DarDar & DarLing

Thursday, September 14, 2006
12:26 AM

I have no idea what to write. Hais..

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:26 AM

Sunday, September 10, 2006
12:17 AM BOring Day

Studying is FUN! Yeah right. Only doing Math is fun. The rest is like.. Yea right..
Hais..

Just now was at macdonalds and there is this guy keep calling me "Jasmine". Crazy guy.. He sayts that we are from the same primary school, haha.. yea rite.. he is studying sec 4 social studies and i'm 2 years older. Want to know girls but use such a lousy method. Guys are guys..

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:17 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006
2:35 PM fri..

I'm going for tuition now. It my last lesson as I had quit the last lesson. Lol.. I'm going off now.

With Love, Always
joanniee at 2:35 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006
3:54 PM

I'm sad. =(

With Love, Always
joanniee at 3:54 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006
12:48 PM Card tricks

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joanniee at 12:48 PM

Birthday Bash!

Today is Taufiq's Birthday! Happy Birthday To You! =)
Yesterday he invited us, the PHR, to his party at Coasta Sands Pasir Ris. We had loadsa fun.

At about 3pm, I meet up with Farah. I was supposed to meet Ain first and then Farah, but Ain's cousin went over to her house so she had to stay at her house for a while. Anyway, Farah was late too. In fact, we were all late. So we treat each other bubble tea (Actually, buying bubble tea for ourselves.. =D ) After that, we went to Far East Plaza and decide on what to buy for Taufiq. Actually we had one in mind, which is the Spongebob and Patrick Boxer, but we want to look around for more stuffs. (And also window shopping for ourselves! =] ) Farah bought herself a strawberry necklace, and also we bought Sri a RED CROWN Necklace! OMG I love that necklace. As for me, I could not decide on which necklace to buy for myself (STILL) so I did not buy any. After that we went to buy Taufiq's present, which is the boxer. =)

We walked out of Far East Plaza, and I went to TANGS.co for awhile. And then we went to Wistma. Farah bought a tulip, for charity and we decided to give Sri. Lols.. We went to Forever 21, because Farah wanted to buy the top. But in the end she did not buy it. Haha.. Then we went to Mphasis and she likes that brown top but she wanted it to be grey. Haha.. Of course, after that I saw something perfect for Ain. =) *SECRET*
We went to Mango, then to Taka.. And we went to the sales at the TAKA Atrium. So many accessories so many stuffs. BUT! I cant them all. Lols! I saw alot of things I wanted AND I still could not make up my mind. =( Nevermind, Friday is coming and I can still go see see look look. Lols!!

After that we went back to Pasir Ris. In the train, I wrote 2 cards, one for Taufiq and one for Sri. =) We took bus 354 to downtown east and then we continue writing the cards. After that we went to Coasta Sands and meet both Sri and Ain. =) After that we saw Taufiq.. Hees..
We gave Taufiq his present and he was really please with it.

After that we gave Sri her present by wearing the necklace for her. Haha.. She love it too! =) We ate the fried beehoon and noodle and it was simply delicious, and I was hungry. Hees.. After chatting for awhile we took pictures and then sang the brithday song. =) After that we sabo taufiq by wiping the cake on him. Haha.. And at about 10 we left the place. =)

We had fun.

I realised that I that a few photos I took had Orbs.
A brief definition of orbs, taken from http://www.ghoststudy.com/a_what_are_orbs.html.

Orbs are believed (by many) to be ghosts in the form of balls of light. They are life forms that travel in groups and are believed to be the human soul or life force of those that once inhabited a physical body here on earth. Psychics claim to talk to them on a regular basis, and ghost hunters encounter them quite frequently. It is said that they are those spirits that have willingly stayed behind because they feel bound to their previous life or previous location for whatever reason. Because of this obsession they tend to become similar to a psychotic human beings. It should be said that the majority of us when we die proceed gladly and willingly to the next level of existence after saying our quiet good-byes, which means we're off to the spirit world. Then again, as stated, a select few elect to stay behind because of a refusal to move on. Apparently the longer they stay behind, the harder it is to find their way to the next level, which again, is the spirit world.

Actually, many said that it could be dust or reflection of the flashlight. But I was wondering how can there be reflection from wood, sky and wall? That set me thinking. For so many years of photography, it never happen. This is the first time. If it was the dust on my lens, then every photo should have the same "orb" on the same position, isn't it right?

Well, let me show you this picture..

(It would be clearer if you were to enlarge it. I swear I did not add in myself.)

There are other photos also. OH well, maybe it is a concidence. =)

With Love, Always
joanniee at 11:35 AM

Friday, September 01, 2006
12:58 AM PHR 2nd Anniversary!

Today is PHR outing day! I was looking forward to this day to come as I really misses all the times we had spent together in the past. Times had changed and we are so seperated. It is so hard to find a time we meet together just for leisure talking. Well, anyway, we got to hang out together today. I met Sri in the bus, and we went to CS, to print my photo while waiting for Ain. After Ain arrived, I realised Farah did not reply my message, so Sri calledher. Guess what. She was sleeping happily and her maid said that she could not wake her up. It was hilarious! Then finally Farah woke up and pick up the phone. =)

While waiting for her, we went to BK and meet Zie, Wirdah, Linda, Ayu and Seha. It has been so long since I see him. they have changed so much, actually, not that much. It just that I have not seen them for so long. =) We chatted for a while, and then we left Tampines to meet Farah and Kembagan.
We went to Far East Plaza, and the first place we went was the toilet, because I needed it. After that, we went to search for neoprint machine. I brought my camera, so in the end, we did not take neoprint, instead, we uses the camera and took alot of pictures, as usual. =) After taking the photos, we realised that we were getting hungry so decided to eat at Sushi Ten. We reserved seats at 7.30pm (At then was 7pm) because we did not want to sit in the middle, infront of the entrance. And so we went shopping. We walked around at Far East and we saw alot of nice and I have so much things to buy, but no money. Typical for a student to have no money to buy the stuffs they want. I miss working, because I can buy all the things I want.

We saw weird stuffs like this :

and we could not stop laughing.

Anyway, we ate at Sushi Ten, and this is what we ordered:
Ain: Tom Yam Seafood Ramen, Ice Lemon Tea
Sri: Spicy Lala Ramen, Ice Lemon Tea
Farah: Dried Salmon Ramen(Spicy), Ice Lemon Tea
Joan: Mushroom Ramen, Ice Green tea
All of us shared Soft Shell Maki and Ebi Tempura.

It was the first time for Ain to eat Japanese food, and I am so happy for her. =)
Farah and Sri could not take the spiciness of their food, and they finished their drinks very fast. And so they ordered one more ice lemon tea and share. After we finished our meals, we went to pay the bills. Guess what. The cashier did not collect the extra $2.50 for the ice lemon tea, and we realised after we had left the shop, so we did not bother to tell him and so we left immediatly. =D

We went to Wisma and walk around. I saw alot of nice stuffs and it was really tempting. I have shopping..!! As in.. window shopping. I feel so bad for myself for not buying anything when I am shopping. How sad. =(

Anyway, its already 1.46am and I am really tired. So I will go to bed now. TatA~

PS: I Love PHR!

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:58 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006
5:51 PM Depth..

Depth.. How deep?

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joanniee at 5:51 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006
1:03 AM Something that made me laugh

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joanniee at 1:03 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006
10:37 PM

The Chronicles of LIFE

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joanniee at 10:37 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006
1:29 AM

I Love The Feeling Of Loneliness.
I Love The Feeling Of Roaming Around Not Having To Care About The People Around Me.
I Love The Noice That I Do Not Have To Care.
I Love The Silence Because No One Is Bothering Me.

What is the feeling when you are feeling what I am feeling right now? But when and how do you know you are feeling like what I am feeling now? Do you even know what kind of feeling I am talking about? If not then what are you feeling right now?

Lost

Confuse

Unwanted

Stress

I dislike them all..

Dammit. I think I have depression again.

Can I dont care and not study hard because I cant?

Can I just give up and not go for exams?

Can I have excuses that because I can catch up with the work thats why I cant do well for exams?

Why Am I failing?

Why Am I Such A Failuer?

Why Cant I improve even though I STUDIED!

What is the use of studying when nothing gets into my head?

What is the use of study when I keep failing?

What is the use of education when the clever ones always knows what they are doing and the stupid ones keep failing?

What is wrong with me!!!!

I want no commends and nobody talking to me what I have wrote here, if not I will NOT TALK TO THAT PERSON AND WILL IGNORE YOU FOREVER!~

IF YOU CANT DO THAT, DONT READ MY BLOG.

GET OUT!!!!!

With Love, Always
joanniee at 1:29 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006
11:05 PM How I wish I could

"End" is a powerful word to use in every aspect of life.
To end a life, it means that the person are unable to live on anymore. Some people may think that it is not a good thing, but for some people, they look at it in a different angle.
I am not exception. I totally accept death, and seriously, I think that it is a good way to solve problems. Why people would always stop me from doing it? Well, I do not encourage others to do it, but I think that it is an advantage for both private and society. Think, you do not have to bother about anything in life, no more stress, no more competition, no more exams. Isnt it good? You would have no problems, nothing to care.
How I wish I could.

With Love, Always
joanniee at 11:05 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006
12:11 AM suayness to the max

I should have gone to Kbox.
I should have gone to watch fireworks with jocelyn.
I should have went to the airport.
Mummy should have go to bugis with me.

I hate august. Especially today. This Idiotic indian man walked towards me and asked me to sign to support him and his music company. He kept asking me questions and questions, i ignored him den he like fainted onto the table. After that he left McDonalds. When I wanted to reach for my phone, I realised it was gone. Dammit. He ought to be punished on day. (He is gonna die)
I made a police report and the officer came to the mac. I told him what happened. When I reached home, I told my family ewhat happened and my brother and sister in law went to the police station with me. Because I have the IMEI number. That person is really gonna die man.

Whatever right. Its gone and theres nothing i can do about it, but want to warn others, not to leave your valuables on the table, if you do, and there is a person approached you and talk to you with his body bent down, do beware.

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:11 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006
12:21 AM Bee Zee Daee

Today I went to help mummy at the market. My daddy woke me up by throwing away my pillow. =( Indeed, I woke up because I could sleep without my pillow.
After that I went home and had my lunch. My two sisters and I watched television and refuse to go to take shower, until my mummy screamed at us. That was funny.
My auntie came and so my mummy talked to her, together with my grandma.
After that we took a cab to Ah ma house, after staying there for a while, me and jie went to East Point, but the Best Denki is not there anymore, so we went to Tampines. We went to This Fashion and we bought alot of clothes. That was de-stressing. So de-stressing! After that we walked to Best Denki at Century Square to send my phone for repairing. Hopefully there is no charge for it.
After that I went to McDonalds near to my house, and jie went to look for haoges.
Ain came down to Mac and study too. Dardar came after Ain reaches.
I had Mc Spicy Meal for dinner and now i feel so sinful. =X
I stayed that till 11pm++ then I went home because I was too tired to continue. =)

And now, I need to pack my bag and go to sleep.

A level is coming!

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:21 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006
12:18 AM Lucky day?

OH MY GOD. Today is the most un-luckiest day ever im my entire life!
Firstly, I had an eye infection, which is cause by excessive smoke and dust.
Secondly, I was in the MRT and this guy was sitting beside me eating McDonalds. Seriously I hated people to eat in the train, because in the first place, they are NOT SUPPOSE to eat there, and secondly, I just simply hate it. But since my eye was red and pluffy and I was wearing my sunglasses to cover my eye, I really did not have to mood to care. The worst nightmare is yet to arrive. The guy spilled his coke onto me! Hello~ It coke! BLACK LIQUID! Onto my yellow shirt? Urggg.. What is wrong with these people man!
Thirdly, I receive a weird and psychotic comment from somebody from outer space. Now I believe that aliens do use computer and internet. Like Hello~!

I shall not care anymore.

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:18 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006
12:53 PM Joannie Is Here!

Today, I woke up and was unable to open my right eye. When I forced it to open, it was so small and red. My right eye was swollen and ir looks really awful. I changed into my uniform and realised that my eye was really scary and afraid that anyone who sees it would faint infront of me. So I decided not to go to school.

I went back to sleep for the sake to rest my eye and thought that it would eventually recover. But it did not turn out the way I wanted it to be. When I woke again, it was still as red as an red apple. So I went to the clinic to consult a doctor. The doctor said that it was an affection and he gave me eye drops and a Medical Certificate (I needed that). I also asked him about my acne problem, and he said was caused by stress and plus I have senstive skin. And so he gave me 2 tubes of lotion to be applied on. I have to use it for 6 - 8 weeks. These all cost me S$40.00, and now I am really broke.

Later at about 7.30pm, I will be having my tuition at orchard. Wearing a sunglasses to Orchard is a normal scene, but wearing it in a class is a weird scene. What should I do? Oh my.. But I do not want to miss a lesson. It cost money and time, and I am lazy to have a make up lesson. Oh crap.

I have an Econs test tomorrow! And I have not studied for it, moreover my eye condition does not allow me to go to school. I am so problematic!

Now I have to continue my Study-spree. So long people!

These are pictures taken during sea sport carnival..

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:53 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006
1:35 AM My thoughts..

I love you dardar!
Do you know that you are the sweetest person ever? Lols.. Thanks for your surprise, less expected and filled with sugar. Haha!

Dardar so nice of you, go study with me nowadays. Becoming more like a little boy boy. Hees! So cute and adorable.. Love you!

Nowadays studying occupied most of my time and now I had fallen sick because I studied too hard. Lols..
Stress is the only thing that i felt. *Sigh* I am still failing my test and not able to remember all the stuffs. I feel so useless and discouraged to carry on.
90 more days to A level and yet i know nothing. I am such a failure.

=( Thankfully I have a bunch of good friends who are willing to help me. =) You know who you are nd I shall not name you. =D I love you gals!

I have to mug and mug and mug and mug until i am able ACE my A level.

I will do it, i can do it, i must do it, Because I want to do it.

Choices have consequences => mugging leads to success.

I will and I can!

With Love, Always
joanniee at 1:35 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006
1:38 AM BZ BZ BZZzz...

BUSY! I am so busy with studying. It is so difficult to juggle my time, between studying and leisure. I seriously need alot of rest, my head hurts when I think to hard. Just like the feeling after a test. I really hate that kind of feeling. I want to run away but I can't.

Life is so hard on me.

With Love, Always
joanniee at 1:38 AM

Friday, July 28, 2006
12:33 AM Busy

Mugging is my daily routine nowadays. I have to buck up! =)
Watched The pirates of the carribean yesterday with dardar. It was a nice show and looking forward to the next part of the movie. hahas. AFter watching the movie, we went home. I felt aslp while doing my research for my written essay. I woke up at about 7, ate my dinner, watched my 2 favourites show and then i proceed to do my work. While doing my work, i submitted my photo for the smiles champaign. www.smiles2006.com submit yours now. =)
after that i did my essay all the way until 2+ am and slept at 3.

this morning i was like a walking corpse. so tired and life-less. Had PE in the morning but was relunctant to go because i was really tired. They introduce all the rules of the sofeball game and i was veri confused, but nvm, its just a game. I am not going to participate in any competition anyway. *Grins*
I went out to study after my dinner + watching tv. Meet dardar at mac and we studied til 11+ pm. I am going to slp now, if not, i will be a walking corpse tml. =)

nites everyone.

i have tuition tomorrow. =)

With Love, Always
joanniee at 12:33 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006
1:35 PM Study-Spree!

Yesterday, I went out with Farah. We supposed to meet at 10.30am at Kembagan MRT station, but in the end, we delayed the time, and we finally met at 11.30am. We went to Summerset, but it was raining heavily. So we could only go to John Little. We walked around, looking for umbrella, but fortunately, we cant find any. Because the rain had stop when we went out. Haha!!
We went to Cineleisure BK and start mugging with our LARGE Ice Lemon tea. We started studying at 3 plus, and we stop at 8 plus. We could not decide on what to have for dinner, so we walk around again. We wanted LJS but there were no seats available, and so we try KFC. No seat available too! Farah thought of chicken rice at Lucky Plaza, so we walk all the way to LP. But.. It was closed. Then we went to Paragon and we ate Delifrance. After eating, Farah went to buy some stuff from Bodyshop, and we went to Heeren as she wanted to buy slipper. When we reached the shop, it was going to close. So farah did not manage to get any. But its ok! We will be going to town every FRIDAY! Ha! So we will have loads of time to shop. Right Farah? =)

Today I wanted to go to MacDonalds to study. I met Ain under her block to take my notes and I walked to the Mac. When I was about to reach Mac, Ain asked me if I want to study with her and Zie at Airport. So I joined them. Ain saw her Eye-candy at Mac Interchange. She was so excited and happy. Ha! She is crazy about him. We went to Airport and study at Popeye. At about 8+, we decided to eat. We share a 3 pc meal with 2 pac of fries, 1 mash potato and a large grape. I had my fill! =) After that we went home.

I transferred money to Trixie for the braclet that I really like. Hees.. So happy.

Please visit this shop, the accessories are unique and nice, and are hand-made.
http://www.towardscouture.blogspot.com

Gotta sleep now! Tomorrow I have Dragon Boating. Wish me good luck!

Joannie`

With Love, Always
joanniee at 1:35 PM