! haha.. And den..we watched friends.. we makan.. and den.. i make up lor.. den change into my dress! hehee.. Farah also change.. den we went over to ain's hse cos they wanna curl their hair!! haha.. i striaghten my hair.. lols..
My daddy sent us to school... hehee.. save money on transport.. lols!!
When we reached skool.. many of them were already there.. i cant wait to see all my friends again!! hahaha... soon after everyone was there.. the ceremony started.. one by one.. go up to the stage and receive testimonials.. haha.. too bad mdm chiam cant be wif us.. she went to india for meditation.. well.. all of us stood on stage and took a class photo.. =) for mdm chiam!! hehee..
After that.. we went to had our refreshments in the canteen.. we took photo and photo!! totally engaged into smiling and clicking the cameras.. good thing i had a camera (which belongs to wei xiang...) hehee... Realli must thankiew thankiew thankiew!! lols!!
Anyway.. everyone look gorgous and handsome.. haha.. sometyms.. i cant even regconise them... way way too cool!!! hehee..
After that.. we went up to the hall.. we haf disco nyt! lols.. tho alot of ppl had left.. i jus want to spend more tym wif my frens.. so i stayed for the dance.. haha.. anyway.. everyone was wild inside.. dancing... or i shld sae jumping (cos i was jumping ard.. haha!!)
Realli enjoy lots lots... haha.. i even lost my testimonial.. haha.. i left it on the table.. luckily i realised it and went back to skool and took it.. if not.. i dun haf testimonial anymore! lols!!
Mi and sri went to farah's hse and stay overnite.. mm.. too bad ain cant join us.. cos her mummy dun allow..
At Farah's hse.. we took alot of photos.. hahha.. thanks to farah's brother.. hu is the photographer! haha.. den.. we went to farah's room and talk... haha.. den we watched shark tales.. i guess farah was too tired after dancing.. so she slept halfway watching the movie.. haha.. den we went back to the room.. mm.. farah also slept while we were talking.. hahaha... and den mi and sri... mm.. haha.. we do funny things also lar.. er.. we carry the fan and den put it on the bed, so everyone can feel the breeze.. we also did the poster.. til now farah still dunno (farah.. are u reading this? opps..).. and den talk and talk.. haha.. until 5++.. we heard the rooster in farah's hse "making noise" already.. den both of us fell asleep.. hahaha!!!
Todae.. i woke up at about 9++.. and sri woke up at 8++.. haha,, farah was the latest!! she woke up after mi.. hahahaha!! sleep so much.. hahaa.. we ate breakfast.. mee soto and tea.. haha.. after we fill our stomach, mi and sri took a cab and head home.. hehehe..
Yay~ later i'm going to watch the movie.. SHUUTER!! muahahaha~ wait for mi.. i'm coming!! hehee..
==JoAaNnNyYy==
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2:38 PM
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Yay!! i finally finish my geog paper!! haha.. had studied hard for it.. mm.. the agri culture question came out was relatively easy.. at least i can understand... but i didnt describe the picture.. that one die lo.. ahhaa.. and den the rest.. mm.. tourist one ar.. not bad lar.. but not enuff tym to do lor.. dunno wad i doing also.. haha..
The worse thing is.. i didnt.. didnt.. didnt study physics that much!! sHhh... hmm.. haha.. did some last minute "touch up" before the paper start.. haha.. good thing that ain bring her tys.. alot of question came out from there.. haha.. was kinda happi actually.. lols!! as for paper two.. argh.. i was like.. veri tired and slpy and dunno lar.. didnt do well i guess... =S
now i'm havin headache.. how how how?!!! tml is A maths paper 2.. haha.. den fri is chemistry.. den i'm free!!!! hahaha.. so happy.. lols!! i cant wait for endless of fun for at least 3 months now! at least i can work and earn money!! hehee..
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6:40 PM
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Saturday, November 13, 2004
You are Black Koala who has purity and sweetness of a girl.
And no matter how old you get, you can stay youthful.
Your attitude is very straight forward and bald.
You have quick mind, and a sharp instinct to read the other person's mind.
You are an active woman.
Nevertheless, you also possess a motherly character.
You are kind and can show consideration to others.
You tend to be rather argumentative, and will not accept something that is unreasonable.
It takes time to gain your consent.
You are independent, and has a challenging spirit to achieve your objectives and ideals.
Once you start on something, you will not give up half way, or show weakness.
You know how to get on in life, and are a calculative woman.
Economic wise, you've got your feet steadily on the ground.
You are rather suspicious type of person.
You don't tend to take every word of other person straightly.
You try to read behind the lines, very carefully.
You tend to get lost in your thought.You think high of sports and training.
Nevertheless, you also think a lot about art, and are a romantic sort of person.
Even after you get married, you can be successful as a professional.
To do the quizzy.. Click here!!
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8:13 PM
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
wow.. it has been a long tym since i blogggyy~ and to my surprise.. there are people coming into my blog and critise me.. haha.. thanks alot! at least you came in.. haha..
but... i find it somehow useless to critise mi here.. its kinda stupid leh.. if u dun lik mi.. why come in? and why waste ur energy typing? haha.. sometimes i just wanna luff at ppl who does all these stupid and brainless stuffs.. but.. ok lar.. if u like to critise mi.. critise more lor.. mi dun mind one.. just wanna say thanks for coming in..
hmm... i left wif 7 papers to go!! hehee... 7 more and i'm free...! wee~ hehee... i haven been studying for the past 3 days!! haha... on monday.. after the E maths paper 2.. the PHR went to bugis.. and we watched princess diary 2!! hehee.. and den as usual.. we took pictures.. and den go makan.. hehee.. den went home~
and den.. on tuesday.. i went to watch shark tales wif wei xiang.. ahha.. the show is so funny.. lols!!
hmmm... i still haf like.. 5 more movies to catch!! haha.. i wanna watch.. shutters, doll master, taxi, snowman vs the santa, polar express... and somemore.. i couldnt remember!! hehee.. so many.. arhhh..must work after exams already.. hehee..
hmm.. and today.. i arranged my photos.. and tidy abit of my drawer.. haha.. but its still the same---messy!! haha.. and in evening.. i actually "dated" ain.. to go jogging!! but she forgot and den she eat already.. so i had to go alone....... but i didnt! hehee.. i stay at home and did
30 mins of workout... that tire mi out! it has been so long since i did workout.. cos of study and study.. hahaha..
yay.. 9 more days and i'm free!!! haha.. i'm thrill to know this~ wee~!! cant wait to go chalet.. go cycling.. go swimming.. haha.. do wadever i like!! haha...
Take care everyone!! =)
--=Miyuki Hirosue=--
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8:25 PM
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okie.. 5 more days to O level.. its so fast!! its like.. 95 days ago is still 100 days from O levels!! hahaha..
well.. preparation.. hmm.. i lest i got a better understanding for my a maths now.. mm.. ss.. can lar.. physics.. still okie.. geog.. okok lar.. e maths.. shld be lar.. and my english..risky.. and my chem..dead.. hahahhaa..
cant study these few days.. and whenever its the day of the exam.. i cant slp.. i can onli slp when i make myself tired.. and thats when i slp.. hahaha.. dark eye rings are coming out soon!! help mi!! hahaha~
gonna start my intensive again tml.. todae rest liao.. haha.. bless mi..
take care everyone..
dun stress up!!
chill and relax..
everything will be fine! onli if u studied!!
hehees..
Nitey nitey~
Muacks!!
P/S:FArah... please please please get well soon.... sorry cant go visit u todae.... miss u so much... =(
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1:11 AM
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Todae i had my physics practical.. haha.. i dunno wad haf i done.. mm.. the experimant was veri funny.. so.. dunno lar.. maybe i didnt do well.. haha..
farah didnt come to skool todae.. so she didnt take the practical test. When i heard the news of she hospitalised.. i was shock.. in fact.. the whole class was shock.. becos this is o lvl exam.. and she is our frens (of cos..).. she had high fever since last week.. and onli until yesterdae she was admitted to the hospital.. poor thing..
Mi, sri and ain went to CGH to visit her.. she was veri weak.. maybe the fever took her energry away.. lols! bad fever.. came at this tym.. i hope she wil recover soon.. it has been one whole week!! haiz..
Get well soon honey..
hmm. next week.. tuesdae.. will be the first written paper.. SS!!! omg.. and i;m now slacking..
wads wrong wif mi?! man.. i gtg.. do my work..
Take care farah hon~
Good luck to all!! lurvee ya!!
=^_^= Miyuki Hirosue =^_^=
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1:57 AM
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Oh well..
i jus dun understand why ppl say things without thinking that they might hurt someone's feelings.. are they that insensitive to others feelings? how would they feel if they are the "victims"? wll they feel the same things? why cant they just use a sec or 2 to think.. whether it will hurt him or her or not? WHY?!
i know, staight-forwardness is a kinda good thing.. at least u dun beat ard the bush.. but hey.. u will hurt other people's feelings as well! u can tell ur feelings.. in a nicer way.. so other ppl might feel better.. instead of a casual remark.
Humans are weak.. especially their feelings (or heart or wadever u call that). No matter how big or small.. how strong or weak..They are veri sensitive.. and they mind alot on wad other ppl says. So why cant the people around be more sensitive?? use a bit more brain cells and think!!
brain is for u to think! not for u to show off! so wad? everyone has a brain.. wads so good about ur brain?! cleverer? "stupidier"? aHHH.. no such thing lar! i cant care wad scientist prove wad "smarter ppl uses more % on the brain" or wadever crap.. its all on hardworkingness okie.. if u're so clever or uses more % in ur brain.. den why cant u spare a few % to think how sensitive humans are?
Friends.. or i shld sae good frens.. shld kinda understand u more.. and shld know how senstive u are.. but will they will still hurt u with their words?? i'm realli disappointed.. despite we are frens for 4 yrs.. i've tried.. not to hurt anyone.. but will ppl seems hurting mi?? i jus dun understand why.. maybe we're like.. too long nv mix together? okie.. wadever.. i dun wanna care already...
tml is my physics prac... haha.. i screwed up in my chem prac.. physics i haf to get good grades already.. lols.. wish mi luck.. byes...
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6:27 PM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
OmG!! my second O lvl paper is tml.. hahaha.. which is my chem practical.. lols!! i've finished all the moley qns in my practical book just now.. hope that tml will come out things like wad i haf in the book.. hahaha.. GOD BLESS ME!!
hmmm.. haf been slacking all the while.. feelin' sleepy all the tym.. wads wrong wif me?!! i guess i haf to WAKE UP EARLY AND SLP EARLY from now on.. lols..
ok lor.. got to go already.. BuaisSsSss!!
Good luck to all taking Practical tml!! i bless u! hahaha..
=-=-=-=-=-Miyuki hirosue-=-=-=-=-=
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1:06 AM
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
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2:06 AM
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
HeY hEy heY!!!
HeEHee!! So LonG didNt bLog! Haha!!
Omg.. O levels are so near to me.. its like.. onli a few more weeks~!! well.. practical jus next week.. lols!! Cant wait for practical.. hahaha!!
Oh well.. now we're doing our preparations.. practice and practice.. haha.. maths.. chem.. physics.. humans.. all in my head.. so irritatin! haha.. well.. thought i haf to study hard and try to get everything into my head.. i still got the fun outa' it.. hahaha..
Just now.. The PHR went to Farah's house to study.. hahhaa.. at the same tym.. we watched TV.. haha.. and den.. i even watch The Lizzie Mcguire Movie... hahhaa.. while we're watching.. we're doing maths.. lols!
mMm.. i cant cant cant wait for my grad nyt.. haha tho... its held in skool.. tho its not that grand or that great.. but i guess the value of the class spirit and frenship cover up everything.. haha.. it will be so memorable.. hahha.. on the other hand.. everyone will make that nyt a realli best and goot nyt.. by dressing realli realli nicely and pretty and handsome and.. gorgous!! hahaha.. i cant wait for that day to come..!! hahaha...
Well.. the PHR already planned wad to do immediatly after O lvls.. hahaha.. we are going shopping!! shopping for clothes.. accessaries.. shoes.. bags.. shop for wadever we need for the nite.. hahhaa.. we even plan to go out for hari raya.. wee~ this is so fun!! hehee.. i cant wait!!
SEe. this release my stress.. lolS!! but before the nite and shopping.. o lvl come first.. so.. O LVL COME QUICK AND GO FAST!! I WANNA GO SHOPPING!! Haha...
Eniwae.. tml after skool.. gonna buy contact lens.. wee~ so happy.. hahaha..
and yar.. tml gonna go out wif my primary skool mates... so long never see them already... kinda miss them.. haha.. some finish their N levels.. wad about mi? struggling o lvl.. hahaha!! well.. one day off wun kill mi mar.. hahaa.. next day make up the "loss of tym lor" hahaha..
Well.. gonna slp already.. hahhaa..
Nitey nite everybody!! heheee... Muacks!!
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1:49 AM
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Thursday, September 30, 2004
mMm.. Long nvnvnv blog! prelims over.. haha.. so happy..
hmm.. i got back my results.. wasnt that great.. lols.. deprove in my E maths.. but improve in my A maths.. wee~ i passed my A maths! hehee.. i failed chemistry.. lols.. i knew it.. cos i haf no idea wad i was doing.. hehee.. as for english.. that was a risky one.. hee.. almost fail!! phew~
mM.. on 28 sEp.. the pink honey royalties went out after physics paper.. hehe.. it was moon cake festival and we wanna celebrate together..!! we bought the mooncakes at swensens... OMG.. its delicious!! hahaha.. and den.. fala and mi went to put the mooncake at her house.. and den we meet ain and ari.. and we went to bugis (as usual) and haf our Lil' photo taking sessions... hehee.. we had alot of fun.. and took great photos!! haha.. after walking ard in bugis village.. we went to fala's hse and watched mean girls... that is so fetch!! hahaha.. coolness! =)
After that.. we went out and play wif candles.. lanterns.. and of cos.. photo taking!! hahaha.. we were like.. so crazy playing wif fire.. muahaha.. oh ya.. the mooncakes are realli realli nice!! haha.. we kept taking photos wif fala's digi cam.. haha.. she counted.. we haf taken 80++ photos.. lols!! wad a memory.. coolness!!
After that.. mi, ain and sri went to take a cab home.. hahaha.. and poor fala had to walk home herself.. haha.. we were worried for her.. and she was scared herself.. lols.. but.. fortunately everyone arrived home safetly.. hehee..
HAha.. in the cab.. xiang called.. and den.. i realised he was under my block.. lols!! so sweet of him.. hehee.. lub u dardar!! hehee.. =>
mM.. before going to bugis.. at fala's hse... i actualli got a terrible.. unbearable.. stomach cramps.. mm.. according to Sri's logic..
stomach cramp + stomachache + gestric pain.. = many many tummy ache..
HAha.. i was lying on fala's bed in pain.. sweating all over.. cold sweat somemore.. lols.. it was defintely a scary experience.. and while walking to the mrt station.. i actually almost black-out.. i couldnt see.. my vision was a pitch black sight.. i had to sit down.. and luckily fala's was wif mi.. Gees.. that was so sweet of her.. without her.. i think.. i'm in the hospital? lols.. after that.. when sri and ain came down and see mi.. mm.. they went to help mi buy panadol.. and they wants mi to eat.. so i eat lor.. and i ate the panadol.. mm.. soon the pain was over.. hahaha.. and den.. i can go out!!! haha.. luckily i didnt went home.. wow.. if not i'll miss out all the fun.. heehehee...
Well.. these are some photos we took.. hehehe.. oh ya.. on that day.. mi , ain and sri wore black top.. lols.. and fala wore pink.. she was our "mother" of the day.. lols...
MM.. our first close up.. haha.. pretty yea? sri is full of love..
Mean Girls~ Lols.. bad woman? vampire? ghost? catwoman?
Pink Honey Royalties!! Wee~ Black version? lols!!
mMm.. Lastest slping position.. hahaha.. coolness!
Pink Fusion.. Sweetness!
Our Cover page! lols...
Cloud Angel divine... hehe.. i'm the divine mummy~ lols... Behind are all my Lil' angels.. lols!!
Okie.. this one.. mM.. Theres a story to it.. listen!!
One day.. The PHR went to a restaurant, Fara saw her old fren and she was trying hard to recall her name.. While she was thinkin ver hard.. Sri was veri hungry.. but dunno wad to eat.. so ain came to help.. by choosing the food for her.. and as for joan.. as usual.. she has no idea on wad they are doing.. Totally..!!
Haha.. thats all for that day's foto.. hehee..
Take Care All..
Hope everyone archieve good grades for prelims.. if not.. nvm!! dun be sad.. dun give up! u still haf 5 weeks!! work harder!! =)
Congradulations to all those who had done well.. especially farah.. hehee.. u go girl!! JC is coming ur way.. lols!!
Muacks Muacks!! Love ya!! >_<
Love..
M i y u k i H i r o s u e
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6:47 PM
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Monday, September 27, 2004
OMG.. i'm having a terrible headache ryt now.. yes now!! agghhh... i duno wads wrong.. hahaa..
Todae.. i mean.. jus now.. i clear the mess on my table.. lols.. and now its clean and green.. er.. green? i fink its more like brown den green.. hehee.. cos my table is brown! lols! -_-"
tomoro ish my physics paper.. and until now i still dun understand the later topics on mechanism.. lols.. this proves that i cannot be an engineer.. ahha.. careless + dunno mechanism = building collapse... hahaa..
This morning.. Lengkai say go watch movie.. so i go lor.. haha.. den i woke up late.. cos i haf headache ma.. den when i wanted to leave my house.. he called and tell mi that they're going to orchard.. arrr... so i'm not going lor.. so far.. and i haf paper tml.. arr.. no way i'm going there man.. haha.. sorrie guys.. cant go.. next time lar.. hahhaa..
eek.. now completely haf no mood to study physics.. my head.. feel like.. i dunno wad.. pain~!!!!
wads wrong.. haha.. how i wish my head will tell mi wads wrong... crazy... okie lar.. gonna study at least abit of the physics already.. i hope i get the concepts rite.. bless mi..!!
*Haf been sneezing since jus now.. my room is full of dust!! hahaha.. *
Take care all.. byeess..
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2:16 PM
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Heya!! I also feel so great when i blog.. mm.. blogging seems to my.. everydae need.. lols!!
okok.. stop that rubbish.. erm.. wad did i do todae? oh ya.. er.. this morning.. i woke up at about 6.0.. okie.. thats late.. i hafa' reach skool like.. 7.18? hahaha.. i meet up wif ain at da usual place.. hehee.. and den meet up wif sri.. den go skooll.... we reach skool ON TIME! hehee..
first we haf chem paper.. and den ss paper.. omg.. i haf not enuff time for my ss.. i dunno how to ans the last question! hahaha.. okok.. cos i onli left wif 10 mins for the last questins.. lols..
mm.. after that.. the pink honey royalties went to makan.. we went to S11 and eat.. er.. indian rojak? it was delicious! marvellous i can say.. it has been so long since i last touch it..haha.. after that.. we walk walk walk lorr..
OMG!! todae i saw.. i saw a tube dress in this fashion!! i wanna buy! its like.. onli $25.00.. haha.. i dun care.. i wanna buy.. haha.. i dunno why i love tube dress so much.. and i didnt even wore one tube out b4.. haha!! lets see when i will wear it.. lols!
Hmm.. fala came up to my house.. and den we were luffing and looking at photos.. haha. so fun.. she wanted to do maths but end up infront of my com.. and mi? i did 2 maths questions and i fell aslp.. i slept for.. 5 mins or so.. and wake up.. den we watched Lizzie MuGuire.. hahaha.. and den.. we went to meet ain and sri and we went to skool for nite study..
arrr.. todae wasnt that productive lar.. cos we wasnt in the mood of studying.. haaha.. we did a few questions and became restless.. ad started walking ard the skool... mmm.. we wanted to explore the skool lar.. but i scared.. hahhaa.. and den.. sri and ain was like.. learning on how to raise the falg.. hehee.. cos we 're at the concourse.. lols.. okok.. after that.. we walk here and there.. and den finally go home.. hahaha..
mmm.. i just watched "13 going on 30".. hahaha.. it is so nice!! ok.. i mean.. er.. the story line is nice.. haha.. it tells ppl to be themselves.. not cool.. haha.. thats wad i got.. hahaha.. i love the ending.. so sweet~ hehee!! i was surprise to see the so-kinda "cool" guy in 13 has turned into a "yuck" guy in 30.. hahaha!!! anyway.. matty is sweet.. isnt he? hehee..
mmm... haha.. i think i gonna get some rest.. tml is maths!! omg.. no careless mistakes plsplspls? hahaha..
p/s: Dar! u cut hair.. tot u sae u wan botak?? hahaha.. cutey!!
L O V E A L L O F Y O U ! !
S W E E T D R E A M S ! !
N I T E Y N I T E!!
// *M i y u k i H i r o s u e* \ Pink Honey Royalties
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1:46 AM
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Monday, September 20, 2004
mMm.. haha.. todae.. the papers were okie leh.. but i jus dunno how to do.. not i dunno lar.. er.. i dunno how to sae lar.. wrong concepts.. arRr!!! den wrong lor.. physics.. aiyo.. i forgetful lor.. and den the A maths.. i can do 90% of questions.. but once again.. i think i careless lar..
eee....KK!!! hate it man.. hahaha..
After paper.. Farah went to my house.. we ate chicken rice and drank bubble tea.. and den! she told mi about her past time.. lols.. so funny!! okok.. the story goes like that.. "when she was young.. she used to bath wif her cousin.. and den.. one day.. in the bath tub.. she saw a shit floating.. haha.. den she realised is her younger cousin who 'shitted' in the bath tub.. and the shit looks greenish in colour.." lols.. after hearing her story.. i couldnt stop laughing.. hahaha..
ok.. and den.. ain.. sri.. farah and mi.. in short the pink honey royalties.. went to McDonald's at the CC near my house.. we studied there lo.. each of us do a small topic and den photocopy the notes.. lols.. we haf to muchh fun! haha.. and den.. we ate the "seafood" meal lor.. OMG!! the prawns are so tiny!! and the looks so BIG.. hahaha.. bluff my money.. so exprensive for 6 pathetic prawns.. hahahhaa.. and den.. theres McDippers and Filet-O-fish.. ahha.. 4 of us share everything lor.. haha.. not bad lar.. we are veri full after that.. mm.. even til now.. i'm still full .. haha..
Omg.. i think i'm getting FATTER.. fat lor!! nv exercise.. and kept eating outside food... outside food = unhealthy.. fast food = FAT!! worse.... hahahaha...
You know.. i haf this.. so-call fren whom i know 3 years back.. i wasnt realli close to him lar.. cos he dun usually talk to mi lor.. and now.. i realised.. he gave ppl a kinda impression.. . not very good lar.. veri bad impression.. he actually shouted at ppl.. and he is so impolite... eewkk.. dislike this kinda ppl.. haha.. as i've said.. luckily i'm not close to him.. if not i'll be hurt.. haha..
theres this small little cat under my block.. okie lar.. not TINY lar.. er the size of GARFIELD.. hahahaha.. its so cute! veri veri kewl!! haha.. i was looking for it when i reached my block.. and den it was standing there staring at dunno wad.. haha.. den i played wif the cat.. and den cat somehow rub itself onto mi.. hahhaa.. so kewl!! lols... i take is its mine.. lols..its too kewl lar.. haha..
haix.. i haven finish studying CHEMISTRY and SOCIAL STUDIES!!! eeeewwkkkk..... two big big subjects.. haf to study until siao leh... hahhaa.. okie lar.. jus reach home from skool nite study.. now haf to go bath liao.. hahaha..
T A K E C A R E E V E R Y O N E ! !
A L L T H E B E S T F O R Y O U R E X A M S ! !
p/s: M I S S Y O U ! ! if u haf any problems.. jus come to mi!! wad is mei for? lols!!
// * M i y u k i H i r o s u e *
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10:07 PM
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I wonder.. am i borned this way.. like.. so the super idiotic blur.. hai.. why lidat.. i cant stand u know.. u see.. blur = careless = calculate wrongly = exam fail... hahaha.. wad a "analysis"..
ok lar.. prelim is halfway.. i think.. izzit halfway? lols.. omg.. i complete flank my chem paper 1.. dun even understand wad they saying.. lols.. and den.. for geog paper.. i was happily doing it.. and den after i haf handed up the paper.. i realised that i didnt do one question.. which is like.. 10 marks!! i didnt even realise the presence of the question.. stupid leh... shit man.. i feel like killing myself.. hai.. is there anyone out there is more blur den me? F man.. i m so the veri fed up.. cos i wan to pass my geog!! eeek!
tml is my physics paper 1 and A maths paper 1.. i nv pass my A maths paper wif good grades b4.. i hope i can score for tml's paper.. cos i somehow understand the concept better.. all thaanks to Mrs Bajaj.. my fav maths teacher, to Su Qing.. my tuitor.. and Xiang!! my dardar.. hahaha.. all of them helped mi alot leh.. veri patient towards mi.. cool.. great to haf them in my life.. hehhee..
Mm.. just a little tot.. sometimes.. i realli feel love hurts.. tts y i always say love hurts.. lols.. weird hor? cos i'm in love now and i'm saying such things.. lols.. okok.. cange topic..
wad about.. trust? well.. now.. i dun trust anyone outside already.. i onli trust my family.. erm.. okok.. to be specific.. i onli trust my mum and elder sister in the whole universal.. onli both of them.. ok.. some ppl will be wondering y rite? mm.. becos.. i use to trust ppl.. and fall into their trick easily.. maybe u can sae i'm.. naive? is that how u describe? i'm not sure la.. vocab not strong also.. haha.. dunno leh.. hai.. this kinda things..
This thing.. happened to mi TWICE by the SAME PERSON.. surprisingly is a girl lor.. haha.. trying befren wif mi.. and den backstab mi.. lols.. let mi ask everyone out there.. is this kinda person worth to even be a fren? i tot she had changed.. but didnt.. gave her chance.. she back stab again.. omg.. in chinese.. we say " a leopard will never change its spots".. now i know y.. haha.. erm.. if u know hu u are.. and reading this blog.. i'm here to tell u..
" Its useless to say sorry when u dun feel anything at all.. its useless to act patientic.. its useless to talk to mi when i dun feel that theres anything to talk wif u.. u completely hurt mi.. changed my view of u.. as well as how others look at u.. i dun care how much u hated mi.. i dun care wadever u do behind mi.. i just wan to tell u.. its useless.. sometimes i realli wonder.. why must u do all those things.. do u realli feel happy about it? or should i ask.. u feel happy when u hate mi? well.. as for mi.. i find it painful to hate someone.. and i dun its necessary.. well.. thats mi lar.. i dunno about u.. but if u feel happy about it.. u can comtinue doing it. i dun mind.. cos u're not mi.. well.. i'm here.. just to sae how i feel lar.. u can ignore it.. and..
I'm just wondering.. why are u reading this if u hate mi? lols.. okok.. i'm talking to ghost ryt now.. lols.. well.. no matter wad.. i still wish u all the best and good luck in ur exams.. take care...
oh ya.. forgot to thank u.. thank you for letting mi realise that i cannot trust anyone that easily.. mm.. ya.. and thank you for "telling" mi that people make frens wif mi for a reason.. haha.. ok.. thanks alot yea.. i think thats all i can thank you.. "
Hmm.. i hope she will read it.. its meant for her anyway..
Aiyah.. now 1.30 AM liao.. i better go slp ler.. nitey..
HAha.. my taggy veri blank leh.. TAG LEH!! i'm so bored... lols~
Take care everyone..
Good luck for ur exams!!
Alll theeee bEeeEeEESTT!!
>_<"
Love u dar dar!! hehee.. *muAcKx*
//* M i y u k i H i r o s u e *
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1:50 AM
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Thursday, September 16, 2004
Ahh!! PreLims Period Leh!! So sian.. so scary.. so terrible.. so.. boring ~_~" ahahaha.. okok.. hmmm.. i haf like.. finish my physics and chemistry practical.. haha.. it is so-the-veri-supper screwed up~ HAha~ i "commited" so many crimes inside.. i think mr zaki and ngio gonna kill mi.. hahhaha...
hmmm.. tomolo.. i haf my the erm.. o h ya.. E maths paper one.. haha.. paper one lor.. i scared my careless mistake pull mi down until i fail again.. lols~ kill mi if that happens okie.. anyone.. i give u permission to kill mi.. hehee..
jus now.. mi and ain went for the nite class.. lols.. we did victoria school paper.. the questions.. hmm.. veri.. tricky? oh ya.. and we discovered some of the "facts" about maths... hahaha.. learnt new stuffs todae.. hehe.. not bad eh~
hai.. now already so late.. mi still cant slp.. cos i slept in the afternoon! hahhaa.. but i'll go and try to slp now.. if not.. tomolo i will fall aslp in the paper.. which is worst!! hehee.. okie lar.. so long everyone..
G o o d L u c k T o E v e r y o n e W h o A r e T a k i n g E x a m s!! >_<"
To U..
Thx for teacching mi maths~ lols!! okok.. thx for staying until so late lar.. haha.. i know u veri tired.. =P hehee.. thx ar.. thx.. haha.. okie lar.. tts all.. hahaa... nitey.. tml wake mi up rite? hmmm.. ya.. okok.. i go slp now.. (i feel like i'm talking to myself) haha.. bye.. a d o r e y o u~ ^_<
To U..
I know wads going on.. i know u've suffered.. hey.. dun worry.. i've decide to follow on wadever u decide.. okie? dun worry.. i will try to not to hate him.. i will try.. but its a matter of time.. i nid time to settle down too.. =) love you always.. always...
I'll be there for u no matter wad..
To U..
She's veri kind.. she's veri brave.. courageous is the word to describe her.. she loves u whole-heartedly.. cant u see? can u just stop doing things that will hurt her? u make mi hate u u know.. please dun do it again.. pls??
To U..
i'm happy that u stayed.. hahhaa.. enjoy ur DAYS... take care.. >_<"
Piggy always.. lols~
my piggy still haf ur smell!! ~_~"
*Please promise that U will be happy.. please promise that U will change.. please promise that U will not forget mi...*
T a k e C a r e E v e r y o n e!!
//* M i y u i k i H i r o s u e *\
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1:04 AM
``hopee tiss go on 4everr -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
Monday, September 13, 2004
Hai.. Todae.. i haf alot of thoughts... Suddenly haf alot of say..
To U..
I'm veri sad to see u lik that.. Being sad inside.. and happy outside.. i know u suffered.. everyone did too.. its like the feelin' of being cheated.. being bluff.. being played.. being.. wadever.. its like all of us felt that too.. but we haf to face it.. its reality.. its cruel.. we haf to be brave enuff to face the truth.. we haf to be independent enuff to live up to our lives.. nothing will obstrust our way.. we haf wonderful future ahead.. I love u.. no matter wad.. u're the greatest.. u're my pillar of life.. there is no love that is compatable to urs.. i know its impossible not to be sad.. but.. if u're sad.. u can tell mi.. and i'll be there for u.. u know i will.. i will work hard.. for u and for mi.. we will haf a wonderful future ahead.. i love u..
To U..
I'm veri disapppointed.. to think i always look up to u.. but everything is a play.. an act.. wad the FUCK is this? u cheated us.. our feelings.. and now.. i cant shout to the world that wad haf u done.. YOU HAF CREATE CHAOS IN OUR LIVES... you had hurt us all.. u are not worth EVEN ABIT OF MY RESPECT.. I see u dulging with troubles.. i see u keeping quiet.. i see u being alone.. i see u doing every single thing.. i feel pain.. i feel sad.. i was hurt.. but.. thinking about wad u did.. i felt disgusted.. TOTALLY.. u.. i'm speechless....
To U..
After telling mi how u felt.. i'm happy that u are truthful to me.. thx.. but i cant hide.. everytime i feel so happy.. to hear from u.. to see u.. i know.. i cant.. i know.. i am not supposed to.. but.. hai.. how can i not?! hai.. nvm.. nth to sae now.. i wish u happiness..
*if anyone come across this entry.. pls dun ask mi who.. before i kill u.. bye..*
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1:01 AM
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
Wee~ Finally mi complete my blog ler.. hahaa.. so long nv blog ler.. so tired.. so sian.. so bored.. so slpy.. so stress.. lols!!
Haii... nowadays.. i cant realli do wad i wanna do except study.. study and study.. mi haf so many work to do.. hai.. and at the rate i'm doing.. i think i wun finish.. hai.. careless and careless.. and the worst thing is.. i cant study at home.. look wad m i doing now.. haha.. blogging.. and den chatting.. i cant study!! =(
todae didnt go out.. staying at home.. hai.. but i feel like going out.. coping myself at home.. is like.. torturing myself.. wif the computer and tv switched on.. hahaha.. now having headache.. veri pain lor!! hai... feel like fainting already.. it has been days.. still painful.. i wonder y.. i slp longer.. i did eat.. but still pain.. haha.. i guess.. i dun haf to feed myself wif food anymore..hehee.. since it doesnt help to cure my headache.. =P
Getting fatter and fatter each day.. haiiii... eat eat eat slp slp slp... den no more training.. means no exercise.. no PE lesson somemore.. all i can do is to walk as much as i can.. hahaha.. can even run.. wait veri tired den no strength to study.. RUBBISH!!!
I tot i haf no problems.. and thats wad everyone tot so... but.. thats wad u see... hai.. veri sian.. i now.. haf to study and study.. cant study at home so i went out and study.. everyday.. i get change and went out study.. and study as much as i can.. i'll catch the last train and get home before 12.. its kinda late........ as days passed.. i dunno wad happened at home.. every single thing i also dunno.. even its like.. a BIG thing that happened.. i onli know abit... haii.. why are such things happening?!! 'm sick and tired of it.. veri tired.. sometimes.. i feel like giving up.. on everything i haf now..
Always thought that i'm the most fortunate girl.. wif a perfect family.. a perfect home.. many wonderful frens.. receiving loads of love and care from everyone.. but.. its onli until now.. i realised good things doesnt last... and.. its onli the surface..
hiding from the truth.. digging holes to hide.. doing many things to avoid.. like.. do blogs.. i feel free.. i haf no stress.. no one to bother mi.. hai.. i hate all these.. PLEASE GO AWAY!!!
I nid to be alone.. all alone..
"Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough"
I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much.
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Now I could never change you,
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby you don't have to take the fall .
Yes I may have hurt you,
But I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder,
It makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth.
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
And there's no way home.
When it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say,
Do you feel me beside you in your bed,
There beside you where I used to lay.
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much .
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
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2:44 PM
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Thursday, September 09, 2004
Hello my dear bloggy~
*sigh* veri bx these days.. holiday and i didnt get to rest.. homework and homework... especially physics and maths.. can die ar!! now all i could see is numbers.. poor mi..
yesterdae.... which is.. on 7 sept.. i had to go to sch for physics.. omg.. ngio gave 6 sets of exams papers.. and exoect to finish by monday.. *cry* and den.. i still left wif alot of maths questions.. hai.. i'm a slow learner.. i do maths veri slow one!! hhahaaha. turtle..
and den... hmmm.. some secret i haf wif the babes.. hahaha.. we promised not to sae.. lols!! wee~ spf idols rockx..
hmm.. after that.. mi went to orchard and find farah.. sri and ain.. and den.. ain's sis and cus is there.. hehee... we took photo.. and den.. they went to watch a cinderella story lor.. and mi? i went to walk ard orchard ALONE.. cos i was waiting for adda's reply.. on where to meet them.. its her bdae.. and i "suppose" to celebrate wif her.. den they sae they playing pool at tamp.. and den.. watching movie at bugis.. so i decide to meet them at bugis after they finish playing pool.. and den.. i walk walk walk at orchard lor..walk until i become hungry and tired and slpy and bored and wadever.. den i went to the mrt station and going to bugis already.. adda called mi and sae wanna watch at tamp.. damm.. so i went back to tamp lo.. my eyes got so irritated.. i also dunno why.. den tears came down.. lols! onli a few drops lar.. hehee.. and den.. reach tamp lor.. den we watch "the face".. omg.. pls dun watch that movie.. it suck..i felllll aslp.. stupid show.. haha.. and den hor.. after that movie.. all of us.. u know.. went into another theatre and watched movie.. lols.. mi and adda were so scared.. lols.. and den i guessed the show is garfield.. and den.. it realli is! hahaha.. i enjoyed that show.. its great! lols..and den.. mi went home.. haha.. and i watch honey... lols! and den.. mi study geog lor.. and den.. i feelllllll aslp!!
omg.. i didnt set my alarm clock.. and nobody wake mi up.. i didnt go for mock exam todae! =( so sad.. hai... i guess i'm trouble.. lols.. hmmm.. and todae.. mi haf tuition lor.. and den.. i went to airport wif lk.. study study.. wx,ct,iz,xh,kw and cl were there too.. but they left earlier.. hahaa..
and den.. here i m! blogging away.. hai.. i'm tired now.. byee..
Love..
miyuki..
"If love is painful.. why love?"
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1:57 AM
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
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1:23 AM
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mMm.. today skool is so boring.. hai.. cant haf fun in skool already.. hahaha!! mm.. nth much to sae.. but!! onli for our physics lesson!! for the whole 2 periods, mg ngio kept scolding us, and blaming us.. and said that we made proof to go against him.. and ppl back-stabbing him.. wadever wadever.. omg.. and he said we dunno the feeling of being back-stab.. and den! he wished us good luck for bad thing ahead to fall upon us.. den he said we are all stupid.. damm..
dun ever said ppl are stupid u fool.. reflect urself in da mirror before saying others!! U wun know how many ppl u've hurt by ur words!! there are realli sensitive ppl out there okie! idiotic.. i hate those ppl hu blame on others, and scold others without any sense of logic.. u scold us.. it makes u a two-faced ass well.. think before u act.. u aroused many reaction and that is not a veri good sign.. arr.. talking about back stabbing makes mi boil.. nvm..
After skool.. we had reharsal for spf idols.. haha.. we danced again.. so fun~ after the whole thing.. we practiced again.. haha.. this is so fun!! after that! farah went to my house and choose bag.. hahaha.. and den!! we went to elisabeth's house.. it is situated at orchard!! it took 1 hr ++ journey.. hahaha.. i went there and helped to pack the cookies.. hahaa.. so fun~ after that.. went home wif farah lor.. and den.. here i am.. blogging.. hahaha
tml is teachers' day.. as well as my spf idols.. my class dun haf the intension to win.. we just wanna sing and dance for the teachers.. to show our appreciations and gratitudes.. heehee.. ok.. i'm tired.. nitey everyone! muacks!!
Love..
Miyuki
i know its hard on u.. its hard on me too.. i'll get use to it.. i'm oready getting use to it.. dun mind mi.. carry on ur life.. gos bless..
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11:57 PM
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Todey.. mi woke up at.. 8am! suppose to help my mummy.. but i cant get up.. hahaha.. lousy.. my mum, dad, and ister had a hard time waking mi up.. but i didnt wake up.. too bad.. hahaa.. i'm such a piggy.. ZZZZzzz...
mMm.. i woke up at 8! yesterday i fell asleep in my mum's room.. hahaha.. lpt early.. wake up early also.. not bad piggy.. hahaa.. i made for myself a cup of campbell soup.. mmm~ yummy! its delicious! erm.. its in powder form.. so i just nid to add water and stir!! haha.. its so convenient to drink soup.. haha~ after that! i went to do my homework.. A maths! Binimial Theorem.. hahaa! so guai~ =P
And den.. i waited for my tutor to come at ard 11.. i finish my tuition at about 1.20pm.. and den i rushed to eat and den went out. mi went to Lisa's house.. we're having dance practice at her hse.. haha~ we haf alot of fun there.. most of the "springfield idol" were there.. nigel,changtat,bryan,jiunn huar,mark,sheryl,lisa(of cos!),charity,cheryl,ain,sri and mi! haha.. and den.. farah joined us! wee~ haha.. we dance and dance~ and den!!!!!! lisa's mum suggested to record down.. so.. we film ourselves.. and den see how "bad" we performed.. hahahhahahha.. the film was so funny.. we kept playing.. and den dance.. nigel was the "main actor" in the show.. hahaha.. we had alot of fun.. we even danced the "bagara" dance.. hahaha.. seriously.. we enjoyed ourselves.. heex..
After we left her house, farah,sri,ain and mi went to bugis.. we took photos.. and it turn out to be VERI NICE!! look below!! our pics!!
I like this the best! haha.. notice my eyes.. they looked big!! O_O.. hahahaha!!!
mmm.. Farah gota' new hatty and a jap fan.. hees.. and sri is our hawaii gurl~ pwety yea~
oh~ the butter-fry gurls.. hahaha.. we look so elegent.. wee~
Woo! Royal Family! Ain is the king, Sri is the Queen.. and... Farah and mi are the princesses~~~ hehee!!! *i'm the cooler one.. haha!! Farah is the notti one! =P *
haha! we even tot of making the 4f babes into a posters.. hahaha..
hees.. and den.. we went to City plaza, Arnalds and had spring chickens.. hahhaa.. it was so fun.. and all of us were so full up.. hehee.. farah finished up the coleslow~hees..
den!!!!! mi, ain and sri took cab home.. and farah took mrt home.. haha.. we were toking about shampoo and hair in the cab.. haha.. we haf so much fun.. wow.. its so memorable.. haha..
We onli left wif like.. a week more together.. the rest of the days are occupied by exams and exams.. and we will not meet unless taking papers.. OMG.. tym flies sooo fast.. we onli met last year.. and get along well this year.. and den onli spent so little time together.. omg.. hahaha.. but at least.. this little memories will stay forever.. rite gurls!!
hee...
hee.. i'm tired... already!! hahaa.. got ta go~ take care!! muackx!!
I love you.. everyone!! >_<"
(^@^) piggy bless you.. hehee!!
Love...
Miyuki
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10:41 PM
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
eeeee!!!! i hate it when i'm sick!! yewwwk!! todey.. or i mean now.. i keep coffing.. it seems like i onli coff at nyt.. lols!!
todae went to skool.. had a maths paper 2.. haha.. the paper i comform fail.. cos i left blanks and anyhow do.. hahaha.. 6 qns comfirm wrong.. the rest.. dunno lar.. haha..
i went to skool early in the morning for dance practise.. haha.. we dance and dance.. made a few changes.. hahaa.. for springfield idols.. hai.. i dance more like an idiot.. lols!! =P
after maths paper.. mi. ain, fara and isa went to makan.. all eat chicken rice.. hahaha.. after that.. we went back skool for social studies.. so boring.. haha.. did source based qns.. we went to I & I room... inside so cold!!! mi and fara were frozen.. lols!
mmm.. tml i haf tight schdule!! haf to wake up a 6.. help mummy.. and den.. rush home for tuition at 11.. and den nid to meet my frens 2 pm at kembagan.. we're going to lisa's hse for dance practise.. haha..
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11:11 PM
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
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6:40 PM
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
I'm leading my same old life.. haha.. the same old mi.. the same old attitude towards life.. wads life? haha.. anyway.. haf been studying until sleep now adays.. *Yawns* i get tired so easily.. hahaha!!
MMMmmmM!! wad did i do yesterdae! okie! yesterdae! many of my classmates stayed back and practise for the springfield idol.. as we haf audition todae!! we discussed about the dance steps and practise over and over again... hahaha.. we haf fun! bcos the dance is so fun! we actually play while dancing! hahaha.. we dance til 6++ den we left.. everyone was tired, yet hafing the wide grin on their face..
todey! in the morning! we had the "bagarah~" dance again! hahahaha.. so funny.. todae all of us were so hyper... we dance and dance.. the dance actually warm us up.. and while we're dancing, we tot of the springfield idol audition in the evening.. haha... so fun..
after skool.. we dashed to the toilet and get changed.. we wore our class tee and performed.. for many of us.. we think that we did great.. hahha.. cos we had put in our best.. hahaha.. although many ppl gave us comments like "funny" "lively" "great" .. we were quite worried.. haha.. we hope to be in for the finals.. mmm... BUT! if we're not in the finals.. we wun be sad.. cos we already put in our best! hehee.. efforts counts.. and anyway.. if we're not in.. that doesnt mean that we're not good.. its just that... the rest of the group did better.. hehee.. i like 4H performance the best!! wow!! great great!! hehehee.. 5 stars! 100% grading from mi! u guys did great! no worries to get into finals.. cos u all are already in.. hehee!! i'm not surprise if u all get the first.. hehee.. go0d luck yea!! >_<
heeHee.. todey! mi at home.. lazing again.. hahaha.. staring at my com screen.. oh~ haha.. and den i sing and sing.. hahaha.. i sang "only hope" and i record it down.. hahahaha!! so fun..
lok.. get back to study now.. bye..
Love
Miyuki
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8:20 PM
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hMm!! On Sunday~which is yesterdae.. i went to Sungai Rengit. It is situated in Pengerang, in Johor, In malaysia! hahaha.. Mi went dere wif jie and jav korkor, jav's mama.. and den jeff korkor fetch us at the ferry terminal.. haha.. he drove us to his grandma hse.. and den we went to his cousin's house.. and den to jeff korkor's hse.. and den went to eat in Jade garden seafood corner.. mMm.. the food is delicious and the seafood is veri fresh.. haha.. butten.. too bad i cant eat much of the seafood.. allergy ma.. hai.. so sian hor? the food is nice but cannot eat and it is infront of u... drooling lor!! hahaha.. but i'm used to it already.. haha.. after that.. mi went back to his cousin house to get a hair cut.. hehee.. it cost onli Rm5.. i trim onli lar.. haha.. his cousin hse hor.. inside haf a puppy leh!! cute cute cute!!! super duper adorable!! >_< it is white in colour, and the fur is curly curly one.. hahaha!! mi and jiejie hug hug hug and carry the dog ard lor.. hahaha.. they bought it for onli RM 300.. so cheap!! it cost $1200 in singapore... oh god.. hahaha...
After my hair cut.. we went to the Desaru beach.... wee~ i love to go to the beach.. hehee.. the beach is so beautiful.. the beach is clean.. the sand is soft..and hot! haha.. the waves are strong.. and it cleans the shore......................... its so cool there.. the best beach that i've went to.. haha.. really.. the feelings are great.. i feel so relax there.. hehee.. shouting and shouting.. buutttteennn.. didnt shout that loud lar.. if not ppl sae mi siao. hahaha.. mi and jiejie were playing and playing.. hahaha.. and den.. play wif jav and jeff korkor.. it was so fun.. we had so much fun.. we got so wet.. hahaha.. and salty!! =S i can taste the salt on my face.. hehee!!
After that.. we went back to jav's grandma hse... hehee! this time! jeff korkor's youngest brother is there.. i was hoping to see him! he is so cute!! cute!!!! realli cute!! hehee!! i played wif him.. and he is always luffing.. luffing over small matters.. hehee...!! this shows how innocent children are.. hehee.. how i wish i'm still a child.. so relac.. no stress... hehee!!
After a while.. sad to say but we haf to leave.. jeff korkor drove us to the ferry terminal.. and den we bid good-bye.. hehee.. the ferry was suppose to depart at 7pm.. but we waited til 7.40pm den it depart.. i was too tired.. so i slept in te ferry til it reaches singapore... hehehe.. it took less den 1 hr to reach lorr.. by the time we check out.. its already 9pm.. we took cab and den went home lorr.. hehee..
Sg Rengit.. actually.. i've been there once.. haha.. it was 2 years ago.. i went dere wif my jie and auntie.. hahaha.. so coincidence..!! i dunno at first.. but we drove past a temple, which looks familar to jie and mi.. so.. we recalled... hahaha!!! that was my first oversea trip leh!! heheee.. and so.. now den i know.. that place i first went is sg rengit.. lols!!!!
okok.. enuff of yesterdae.. todae.. didnt do much lor.. study and study.. and i did alot of maths.. as usual.. and den! after i reached home.. i slp til 10pm den i woke up! i was so tired!! hahaha.. and now.. i wan to go and slp again.. hehehehee..
stress lorr... prelims coming.. headache ar!! hahaha.. ok lar.. all the best! >_<
Love..
Miyuki
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1:54 AM
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
nowadays. i feel so tired.. and slp.. taking aftrnoon naps everydae.. ahha.. and slp late at nite... whats wrong wif mi!! haha... mental problem.. siao ler!! =)
hMmMmmMMmmmM... dunno wad to write.. broing deys.. thats wad i can sae.. hehehe.. er... i just update my blog.. my fav song.. accidentally in love.. its a song in shrek 2.. hahaha.. hmmm.. and a few puffs here and dere.. haha.. just to make my blog look more lively.. for mi and for ppl who come in.. lols! obviuosly is for myself.. =P boring ma..
hai.. i haf so much homework waiting for mi to do.. arrr!!!!!! i can die from doing too much werk!! hahaha...
Yawns... tired ler.. maybe taking a nap.. maybe doing werk.. maybe.. haha.. wadever! hahaa..
Love...
Miyuki
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6:14 PM
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Hmm.. long tym never blog ler.. busy ma.. haha..
Sleeping veri late these few days.. homeworks and homeworks.. haha.. recently i did logarithms.. and now i finally understand the topic!! wee~ hahaha.. feel so happy..
hmmm... just now went to study.. did a few qns on straight line graph... haha.. the qns can be quite easy leh.. haha.. i think i'm enlightened! hahaha.. feeling veri intelluctual rite now.. haha..
aiyah.. continue writing ne tym.. mayb not blogging that often ler.. take care everyone..
Love...
Miyuki..
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12:48 AM
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Todae.. mi went out wif jeff korkor.. haha.. we meet 2 @ small mac and we went to TM.. At there.. i saw mark lee.. sharon ou.. they were doing a show there.. after that.. we walk walk at Tm.. den we went to Orchard. First, we went to far East.. Haha.. At ther.. i saw Vincent Ng, Michelle and another mediacorp actress. I saw so many actress and actor todae!! hahahaha..
Oh ya.. forgotten to introduce jeff.. mmm.. jeff is my kor kor.. we met in KL, he's javier's cousin. He's a humourous guy, and you will not feel bored wif him. The best thing is.. He look like jay chou!! haha.. this is crazy man.. =D
While shopping.. we walked past alot of people (like duh~).. and many ppl(mostly girls) will look at him and den look at me.. and then.. the same old reaction, they will sae to their fren, " eh look! zhou jie lun!!" hahahaha... jay in singapore wor.. lols!! after far east, we went to takashimaya.. On the way there, we went watson, cos i saw my fav doggie.. hahaha.. and den!! jeff korkor took out a pigpig from his bag! that was the pigpig i wanted back in Kl.. haha.. i regretted not buying it.. so he bought it for mi.. wee~ hahaha.. oh ya.. before that, on the way to orchard in the mrt, he gave mi a wallet, a piglet wallet.. i asked him to buy for mi, but he gave it to mi as a gift.. haha..
At takashimaya.. hehee.. i treat him Tori Q.. yummy!! my favourite!! hahaha.. and den.. he bought carrot juice.. wah.. first tym drinking carrot juice.. it was bitter!! veri bitter! hahaa.. he said its go0d for my eyes.. hehee.. after that..we walk around.. and den.. we went over to heeren..
Haha.. At heeren, we went to Crisp and Cream and ate ice cream.. haha.. We ate "berry in love", which is strawberry ice cream wif many berries........ its sweet... and sour!! hahaha.. we also drank apple juice.. the apple juice was so sour and i "curl" up after drinking it.. hahaha.. and den!! we rushed home.. cos we suppose to see the firewoks.. butten.. we missed it.. i heard the sound of the fireworks while walking home.. hahaha..
We ate steamboat at home wif my family.. haha.. javier was there too.. haha.. my family especially my brother seems to get along wif jeff.. hahaha.. my brother was so happy to see him.. i wonder y!!! under now.. i still dunno y he like jeff so much!! hahhaha...
mmm... he stayed at my house until lyk.. 2 am.. den my brother sent javier and jeff home.. hahaha..
todey is a veri tiring yet a fun day out. hehe.. had alot of fun.. and presents as well!! hehee.. jeff is going back to malaysia tml.. aww.. so fast.. hehehe..
Anyway! to jeff korkor! if u were to see this..
mmm.. todey.. da whole didnt see dar dar.. hehee.. miss him leh!! dar!! miss u leh!! hahahhaa.. tml will see u mar.. nvm.. hahahahhaa.. muackx!! love ya!! >_<
*Yawns*
Love..
Miyuki Hirosue...
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9:31 PM
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
Hmm.. Todey i had my physics and chemistry paper.. OMG.. We did Science Physics and Science Chemistry... Physics is okie.. but not chemistry.. Becos wadever i studied last nite didnt came out! haha.. sad.. but nvm lar.. lear from mistakes lor.. butten.. aiyo! sub-science my results already so poor.. i taking pure leh!! die lor.. =(
Wow.. It has been days since i last post.. Heehee.. busy doing my blog.. my work.. and replenish myself.. hehe!!
Okie.. Let mi see what haf i done for the past few days..
August 13, Friday
Look at the date. Friday the 13. Are you superstitious? Todey is a bad day! *Hees* Hmm.. But it was a good dey for me. today is a "no science" day. This means.. no physics and chemistry!! Haha.. But it was a Maths day.. My head will burst! hehe.. After skool.. mi haf A maths.. after that.. i went home.. and make my bloggy.. den study.. haha.. Farah came to my hse after her tuition and den we went to british council together with wei xiang.. haha.. After that i went to kfc and study.. cos tomolo haf physics and chemistry common test! haha.. but.. i cant concerntrate.. so i went home lor.. hehee..
August 12 , Thursday
Everyone was sharing their feelings and I can see people praying everywhere. They looked very nervous, and some were excited. As for me, I was very very excited. We had waited for months for the results of our O lvl Mother tongue. Finally my form teacher came into the class during Chemistry lesson and passed the results to Saranya. Everyone ran towards her, as she pinned it up on the notice board. At first, we thought everyone got A1, as the first column, was all 1. Then, I shouted that the "1" is not our grade. Our results were shown on the last column. Some got very disappointed, while some were very happy and some even jump with joy. I saw my results, I don't know should I be happy or disappointed. I aimed for an A1, and I got an A2. I even thought of re-taking the paper. However, I got distinction for my Oral. I felt relieve, and I think my job now is to concentrate in my other subjects. *Arr.. headache* =) I'm happy for my fwen, cheryl. Although she got a B3, she was very happy, because she chinese is weak. But! Her other subjects are strong! i'm very happy for her. Another Fwen Lidya, she got an A1!! Wow.. this year, very few A1, alot of A2 and B3. I think they moderate the results toooooo much!! Hmm.. if i'm not wrong, for all those who got A2, before moderation, is A1, and B3 is A2. Maybe everyone did quite well, so they moderate the results. Sad to say, but I'm relieve I got an A2. *hees..*
However.. I have my O lvl English oral today as well! Haha.. The picture is about camping. I think the results of my chinese had made me more relax while waiting for my turn in the oral and speaking to the examiners.
I tink that the most important factor that everyone should take note is, NEVER GET NERVOUS IN EXAMINATIONS... Making urself nervous is digging ur own grave. Stay calm and stay confident. Keep the smile on ur face when you're having oral. This will brighten the examiner's day! =) Its ok to make mistakes, but not too many of them. continue reading even you had made a mistake. Never go back and read the sentence again. hehee..
now having headache.. gonna go and do homework ler... byyeee~~~
Love..
Miyuki
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11:47 AM
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
Mmm.. todey didnt do much stuff.. didnt realli tok.. haha.. cos cant talk.. ulcer still hurts.. haiz.. todae i did PE.. but haf no mood.. so didnt realli run about.. hahaha.. mr cheng even asked mi wad happened.. =P
tml is my O lvl english oral.. and todey mdm hamidah is kind enuff to go thru wif mi the oral... haha.. i learnt alot.. and i hope i will do well tml.. *pray*
I'm feeling cold.. hahaha.. i'm feeling tired too.. wanna slp sooooon... *yawns*
Hope tml is a better day....... *winks*
Resolve Hatred.. Lead a new life.. Gif others a chance.. Gif urself a chance...
World peace... May peace upon da world..
haha.. take care..
Love..
Miyuki..
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1:23 AM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Wee~ Finally put a song! haha.. this song.. very nice.. sad song.. hehee.. i'm lovin' it!
This song was song by the part C on the ORD nite.. hehee.. a veri memorable dey.. an unforgettable dey.. =) enjoy da song.. only hope.. dedicate to u...
"Only Hope"
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that
You have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yoursI pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yoursI pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
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6:46 PM
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=( SAD!! My ulcer... so painful!!! i cant even talk! cant sing.. hafing difficulty in smiling!! OMG... how to be a normal joan... so difficult~~ hahaha.. haiz... i kept wahing it wif salt water.. even apply salt on it... still so pain.. in the end i ate pain killers... still pain!! +( dying of pain soon ar.. haiz..
Today.. wanted to do my homework one.. after i did some of them.. i fell asleep.. hahaha.. after i wake up.. i found out that there are so many ppl in my hse.. my auntie and sister's fren.. hahaha.. den i continue slping lor.. hahaha.. i haf no mood to eat my dinner.. idiotic ulcer.. so pain!! haiz.. i eat veri little todae.. talk veri litter todae.. i feel so dumb.. so i used sign language to communicate.. hahaha!!!
Lalala.. tomolo skool.. or i should say later haf skool.. now already 2 am.. hahaha.. i dun feel any slpy.. slept too much jus now.. haha!! normally i feel so piggy this tym.. hehee...
mMm.. i lazy to type ler... nitey...
PEACE OUT! >_<
Love...
Miyuki ^ PiGgY!!
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2:40 AM
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Yay! Home sweet home.. I'm finally home after 3 days outside Singapore.. hehehe.. Its was a fun trip.. i went to KL wif my jiejie, her bf javier, my da sao.. and there.. i met Javier's uncle, auntie and his cousin jeff... We stay at his uncle's hse.. haha..
We reached KL at about 4+ and reach his hse at about 5+... I was totally blur out.. in the journey.. i was so scared.. because the traffic there is so... OMG.. how can i explain.. i dun feel safe in the journey.. hahaha.. The people there.. drive anyhow.. no wonder i always hear theres accident in that area.. After we reached his hse.. we settleddown and soon we fall aslp.. hehee.. the next morning.. we washed up and den we went out for breakfast.. the food is so cheap and theres alot.. i bought a claypot rice which cost onli RM4... and i had to finish it.. omg.. i got stomachache after that.. cos i ate too much.. heez!! after breakfast.. we went to Sungei Wang for shopping.. this shoppping complex is similiar to far east plaza.. haha.. its huge.. and its like a maze.. there are alot of ppl and theres alot of things to shop! we buy and buy as if there are for free..javier and jeff help to carry all the shopping bags.. heheee.. so go0d!! we had so much fun.. after that we even took photos! cool.. Wanna see the pics?
HAha.. Nice? I look so ugly!! =( hehee.. But I took photo wif jay chou.. lols... Completely dunno how to use the machine.. hahaha.. and the settings also anyhow.. =P
After that we went to Times Square.. and went to Starbucks.. Hee.. and i bought the new Strawberry and cream frap... hMM.. its veri creamy.. but nice! hehee!! After that.. we went to the nite market.. Wow~ "people mountain people sea!!" hahaa.. its so crowded!! people everywhere.. and we had difficulty squeezing our way thru.. hahaa.. its somehow like chinatown.. but its bigger and more crowded.. haha.. After that.. we went to have our dinnner...... the food there is realli alot more cheaper.. hhahhaa... Ucle treat us.. ehehhee.. i had my share.. and we went home.. we played and luff and talk.. haha.. so fun.. we slp at ard 3++ and we woke up nx morning at 12!! hahahaha.. over slp oready... we went to eat.. den went to sungei wang again.. to buy sth.. hahaha.. actually wanted to go rivervalley megamall one.. butten no time.. so didnt go there.. hhaha.. we took "teksi" home.. and den we ad steamboat dinner! wee~ hahaha.. after that.. we pack and left the hse..Uncle drove us to the bus ternimal.. we bid good-bye and left.. aww.. gonna miss dem.. lols!! Especially jeff.. my handsome kor kor wor~ haha...
We went to the place and need to know which bus we're taking.. that person said in malay.. that we are having a fake ticket becos the ticket wrote "Kl to S'pore" and it onli cost RM92 for 4.. it was the person who wrote wrongly cos we're heading to JB.. not S'pore.. and dey blamed us.. to0pid.. The person is also quite fierce Lar.. luckily my sister is there to listen and argue back.. hahaha.. if not.. we cant go back to s'pore already!! hhahaha..
That place is kinda messy and dangerous for a girl to walk alone...
Em.. i'm tired.. nid rest.. going to slp nw!! muahahaha~ nitey! *Grinz*
Love...
Miyuki
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8:20 AM
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
I HATE LIARS!!!! STOP LYING TO ME!!! I HATE YOU!!!
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10:39 PM
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Heez.. s0 many deys didnt update my blog.. actually i'm lazy to update lar.. haha.. and no tym lorr.. hmmm... wad did i do? lols..
Oh.. about the problems i'm having.. erm.. i dun realli care already.. yesterdae i received alot of harrassment calls.. so i went to make a police report lor.. lols.. first tym going to police station.. cool!! hahaha.. call mi more lar.. den i will investigate the matter.. now i dun wanna make the matter big.. hrmp.. whoever it is.. u beta stop ur nonsense...! dun be like someone who is so free and idiotic..
hmmm.. About angela.. she finally went to skool todae after 3 days of absence... she said that she will make a public apology.. but she didnt.. see.. she said she promised.. uh.. wadever.. she cant be trusted anyway.. we didnt talk.. cos i think theres nothing to say.. i dun hate her.. but she just hurt mi too much that i dun even trust her anymore.. and i realised she lied again.. hahaa.. wads this..?! liars..... Bull shyyt....
Just now.. we celebrated Aarti's bday.. hehe.. we bought cakes and crackers and drinks and we celebrated in the canteen.. haha.. so fun..
Oh ya.. we have our practise for SPRINGFIELD IDIOL.. lols.. While discussing the dance steps and all.. i got sooooooo bored.. but i suddenly changed my mood.. Hmm.. i'm sorry if i had made anyone sad.. hahaa.. i was too slpy and tired!! They were like.. shouting here and there~ and i cant take it.... lols.. weird huh todey... hehee.. after that.. we have our dance steps.. and it went on smoothly.. haha.. kinda fun.. tomolo will be a gr8 dey!! wee~
hmm.. just now xiang came to my house and repair my com.. lols.. but my com seems to haf no problem at all! hahahhaa...
Erm.. tml having national day celebrations...... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! haha..
take care everyone.. i'm going KL tml.. hehhee.. gonnA miss u.. and my com!! hahahaha... bUaIz!!
Love..
Miyuki
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10:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Well.. Recently.. I was very disturb by the fact that she is back stabbing mi for so long.. okie.. i dunno how to say.. but this is wad i see..
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Angela's Friendster:
to that one significant bitch i'm refering to.. you know who you are.. stop bitching around to get attention and frens!!! sour grapes sour grapes.. ha ha ha.. jealous of da attention i get from people you'll never get huh? get a life bitch!! nobody says life is fair!! no matter how "cute" and "piggy" and "blur" or watever "japname" shit you name yourself, you never ever get everything or be anything like me.. fuking arsehole... please grow up for goodness sake.. stop putting on a front yea?? all innocent and blur.. wtf? you're nothing of dat sort.. and i'm not either.. i don't wanna be a pig!! only retards call themselves "piggy" and enjoy people calling them "piggy" as well... i sincerely hope that you're happy rolling in da mud and licking up all da shit in da mud..you know what you did and i know what i didn't do.. you're not there and you didn't see anything happen.. stop assuming things and then go on telling everyone what you believe had happened yea? ooppss.. sorry~!! i forgot piggy don't really use their pea brains.. or do they actually? err.. i hereby have to apologise fer da lack of background information regarding PIGS!! coz' i don't really know pigs well.. as the cliche goes..-->birds of feathers flock together.. i'm not a pig neither do i act like one.. so i don't mix around with them.. therefore, i don't know!! so i guess, it's my fault in this aspect.. people can only be young once, but you can be immature all yer life!! rockons "piggy" a.k.a "blur" a.k.a "cute" a.k.a "japname" shit.. keep on rolling yea, in da mud and shits all yer life!!
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The reason for doing this is..:
She snatch nigel away from sheryl.. she flirts with other guys when she has a boyfren.. she snatch farah away from mi.. and now farah ignores mi..
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After that... She wrote this to me :
hey joan.. i'm sorry fer all da childish acts dat i've done.. i've realised dat i'm very unfair to you and understood why yer frens flood my blog's tagbox with insults and vulgarities.. i'll apologise to you in class tomorrow infront of everyone to show you dat i've realised my mistakes and childishness.. meanwhile, i juz want you to know dat i've never ever do this to you again.. i'm really really sorry..
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Okie.. seriously.. i got very confuse.. now.. i dunno wad to do... she had hurt mi so many times.. altho i haf like.. so-call forgive her so many times.. i reali dunno wad she wans from mi.. Hey.. nex time anyone is unhappy wif mi.. tell mi straight.. u dun haf to publish on net.. and.. watch your language.. it onli tells other people the kinda person that you are.. so becareful on the words that u used... and.. u might have hurt somebody with ur words.. you should know how powerful words are..
mm.. well.. i dunno wad to say now.. oh yahH.. erm.. Friends out dere.. thanx for da concern you all haf given mi.. i'm realli okie now... hahaa.. its just that.. i need tym to settle down.. haha.. everyone needs to rest.. especially after this kinda things that happened to me.. =) *gRinZ* oKiE.. mE tItred alreaDy.. hAf tO sLp.. if nort.. will hear nagging!! =X heheee...
Love,
Miyuki
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1:10 AM
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Hmm.. Long tym since i blog huh?
Erm.. Recently kinda BZ.. And.. met wif MANY problems lar.. hehee..
I wonder.. why people wants to stand out by insulting ppl indirectly.. oh please.. if u wanna insult.. come forward and confront.. dun be a stupid coward and hide behind other people's back.. talking about nonsense and things that are not true... U may think I did sth bad.. heyyy.. look.. who is doing it? haha.. asking people to reflect.. YOU MIGHT AS WELL LOOK INTO UR MIRROR AND DO UR OWN REFLECTIONS... stop being nice to ppl.. and on the other hand stabbing them.. u're not making frens.. but making enermies... oh well.. i thinkk u heck too.. so.. okie.. i might as well not talk about u some ppl.. condem my blog.. eeek... oh ya.. prepare for retribution yar.. hmmm.. tts wad ppl get marr.. especially ppl lyk u hu did soooo MUCH "good deeds".. i appreciated it.. hahaha... thousand ppl is after ur life.. pathetic.. i wonder.. will u ever do to ppl again.. if you do.. i'll see u in court...wait fer my lawyer's letter.. haha.. i will..
hmmm.. lets not get affected by that.. erm.. my life.. haha.. as usual... old me.. hehee..
I am who i am... words cant bring mi down.. I am going mahHh waYy.. LalaELeaLaLEaLeALa~ CarefRee... FrEeDoM.. Living in this "kinda" fair world.. MuahaHAha~ I'm happy to haf my frens around.. helping mi when i need help... well.. my brothers.. really brothers.. lols.. so steady.. my class.. kinda supportive huh? Lols.. Erm.. know ur limits...
Hmm.. Springfield Idol~ Lols.. we haf the song ready and we're going to practice it.. lalala~ i hope we can get into and express our gratefulness and lovee to our teachers.. hehee.. cool~
Erm.. gonna do my work~ heeez... talk care mates!!
Love...
Miyuki
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9:08 PM
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Hey friends!
New look! New Bloggy! Heehee.. Hmm.. I spent alot of time doing this bloggy.. Althoug the skin is provided.. I got confused over the simple html.. lols! Hmm.. i cant find a place to put the photos that I took with my frens.. so.. I place dem under "Loving Me"... scroll down all the way and u will see dem! hehee..
Anyone have any comments on this bloggy.. please tell mi okie? add comments or tell mi in my taggy.. thanks alot.. ur feedback is the most geniune one.. hehee..
Hmm.. my life is very good! Each dey is a new dey wif new surprises.. and there are more surprises await!! Hmmmm... I hope everyone is fine too.. =)
Hmm.. most probably.. I'm going KL this coming fridey.. And will be back on Sundey.. hehe... dun miss me! And if u wan anything... tell mi! if not.. too bad lorr. .. lols!!
I'm getting realli busy over the homewk and studies and revision... Teachers are rushing us.. and we are under stress...!! BUT!! my class seems so.. Relax!! I wonder y.. even mi is not nervous.. Haixx.. i wonder wad will happened if i wre to panic last minute.. i hope i wun! and i will not let myself to panic.. haha.. so.. EVERYONE!! starrt studying already okie! =)
Got ta go..! Please feedback yarr!! =) Thnx...
Take care!
Love,
Miyuki
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5:55 PM
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mMm.. MmM.. HmMm~ haha.. todey.. a veri tiring dey lorr.. haha.. wad did i do..? i cant rrealli remember also.. lemmi see.. hmm.. okie.. this morning.. i woke up late.. haha.. becos i laze ard on my bed and i fall back to slp.. oh gosh.. wad a piggy.. muahaha! but i managed to wake up at 6.50! den rush to skool lor.. haha.. aiyah.. todey's morning assembly.. somehow i got annoyed my mrs tan.. she is so naggy and her voice is so irritating.. i realli cant take it... haha.. and den! a speech by the chung cheng high school students.. they cant even pronouce my skool's name properly.. they pronouce as "spingfield" instead of "springfield".. lols~ and they even mentioned that they are from sap skool.. wadever wadever.. haha.. my class got veri annoyed by wad they have said.. hmmm... after that.. during english lesson.. we're suppose to do the assignment given my mdm hamidah.. but in the end everyone didnt do.. haha.. oh ya! most of the girls in my class and a few boys joined the "springfield idol" and i'm in too! haha... we target the whole class to participate.. oh well... i hope so.. hehee..
Woow~ todey is a bad dey for mr ngio.. he was angry wif us.. cuz most of us joined the australia maths competition and cant go fer his lesson.. he was kinda upset.. and he vent his anger on us... arrr.. thats so unfair.. haha.. after my AMC.. we went back for his remedial..
hmm.. for the AMC... i find the first 20 qns are relatively easy.. but i'm afraid my carelessness will pay up the cost again.. hahaha.. i slp during the test too.. arr... too slpy.. hehee.. nex time i had to bring water and sweets to examination hall.. if not.. i dunno wad will happen!! hehee..
Well.. nth special.. jus these.. after i reached home.. i was beat tired.. and eventually i went crazy.. hahaha.. i was so noisy in my house.. hahaha!!! so fun to make noise.. espcially at home.. i feel so homely.. i hate my house to be quiet.. LALALAL~ hehee.. i wonder wad will happen in the future if my children are just like mi.. uh oh~~ hahaha!! who CARES?! =P
Yay~!! tml my skool ends at 10am~ hehee... becuz we having the speech day in the eveninng.. lols... kool~ i can go out and study for a longer tym.. hehee.. take care guys! >_<
Love..
Miyuki
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9:30 PM
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Muahaha! pregnant?! u must be joking.. hehee... no lar.. i having stomach cramps for the whole two days... so painful! just like pregnant.. lols!!
mMm... yesterdae i ddint update my blog.. cus i went to slp after i reach home.. and den.. i had my dinner and did my homework.. den went to bed.. haha.. nothing realli happened lar.. jus that.. my stomach hurts alot.. i even lost my appetit.. hee.. at least now it gets better~ i got back my prelim oral results... this result is not adjusted yet.. but.. still my result rite? lols.. i got 29/40.. arGh!! one more mark to 30!! eeeK! haha.. i lose alot of marks in my picture section.. cos the examiner say i'm toooooo soft! i tot i'm loud enuff to be heard.. she's deaf! muahahaha.. jus kidding!! the examiner is veri friendly.. i feel kinda comfortable with her lorr.. so.. its alritE! muahaha..
Todey! i had pe.. and i played floorball again.. boring! i run here and dere and got realli tired.. it was a boring game todey.. no excitment one lor!! that bEeEeEeEeEyatch is in the opponent team.. omg.. HE even hit mi wif her stick.. on my hand somemore.. arrrr... ppl hit legs HE hit hand.. crazy.. i didn enjoy my game todey.. den compared to the last two weeks one.. haha.. even my fren was pissed by her.. hmmm.. realli bad huh..
nth unusual happened.. except my handphone is spoilt! argg.. cant eeven open now!! how great.. i cant receive sms.. haha.. and actually caused alot of problems lor!! sad SAD SAD!!! how annoying..
i'm tired.. gonna take a rest.. bbl.. hahaha.. shld be going to adda hse later..
buai..
Love
Miyuki
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4:29 PM
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mMm.. i didnt write bloggy last nite.. becos i had to do my hmwk.. lols~! hmm.. yesterdae.. practically a boring sundey.. oh well.. simply becos i didnt do much.. haha.. i woke up at 12 noon, den i eat and had tuition at 1pm.. after that.. i went to slp again.. i woke up at 5 and was being drag to my grandma hse.. after that mi and my family went to eat.. den we went home.. haha.. boring dey isnt it? hehee.. i do my wk til 2pm.. and was accompanied by my dardar.. lols~ we chatted on phone of cos.. hehee.. den i went to slp lor.. nuting much.. haha..
hmm! wad about todey?! haha.. i realised i didnt do much of my homework.. i had so much more to be complete.. end up copying again... arrr... ook.. todey we haf a talk on "personal hygenie".. it must be some ppl wif bad personal hygenie.. which caused us to waste our tym listening to it.. but in the end of the talk.. i find it kinda interesting.. lols! and wadever they said was kinda true too! i hope those ppl who haf body odour haf learn something from there.. and do wad was being said!!! hahaha... if not i realli cannot tahan ar!! =P
hmmm.. A maths.. i kinda catch the relative velocity abit.. todey i'm in a blur mood.. so.. haha.. but i still able to catch abit.. thats great! hehee.. i didnt fall aslp in my a maths class.. cool! after that was recess.. i didnt eat.. cos i feel that i'm kinda full.. haha.. so.. not bad~ can lose weight at da same tym.. haha.. after that we went to chemistry lab for experiments... omg.. it was in a mess.. and i was in a daze.. i dunno wad to do.. i do wadever other ppl do.. haha.. this tym i'm doom.. hehee.. den... we haf physics.. we checked thru the paper... and den we conduct an experiment too.. hahhaa.. it was fun.. i got dizzy after that.. lols!!!
hmmm.. after physics.. mi, sara and fala went to caltex and bought sth to bite.. after that we went back for e maths PT.. hmm.. we did past yr prelim paper 2.. the questions were relatively simple.. and i rushed thru the paper cos i tot i dun haf enuff thime.. after i finished the paper.. i found out that i haf 1/2 hr left.. haha.. so i checked thru the paper.. and found ALOT of careless mistakes..and i manage to changed them.. hehee.. i'm famous for carelessness.. lols~!! after that.. i went home.. and.. here i am! updatin my bloggy.. hehee
Later.. i'm going over to Adda's hse to study lor.. and do homework.. i simply cant do my work at home.. i dunno y.. hahaha.. okok.. got ta go now.. see ya~
Take care.. Love you~ lols!!
Love,
Miyuki
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5:40 PM
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oMg! todey i had my english and social studies common test.. so i had to wake up early to go to skool.. haha.. it started to rain heavily in da morning.. and i had to bring an unbrella, wear jacket and take bus to skool...Haha.. the first paper was the english paper.. i was so sleepy and tired.. hahaha.. and i slept during the paper.. i couldnt make myself awake... jus too sleepy.. after i complete the questions.. i sleep for awhile.. den continue doing my summary.. omg!! this time my english gonna fail again! hai... i should sleep earlier nx tym.. hehee.. we went for a short break... i ate a burger and drank hot tea.. ahaha.. that was refreshing! after that was SS paper.. decontextualise text.. haha.. the question was about singapore and malaysia.. as usual.. m'sia was unhappy about singapore.. erm.. singapore's land reclamation project.. lols.. aRrr.. reading the sources can make mi fed-up.. haha.. 'cos the remarks are realli bad.. for example.. "Precisely because of their arrogants, Malaysia views Singapore as an irritating pimple that refuse to burst" hahaha... this remark make mi write one whole page of answer.. lols!! After the paper.. mi and farah rushes home and get changed.. cos we wanna cut our hair!! hehee.. we waited for so long.. and finally.. todey we went to cut.. lols!! actually we meet at Kembagan MRT station.. den farah didnt board the train.. so i went down at eunos and waited for her.. den she was in the train.. and i went up and down the train.. cos i tot she wasnt inside.. lols! she was inside!!! and den... we finally meet each other at paya lebar MRT station.. lols!!! After tat we went to far east plaza and cut our hair~ hee~ my hair is trimed... though u cant see the difference.. but the "shape" is back! lols.. that great~ hehee... Farah also cut the same hair style as mi.. hehehee.. its nice~ heehee.. after that! we went to take photos!! wee~ that was so cool.. hehehee...
look! thats the pictures i took wif her.. hehe.. nice huh! =) after that.. i went back to tampines.. and meet up xiang, adda and yuan loong.. den we went to watch i-robots.. lols.. the show is quite nice lar... not bad lar.. hahaha... scary lor!! eeek! definitely no robots for mi.. hehehe.. after that we walk here and there.. and den meet up xu heng.. den we went to mac and eat.. talk.. after i went home cos my mummy wans mi to be back by 10.30pm.. hahaha.. hmmm.. on the way home.. i was so happy. cos i see so many stars above mi.. the sky was so clear and the stars were shinning bright.. hehee.. so cool!! i even saw the star which is located rite beelow the moon... it was once said that the star below the moon is veri difficult to be noticed.. becos the moon is kinda bright too.. so we cant see the star... but i saw it todey!! hehee.. after that.. i reach home lor.. lols... It was kinda tiring dey for mi.. hahhaa.. and i'm veri slpy now.. tml i'll be rushing thru my homework.. omg! i haf tuition tomolo....!! heehee... Take care..
Love,
Miyuki
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11:52 PM
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mMm.. tis morning! mi went to skool.. and.. it was realli a slpy dey.. haha.. tho friday is a no-sci dey for mi.. i still feel veri bored.. cos its a MATHS dey!! omg.. let mi see.. i haf.. 4 hrs of maths on fri leh!! omg.. can die.. hahhaa.. i slpt during the A maths test.. lols.. it wasnt realli a test.. jus.. haf to do the qns by ur own.. hehee.. i did quite fast.. so i fall a slp.. hehehee..
after maths.. mi went home straight away lor.. he was waiting for mi under my block.. we went home to study.. cos we haf BC after that.. so we meet up and finish our work! haha.. he had dinner at my house.. and.. everything goes on fine.. hehehee!!
BC is the onli lesson that i can luff loudly.. omg.. the room is so quiet.. filled wif lame ppl.. but i jus cant luff loudly... omg.. torture!! hahaa.. hafa' control my luffing already.. hahahaha!!! okok.. mMm.. after that.. we went to kfc.. and we ate chez fries.. den we went home.. hehee..
Tho i dun realli fridey for skool.. but.. personally... i just love fridey.. more than any other deys... heheee...
Each dey pass by.. i learn to giv and take.. and learn to face the truth.. the reality.. the ugly sidee of people.. i've learn to forgive and forget.. i just want to live on.. happily ever after...
Love..
Miyuki
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12:23 AM
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This morning.. i didnt go to skool again.. i cant wake myself up.. i was too tired to.. my head is boiling and my body.. cant move at all! so i didnt go skool.. i woke up at 11.. finding myself walking in a "zic-zac" manner.. my vision was blur.. and when i reach my hp.. i saw 4 SMSes.. todey wasnt realli a good dey.. my eyes hurts.. and my head is bursting.. aRRr... I went to Adda's hse at ard 3+.. i went there to study again lor.. on the way there.. was realli lonely.. and i was sweating like.. dunno wad.. i was relieve that i reached there... i went up her hse.. and we started doing our work.. she gave mi chocolate.. and i ate it.. i wasnt in a go0d mood.. so i ate up all of them.. den she gave mi another packet.. lols.. well.. he chocolate realli tasted veri good... i enjoyed them.. lols.. after that.. we called some of the guys.. we chatted on da phone.. and was having fun lor.. den i went back to study again.. and den! my headache came back.. haha.. so we called bryan up again.. ahhh..
Love,
Miyuki..
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11:58 PM
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GDS!!! wad the heck? wheres the trust?! i tot u always trust mi.. why is it u tell mi about it? wad haf i done to make u not to trust mi?! this is so unfair.. i haf been so truthful to you and u tell mi u dun trust.. wad the hell?!
why am i spending so much effort.. and u dun trust mi? if i know.. i wun be so truthful.. if i know.. i wun tell u even a single thing.. if i know.. i might better die off.. if i know.. i wish i am nv been borned.. i haf been suffering.. but i endured.. after so many years of struggling.. after so long.. i still hold on.. after so many mistake i had done.. after all the regrets had been made.. and i had gone thru all of them... u are the onli onli i could trust.. i could tell.. but u dun trust mi anymore.. no more.. no more trust..
i promised.. i wun sae a single word.. i wun.. i wun tell u a single thing.. i wun.. in this life.. i dun haf anyone to trust anymore... no more.. no more.. nobody that i can trust.. dun tell mi " trust mi".. cos i know u are lying to me.. i gonna live by my own..
who can make a change? whoever.. i dun care.. becos i dun haf anyone to trust.. anymore.. this life.. i had nv been happy b4.. all fake.. the luffter.. the smile.. the kindness.. the courage.. haf faded away.. now is the deepest part of mi..
ppl.. dun blame mi.. for a change.. bringing the true self of mi.. heart broken.. into pieces that can never be mended.. before there is lack of trust.. just like a chocolate pie lack of chocolate.. it can nv be a chocolate pie anymore..
I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE MYSELF! I HATE ME!!
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11:35 PM
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Geez! Todey is racial harmony dey and i had looking forward to this dey.. hehe.. actually.. i wanted to wear paranakan costumes... but.. i dunno how to "wrap" myself.. so.. this year i wear malay costume AGAIN lor.. BORING!! haha.. but nvm! i wore kebayah.. it belongs to farah.. hehee... its a veri nice one.. hmmm.. many people said veri nice too! hehee.. all thanx to farah!! lols.. yesterdae i did henna design on my hand too.. and todey.. alot of ppl say its nice.. lols.. but i see other ppl one nicer leh! haha.. this is the first tym i'm wearing henna.. and the first tym i design myself.. lols!! so special..
this morning was raining so heavily!! thanks farah soooo much.. cos her daddy pick mi up.. hehehe..
mMM..todey.. 99% of my class wore other enthic costume.. awww.. i'm loving it! hehe.. i just love to see my class co-operate and be untied... hehee.. becos.. onli when u are united... u will be strong! hehe.. oh ya! most of them wore indian costume! and it was gorgeous!! haha.. i lyk Ain's one the best! becos of the colour combination.. hehe.. mMm.. maybe nx yr's new year i'm buying one of those.... muahahaha!! racial harmony yar! *winks* N my class.. lidya, elisabeth and marina wore japanese costume.. kimono.. they look great!! haha.. i lyk lidya's one.. cos its blue and wif many flowers.. lols~ and elisabeth one!!! a veri big ribbon.. its so kawaii!! hehe!!
i took alot of pixx... with many different ppl.. different race too.. hahaha.. hafing fun taking fotos.. lols.. as for memories... last yr already ma.. haixx.. i gonna miss everyone of them.. they just rox!! hehee..
hmmm... well..somehow.. sth happened.. and.. well.. i dunno.. some of my frens are drifting apart.. sad huh? thats wad i think.. i realli dun wish would happen.. NEVER!!! =(
Take care.. gonna do my werk.. haizZz... god bless..
Love..
Miyuki
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5:28 PM
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mMm.. todey after skool.. i went to Alicer's house to lend her nonya costume lorr.. haha.. mi and Fala went.. and we drop at the wrong bus stop.. lols.. after i borrow her clothes.. i went to fala house.. lols.. i had a fashion show at her house.. hahahaha... hmm.. after thaT! mi went home.. and changed.. den went to Sri's house.. we reached there at about 8.. hahhaa.. den.. we do Hanna Design... hehee.. my first tym doing it.. and i designed it myself! hehee.. the designs are cute.. not indian style.. it has lotsa hearts on it.. lols!! i'll put da picture here once i develop.. hehehe..
i'm so excited with tomolo... haha.. cant wait to wear the "Baju Kebayah".. its veri sexy i guess.. muahahaha~ i cant type todae.. my hand is too stiff to move.. haf the hanna ma.. hahhaha... i'm continue tomolo.. i'm tired.. nitey!
Love...
Miyuki
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11:51 PM
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Mmm.. todey i didnt go skool wor.. nottie gurl.. hehee.. all the sea girls din go leh! hehee.. we are united u see.. 1 for all.. all for 1.. muahahaha.. well.. we got very tired after the parade yesterdae.. so.. we dun wanna go lor.. omg.. this morning when i wake up @ 11.. my headache is back! so i went on slping.. til 2 pm.. hehee.. a piggggy hor? lols..
Heehee.. todey my mummy went to pasa malam.. and she bought me my fav sweet! Cotton candy! hahaha.. when i eat that.. it reminds mi of the tym when i was little.. i owaes ask my mummy to buy that fer mi.. but she owaes refuses.. cos i owaes eat sweet!! tt explains y i still like sweets now.. haha.. i just cant live without them.. hehee..
Todey i'm suppose to do my work.. and i did!! BUT! hai.. all i dunno how to do.. Electrolysis.. Relative velocity.. wads this man!! omg.. i realli dun get them.. =( chemistry and A maths have been my weakest sunject.. At least i understand physics....my oh my... how aM i going to take my O lvl this year? i started to get worried.. hai.. maybe i shldn werk so hard and go into science class.. and now i'm suffering!! hahaha.. someone help mi~ =P
Todey is realli veri boring.. i got so bored that i became crazy.. hahaha.. i got veri excited with any comments make by my family.. hahahha.. i even taught them the way to luff.. lols!! and i scare most of them.. hahahahha.. farnie..
HeeHee.. it has been 3 days.. 3 days i haven seen him.. lols.. missed him alot.. hahaha.. oh no! i've been struck by the love spell!!! thinking back.. all the other relationship i had.. wasnt that fulfilling .. i dun feel loved.. i feel annoyed.. i feel.. uncomfortable.. i always got heartbroken by dem.. no matter who.. and.. whenever i had problem.. i would always turn to my trustworthy frens.. in my life.. there is onli 3.. sad huh? but nvm.. at least i haf them.. hehee.. they know mi.. understand mi.. and always lead mi the way whenever i got lost.. the most difficult times.. they were wif mi.. thank god.. hehee... Adda.. had became my best sister... Alstone.. Stoney!! had become my bestest fren that i haf trust in... and..... hehee.. wei xiang!! hMmm.. had become my.. *hrmp hrmp*... my dear.... hehee..
He showered mi with love... and make mi realise the feeling of being loved.. and he is always there for me.. we already know each other for like.. 2 yrs.. and there is never a tym that he left mi alone.. haha.. it was kinda.. surprising.. kinda.. unexpected.. haha.. but.. we just got together.. haha.. maybe this is fated.. well.. u'll never know!! mMm.. i remembered the first tym went we chat.. we actually had problems.. and we shared our problems.. and we give each other advises here and dere.. haha.. Farnie huh? we can help others.. but owaes cannot solve problems ourselves.. lols.. Tho only a few weeks.. haha.. i feel that we are together for years... lols... deeply in love........................................
oh well! *ar bish*!!!! okok... i'm back from my dream... aRrR!! homework is bugging mi.. i guess i haf to go back to my work.. CiaOz~
Love..
Miyuki
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11:50 PM
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9:34 PM
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Todae i had my NCC day parade.. i went to skool at 11.15am and changed into my smart uniform.. i guess this is the last time wearing that uniform.. aww.. sad.. my uniform is realli veri smart!! haha.. collar standing high.. veri nice okie! all the SEA.. onli SEA uniform.. is the BEST! PUREST!! muahahaha.. okok.. enuff.. haha.. we took alot of photos in da skool.. wif this person and wif that.. hahaa.. Den we board the bus.. mMm.. to SAFTI MI of cos! haha... on the way there.. we sang alot of songs.. hehehe.. and those songs jus made cry.. haha.. sentimental hor? hahahaha.. we sing sing sing til we reach SAFTI MI.. okok.. SAFTI MI is the military institution.. i think lar.. haha.. campus? haha.. it's located beside the Singapore Discovery Centre.. and the NCC Day parade was held at the parade square in front of OCS (Officer Cadet School)... hahaha!! its a cool place wor~ hehe.. *winks* It was realli a hot day... and it even rained.. i was so afraid that we migh proceed to the wet weather programme.. beside having a parade in a ENCLOSURE AIRCONDITIONED HALL is realli STUFFY~ hahahahahhaa... i just hate it.. u will suffer inside.. =P hehee.. but! thank god.. i survived throught the rehersal, the wet weather programme rehersal and the ACTUAL PARADE!! ehehee.. this is the LAST parade i'm going... AwWw.. cum to think of it.. NCC Day Parade is my veri first parade @ 2001 and the veri last parade @ 2004... i will realli treasure the moment.. hehee.. during the parade.. everyone was cursing the guest of honour.. cos he gave a realli long speech and alot of ppl is fainting and squating down... terrible.. we stand under the hot sun for more den 30 mins.. for u is short.. mind u! for us standing there not moving.. except reacting to the commands.... eee.. sometimes i also hate the parade.. hahah.. finally! the GOH finished his speech and it the tym for the pledge taking, ncc song and MARCH PAST~!! march past is the best! hehee.. i believe.. and i know.. and i.. wadever.. haha.. the contingent i'm in.. is the smartest.. the best.. and the most outstanding contingent... hehehe.. thats was I believe.. MI onli.. haha.. no lar.. becos.. all of us put in our effort and make it the best! BEST!!! wEe~ hhehehee.. after the parade.. there was a few performance.. den is the "mass dance".. muhahaha.. we run out like crazy~ haha.. and we run and play and sing and dance and shout and scream and squeeze and laugh and cry and smile and take photo.. hahahahahhaa.. that was so enjoying.. hehee... AND! we sang the national anthm.. wei wei wei! that was the first time i sing the song so loudly!! hahahahahah.. i feel so proud of myself.. lols!! after that we took alot of pictures.. hehehe.. den we went up the bus.. Shikin gave a speech.. and it was realli a good one.. hehee.. den we sing songs.. and den! all my nonsense pop out again.. we cry and luff and cry and luff again.. hahahha.. i received a rose from CLT poh choo.. mMm.. she's my part a instructor.. i was so happy that she didnt forget us.. and i jus wan to let her know.. i haf nvnvnvnvnvnvnv ever forget her.. hehehe.. she inspire mi alot.. alot alot.. hehee.. we sing in da bus.. til we reach tamp.. den all da part Ds and D1 went to eat.. haha.. we bought LJS and eat in TM the stairway.. hehee.. we took alot of fotos... hahaha.. after that.. mi went home wif shikin.. hehee.. den when i reach home.. i saw my mummy.... hehee.. i feeeel so good when i saw her.. haha.. missed her too much....becos of my studies and all.. hehee.. so missed her alot.. muahahaha.. i'm veri close to my mummy one.. realli close.. hehee.. she knows everything about mi.. and... i knows everything about her as well!! muahahahaha... WeEeeE! tml mi not going skool!! cos too tired.. and lazy to go.. and homework not done... haha.. so i can do tml.. heheee... butten.. hey... already 2 days didnt see him.... tml one more dae!!! hahaha.. tian arr... nvm.. one more day onli.. lols~ okok.. must end tis bloggy.. so longgg~ rite? i think nobody even care to read.. muahaha.. nvm.. its for mi.. hehee.. *winks* okok..i wanna improve my bloggy.. make sure u all see te changes made day by day! hahahahahha.. i'm lazy to do acutally.. =Pgo-0d nite!! MuAAaaAaAaAAAaAAcCCcccCkX!!!! Love yaAaaa~~~!!! MiyuKi
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1:16 AM
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mMm.. tOdAy! iN dA MorNinG! i HaD my e MaThS ComMm0n tEsT.. HeE.. wELL.. tHe teSt.. okok LaR.. But i HaF caReLeSs MiStaKeS aGaiN.. HAhA!! As uSuaL.. hEe.. afTeR co0mMm0n TeSt.. Mi WeNt HoMe LoR.. xIang seNt mI.. HeEhHeE.. afTer That.. Mi rUsH tO PrEpArE mY R.O.D NiTe!! HeE
tODay i WaS sO UnLuCKy.. fIrsT.. i MiSsEd mY bUs.. DeN i mISsEd my TraIn.. DeN! mY fOnE Spoil!! aNd noW i caNt eVen UsE It!! arGHhhH.. haha!! aFteR mI reAch KkAaAlLaNg.. i Meet uP wiF sHiKin aNd wE wEnt tO KsTc tOgeThEr.. hee...
Wow! iT hAs bEen a Lo0o0onG tImE sInCe i Went TO KsTc.. HeE.. tHaTs mY SeCOnD hOmE!! hAhA.. wE hAd GaMeS.. aNd i Got wEt!! HAHa... aCtuaLLy i WaS KinDa DRy.. ThEn.. All Of ThEm PusHeD mI UndEr tHe Tap.. AnD i "shOweReD" ThERe Lor.. haHa!! dEn i FeeL sO VerI tHe Cold.. Hahaha!!
aNd Den.. We gO mAKan.. AfteR tHat.. We WaTcH thE perForManCe bY seC 1,2,3 aNd of cos... mY PerFormaNce.. HAha!! i LoVe eveRy onE Of tHem.. ThEy JusT MaKe mi LuFf aNd cry aNd..... aIyo.. MiXed.. HahA!! deN wHeN it wAs mY tUrn tO PeRfoRm.. aLL Of tHe sec 4 weNt tO TAke OuR PropS aNd dEn PrePaRe fOR OuR pLaY.. ahahA~ iT wAs a FunIe Play.. it conSist oF SponGebOb- Ma'am asSuRaH, SnOw wHitE - LiyAnA, Pinky aNd tHe BrAin - Yani & iLa, SuperMan - ShuHaDa, woNdEr wOmAn - SyAz, BanAna iN pyjArMaS - AmaLiNa aNd MaWaR, CaSPeR - WANi, BarneY - LEsTarI, ShiKin - ThE mOnALisa, aNd Of cOs! mE!! i'M LitTLe MiSs PiGgY.. MuaHaHA~ tHe PlaY.. Is aBouT thE PinKy aNd ThE BRaiN WaNnA KiLL snOw wHitE & tAke OvEr tHe WorLd.. MiSs PiGgY Co-opErAteD wIf tHeM aNd PuRPoSeLy KnocK dOwN SOw WhiTE aNd KilLed HeR.. Mean WhiLE.. SpoNgeBob Was Lo0kinG fOR hIS FreN PatRicK! Lols.. SponGebOb weN arOunD aSKiNg PpL.. aNd hE eVeN AsKEd MonLisA, But sHe Just KeeP QuiEt.. HahA!! wHeN PiGgY KnocK snOw WhiTe Down.. ALl tHe SupEr HerOs CaMe OuT AnD PusH PiGgy AwAy.. But SnoW wHiTe aLreaDy dIe.. sO.. FunEraL Was ConDuctEd.. BaRneY CamE aLonG aNd We SaNg "i Love You~ U Love mi~......" dEn sUdDenLy.. CaSpeR AppEaReD aNd EvErYonE RuN Away.. eVeN sNow wHiTe.. ahAhAA!! dEn In ThE EnD.. sPonGeBOb fOunD PAtRicK.. He WaS dEaD.. hE WaS In Da FuneRaL besIde sNow wHite.. SB wAs vEry Sad.. DeN BaRney caMe Out aNd sIng tHe "iLove U" sOng.. AnD deN! StroY EnDeD.. Muuhahhahhaa~ we EnjOyeD OurseLveS.. AnD wE HaF Fun.. Haha..
AfTer tHaT.. ThE ReSt Of tHe ParT Ds saNg Us sOngs..... And tHe cLts aLso Sing Songs... dEn.. We CrIEd Lar.. COs thInk Of tHe PasT tIme tOGetHer.. ANd n0w We'rE LEavIng.. hEe.. We TaLk ToGeThEr aNd tHink Of ThE Past tYM.. ItS ReaLLi DifFicuLt tO CoNtrOl uR eMotioNs.. Cos We GonE tHrU' ReaLLi alot.. Bath TogeThEr.. ChAngE tOGetEr.. gOt PunIsH tOgeThEr.. g0 CourSeS aNd ExPeDitoNs tOgeThEr.. ThAts reALli Alot.. iTs tRuE tHaT nO FreNsHiP in dA wOrLd Can ComPaRe tO Us.. ThE DAuntLesS GirLs.. FeArLeSs GrP.. aLwAyS tHe sTrOnGeSt.. OutStAnDinG.. eNdUrAnce Is WaD We PocCesS aNd wE wIll aLways OutsHinE.. ehEe.. OncE a sEa GirL.. ALways a SeA gIrl.. DaUntLEsS RuLezZz!! hEeHeE..
hAiXx.. thO i aLWays wIsH tHaT tHeRe wEre nO NcC.. But Now.. i KinDa MisSinG It.. Haha!! aNd aLL tHe fUn... BlaBlaBla.. MosT Of ALl.. ThE PpL Inside.. tHey ARe AMazIng! Lols... aWw.. i'm MisSinG tHe ppL inSidE.. EsPeciaLLy My PlaTtoo0o0o0o0on MaTEs.. YaNi, iLa, waNi, ShIkIn, aMa, mAwAr, Les, LiyaNa, ShUhAdA, SyAz.. yOu'Re tHe best MaN! Thx fOr BeinG dEre.. HahA.. YaR.. hEeHEe.. iTs HaRd tO sEe a chiNeSse MixinG wIf a GrOuP oF MALaYs.. BUT! I BleNd WeLL wiIF TheM! HeE.. AnD i PicK uP MaLay frOm dEm.. HeEe.. CooL HuH! =P
weLL.. Its aLrite! Haha~ Life StiLL GOes On.. HeE... aNd sTuDiEs aRe DarN imPortaNt..! hAhA!! PrEpaRinG fOr Os CaN Make U sIck! ARGh.. hAfINg heAdacHe eVerydAy... SuFferIng Man! HahAHA~oH WeLL.. I GoTta sLp now.. Tired.. tOmoLo HafIng NcC dAy PaRade!! WEe~~ NyT eVeRyOne! SwIT dReaMs.. hHEEhEe
æ„›ä½ ~!!
LoVe..
MiyuKi
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12:10 AM
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MmMmMm!!! WoOw.. tOdAy i HaD a GrEaT tImE.. Or.. FaRniE tyM i sHld sAy.. HaHA!
FirsTLy! mMm.. SkooL! i dId aLot Of cRaPpY sTufFs.. eRm.. ya.. cRaPpY.. MaThS aLl tHe waY... oH wEll.. HaHa!! oH yA!! I Dun GeT wAd ReLatIvE VeLociTy iS.. OmG!! My BraIn JuiCe aRe RUnninG OuT aNd i JuSt dUn geT It... sIck oF a maThS... ArghhHh...
oH wEll.. oKiE.. DuN boThEr.. TomoLo iS mY E MaThs CoMmOn tEst.. MuaHaHa!!
HmmMm... aFtEr ScHoOl.. Xiang sEnD mI hOmE Lor.. HahA.. aS uSuaL.. HeEheE!! dEn afTeR tHat.. i PlaYed GB!! So LoNg dIn PlAaAY aLreAdy.. aLL mY SkIlLs GonE LeR.. HAhA!! hmMM.. aAfTeR tHat I WeNt To My TuItIoN cENtRe.. bRiTIsh CoUncIl~!! HahaA!! iT WaS sO fArNiE!! fIrSt.. mi aNd XiaNg WaItEd fOr FAraH.. SO ThAt wE cAn gO uP toGethEr.. AnD dEn.. FaRah CaMe AbIT LATe.. AnD mi AnD xIaNg sTaRtEd tO gEt nErVouS.. cOs bEiNg LaTe oN thE FirSt DaY.. nOT tHat Go0d Ma.. HahA.. dEn sHe CaMe.. AnD dEn.. We Went Up.. Mi & XiaNg WeNt tO ouR ClaSs Ro0m.. WhiCh iS T3... dEn wE weNt inSidE aNd SiT dowN.. OMG!! tHe PpL ThErE LoOk aT uS aT oNe KinD.. aS iF wE aRe aLieNs!! hAha~ XiaNg eVeN sAid Hi tO tHem.. AnD deN LoOk PuzZleD iN thEir FAcE.. Lols! aNd bOth Of uS goT sO ShY.. DeN wE JuSt Sit dowN.. Lols!! tHe TeAchEr ----- MiSs KaRen.. WaS So faRnIe aNd LAME!!! hahahA!! wE Dun daRe tO LuFf.. Cos ThE ClaSs is jUsT sO QUIET!! OmG.. afTeR tHe cLaSs.. wE wEnt dOWn.. Mi aNd xIaNg HaD a gReAt luFf Out.. JuSt.. LuFfinG fOR thE saKE oF LuFfinG.. Lols!!! oMg... HahA!! tHaTs FaRnie.. HeE.. WeIRd.. Lols...
AfTer ThaT.. We WENt tO KfC aNd StUdY.. dEn wE wENt BaCK aT 11 Lor.. He SeNt mI HomE.. AnD.. Now! i'm updAtiNg mY bLoGgY! Lols..
tOmoLo.. i'm So Busy.. I hAf mY coMmOn tEst tIL 1pM.. dEn i haF tO gO tO My "paRty" WhiCh Is tHe ORD NitE!! wEe~ OuTa NcC.. wEll.. abIt Sad.. But aPpY aLso.. Lols.. /MixEd FeELinGs.. HeE.. aNd Den.. On SundAy... I hAf mY NcC dAy PaRaDe!! ehHeHehEHe~ pPl gOiNg.. SEARCH FOR MI!! NCC SEA GIRLS PLATOON!! haHah~~
gOing To PACK my StUfFSs!! TaKe CArE!! muacKx!!
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LoVe FaItH hOpE..
MiYuki...
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3:32 PM
``hopee tiss go on 4everr -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
HeE! JuSt uPdAteD mY BloGgY.. HeE.. Wif mY FavOuRiTe sOnG.. hMm.. I GuESs i finaLLy gOt SeTtLeD dOwN wIf mY nEw BlogGgY~ Lols..
TodeY iS a VerI tIrInG deY fOr Mi.. YesTeRdeY i RuN tOo MuCh.. N tOdEy mY WhOLe bOdY iS AcHiNg.. OmG!! Lols! CaNt eVeN waLK PrOPerLy~ Lols!!
tOdeY iS jUSt a VeRi bOriNg DeY.. i WeNt tO skOoL aS uSuaL.. BuT aLmOsT LatE fOr sKoOl! Lols.. aNd dEn LeSsOnS aNd LeSsOns.. HeE.. tOdeY i sKiPped My ReCeSs aGaIn.. wHiCh iS.. No BrEaKfaSt.. wELL.. jUsT DuN hAf dA MoOd tO eAt.. i GoT vErI uPsEt abOuT thInGs tHaT hApPeNeD aROuNd Mi.. ppL May sAe tHaT i'M tOo SeNsItiVe.. BuT.. i HaF mY OwN InsTinCt aNd fEeLiNgs.. AnD thEsE thIngS haPpPeNeD tO mE.. Of cOs I hAf MaNy FeELiNgS tO iT.. haI.. WaDeVeR.. i'Ve LeaRnt tO LeT gO aNd AccePt.. AdAPt TO nEw ChaNgEs In My LiFe...
LaSt NiTe.. My SistEr SuddEnLy asK mI.. whO is mY bEsT fRen.. Ahaha.. i UsEd tO HaF aNsWeRs tO It.. bUt nOw.. i dUn evEn Dare tO AnS tHaT qNs.. tO mI.. NoW.. i Haf nO BeSt fReN.. I OnLi hAf Go0d FrEnS.. ReaLLi Go0d AnD cl0sE fReNs.. wELL.. bEcOs Of MaNy eVeNtS tHaT hAd HaPpEnEd iN my Life.. i hAf Lost TrUsT tO maNy thInGs.. i eVeN dUn tRuSt mY fReNs aNymOrE.. weLL.. wAd tO dO.. i AlwAyS BeLieVe iN PpL aNd All I GeT wAs Pain AnD HUrT.. HaIxXx..
mAny PpL sAy.. FrEnsHiP LasT fOreVer.. BuT dO tHey ReaLLi LasT? iS FreNsHiP ThAt stRong? No MaTtEr WaD HaPpEns iT wiLL stiLL SurVivE? i ThiNk ThEsE sAyIngs aRe nOt ReaLiStIc.. s0mE fRens jUSt LeaVe u wheN tHeY HaD fOunD nEw ComPanIeS.. sOmE fReNs dUn evEn CaRe bOut U wHeN u MeEt wIf TrOubLeS aNd DouBt..ThiS is ThE WorSt CaSe... HaIzZ.. sOmEtiMeS i JuSt FeEl tHaT i'm ALonE In tHIs WorLd.. LonLiNeSs.. BoReDom.. HaTrEd FiLLEd mI wIf aNgeR.. dEPrEsSeD.. DiSaPpoInTed.. aHh! Wad tO dO.. thIS IS LiFe..
MuaHahaa! bUt nEverMinD! i stIll hAf a fEw TrUsTabLe FreNs aRounD MeE.. haHa~ tHeY JuSt ROx In mY LiFe.. HaHa~ aNd I hAf My FaMiLy SupPoRt tOo! I aLsO hAf.. XiaNg!! Lols!! hEeHEe..
oKiE.. dinNer TiMe.. HaHa~
LoVe..
MiYuKi ^^ PrInCesS
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10:42 PM
``hopee tiss go on 4everr -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
mMm!! JuSt gOT hOmE aFteR a vERi TiriNg dAy.. Lols.. WeNt To SkoOl tOAe.. And dId PE~!! WeE~ So HaPpY.. We PlaYed fLoOrbaLL aNd mY TeAm WiN! 3 vS 1.. muaHaAhA~ aLL 3 PoiNts i ScoRe DeR!! HeEe.. DeN mY teAm HaF tO Vs ThE GuY'S wiNninG Team.. AnD wE goT dRaW.. Lols!! sO fuN! mMm.. afTeR tHaT I gOt ChiNeSe LeSsoN.. aNd Den.. GeoG.. DeN ReCeSs.. DeN PHYSICS! OMG.. WE haF tEsT.. AnD i gOt sO Many QnS wrOng! LolS! mMm.. aNd dEn.. wE HaF asSeMbLY.. tHerE wAs a pLaY.. bY thE NeCcEsSarY sTaGE "HaPpY famiLy" mMm.. ItSa' nIce pLay La.. On OuR NorMaL LiFe.. AnD i fInd Da LAsT PaRt MeaNinGfuL Lor.. Lols.. aFtEr AsseMbLy.. i WeNt BacK tO cLAsS fOr EnGLisH Pt... haHa..
aNd dEn!! i WeNt tO ReGisTeR fOr BritiSh CouNciL wIf XiaNg.. Lols.. sO FaRnie.. dEn wE Did a TeSt.. Mmm.. i GoT 63 aNd hE gOt 61! HeEhEe!! wE gOt intO dA fRidAy ClaSs.. aNd Its dA sAmE tImE wIf FaRaH~ LalalaaALL~ ButTen.. DifFeReNt cLaSsrOoM!! ArGh!! hAhA~ LucKiLy Xiang wIf Mi.. HeE..
mMmMmm... Now So HunGry.. WaitiNg fOr DiNnEr tO bE ReadY.. LolS! oKiE okiE!! tAtS aLL fOR tOdaY~ Lols!
Love....
MiyuKi
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9:06 AM
``hopee tiss go on 4everr -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
MmMm!! AfTeR SigNiNg uP fOr 1 Yr.. I dEciDe tO wRitE aGain.. Lols!! aUyO.. At hOmE nTh tO dO OnE.. aCtuaLLy waNteD tO gO ouT.. BuTtEn it RaiNed HeavILy jUx nw.. Lols..
ThIs MorNinG.. mEe gO tO sKooL aS usuaL Lor.. So SiaN.. ScHhOoOL iS gEtTinG BorEd.. ReaLi.. Wif tHe LoadSa HomeWoRk aNd eXtRa StReSs.. Lols! aFTeEr SkooL.. HaF SociaL sTudiEs Pt Lor.. DeN I RusH hOmE fOR mY TuItIon @ 4.30.. Lols.. Wad a LiFe... aLL StUdY.. Lols.. ActuaLLy WaNtEd tO gO OuT sTuDy OnE.. BuT iT wAs RaInIng HeaViLY Ma.. So NeVeR gO LEr.. Lols!! deN i ComE hERe aNd WritE thIS.. OmG.. i SPenT haLf Of mY nitE! Lols.. OkiE LAr.. Got tA dO wErk aLreadY.. hOpE i CaN uPdaTe thIs OfTen.. Haha!!
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12:16 PM
``hopee tiss go on 4everr -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
and den we went to paragon to eat. we ate at Akashi japanese restuarant. haha.. he spent $61 there.. the food is very nice lar.. haha.. wif that kinda price.. confirm nice de.. hahahas.. while waiting for the bill to come.. HE BROKE A GLASS!! hahahaa.. it was realli hilarous.. hahahaha.. after that we went to cineleisure and i bought hello kitty pens. hehehe.. and i also bought a pair of ear studs. lovely, i love it. its pink! hahahas..
we went to pacific plaza and wanted to collect my watch, but my watch wasnt ready yet.. so.. ya.. haha.. after that i went to roxy.. and ripcurl.. and realised they are having 15% off.. STOREWIDE!!! hahaha.. so i bought a tote bagg.. wee~ actually xiang paid fer it la.. haha...
I like this the best! haha.. notice my eyes.. they looked big!! O_O.. hahahaha!!!
mmm.. Farah gota' new hatty and a jap fan.. hees.. and sri is our hawaii gurl~ pwety yea~
oh~ the butter-fry gurls.. hahaha.. we look so elegent.. wee~
Woo! Royal Family! Ain is the king, Sri is the Queen.. and... Farah and mi are the princesses~~~ hehee!!! *i'm the cooler one.. haha!! Farah is the notti one! =P *
tiring dey.. haha.. skool.. was boring.. kept dozing off.. especially maths lesson.. i was trying so hard to keep myself awake.. in class.. 
i ate sea weeds.. sweets.. chocolates(sheryl gave mi one!) hahaha.. i gonna go fat!! haha..
haha.. we ate that lor.. and den we also ordered pizza and fries.. hehee.. so exXx! but i had my fill.. hehees... and den.. i walked home lor..
the first symptom is ulcer, followed by sore throat.. den running noce and cough.. and den fever... hahaha.. standard.. and this happens once every month.. haha!!
miSs u SoOOOooo much!! =( life iSs so0o0 bOring wIth0ut u.. haha.. get weLL soon okie!
Maths day!! hahaha.. I dun haf to re-take my chinese.. so during the two period of chinese.. i was doing maths.. er.. cedar girls' a maths paper.. haha.. and den! after recess haf two periods of maths... and den!! 
after skool haf 2 hours of maths again.. and den!!!!! i stayed back after the maths class until 5..hahaha.. tml A maths paper 1 ma.. so.. must study hard for it.. hehee.. now i'm so contented.. cos i did alot of maths.. and i understand alot of the concepts.. hahaha.. Farah actually stay and teach mi.. hehee..
MuackxXxxxX!! I LuRvVee You!! Haha!!
God bless u...
